#if loop and siffrin is 'i've built this personality to specifically get on your nerves' | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

whatudottu · 3 months ago

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What do you get when, after you worked so hard Changing the first time, you're forced into a body that isn't yours and your have to stare at the person you used to be while regressing and battling against a new worse kind of dysphoria?

Being a cunt honestly :P

aka loopsabeau is a dick to isabeau as a version of 'killed them so i could live' but killing a timelooper is not permanent and really it's more satisfying to be the person they BOTH hate

#isabeau #isabeau isat #in stars and time #isat #isat spoilers #fanart #loopsabeau's stardust equivalent for isabeau is pincushion hehe #it also often says 'let's put a pin in that'#when isa points it out loopsabeau neither confirms nor denies the implied connection #if loop and siffrin is 'i've built this personality to specifically get on your nerves'#this is 'i hate that i can't be you' and 'if i hate myself so much i'll make you hate me too' etc #me and the isat group i got kinda built the idea that isabeau is actively kind because he didn't use to be #kindness being a learnt skill rather than something innate perhaps #loopsabeau has kinda regressed back to hating itself but instead of wallowing in sorrowful loneliness #it would rather be angry and hateful and might even get a kick out of very specifically getting isabeau to snap back #a blessing in disguise i suppose when isabeau gets more frustrated in his own loops that he doesn't want to lash out at the party #why shout at someone you care about when you can talk shit to an inanimate object :P #that's essentially the vibes :P also i wanted to draw a scowling isa :P

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