#if i wasn't an egoistic piece of shit
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butchkaramazov · 1 year ago
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feeling fucking stupid again<3 drinking overly sweetened coffee to cope<3
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dashitsxx · 8 months ago
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don't you ignore me | bakugo katsuki x fem!reader
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summary. Maybe if Bakugo wasn't being a piece of shit to you, you wouldn't ignore and be bothered by his treatment towards you. However, you need to make him realize his actions, yet his temper always creates the most unexpected outcomes.
genre. angst. explicit smut. 18+
word count. 1.7k
warnings. dubcon. in an established relationship. adult!bakugo. hero!bakugo. citizen!reader. lots of cursing. arguments. aggressive behaviour. bitter and painful words (bakugo). communication issues. hints of possessiveness. a bit of egoistic behavior. degradation. dominance. manhandling. fingering. cunnilingus. slight choking.
disclaimer. Please note that this work is entirely fictional. It is not intended to condone, glorify, or encourage any form of violence, illegal activity, or harmful behaviour. All characters (credits to the manga artists), scenarios, and events are products of the author's imagination and/or used in a fictional manner. Any resemblance to actual persons or real events is purely coincidental. The purpose of this work is to entertain and provoke thought, not to promote harmful behaviour.
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Silence bore between the two lovers, yet it was not the quietness of peace. It’s as if one of you stands waiting to be ignited before exploding. You crossed your arms and legs as you swung your foot back and forth, an annoyed expression crossed your face while in front of you was a glaring red-eyed man staring at you with a temper much worse than yours.
Bakugo clicked his tongue in annoyance, “Oi, aren’t you going to talk? Are you listening to me?" You only glared at him. It was his fault, anyway. So, why should you be bothered to communicate with him when he has no will to do it with you? It was always his profession, here, there, this, everywhere.
You understood him, always.
Yet it was unfair in your case; every time you asked him to do something for you, he would always reject it and prioritize his job before you. You even wonder if you were still his girlfriend or just a fucking maid. You didn't have to explain yourself with that, he should realize how he treats you. You sighed disappointedly at his response as you stood from the couch noiselessly before dashing upstairs to your bedroom. Bakugo stared at you with wide eyes, furious at your disrespect to him, especially your silence. He lets out a chuckle as he follows you. "Y/N. Talk to me, come on. What the fuck is your problem? Come on, babe. Fucking talk to me! You are making me look like a fool." Bakugo complained angrily. You pick up your pace, still ignoring him. "Stop fucking ignoring me!" Finally, Bakugo exploded.
A deafening reverberates in the bedroom as you harshly close the door. A shout followed once you entered your room. There were loud and quick strides that echoed behind the door. “Oi, Y/N! Don’t you ignore me!” Bakugo shouted aggressively. You ignored the loud voice of your boyfriend. Consequently, this made Bakugo bang on the door like a lunatic. “Hey, I am fucking talking to you! Stop being a bitch and open up the door!” He demanded furiously. 
Your jaw clenched upon hearing his words as you sit up before inhaling deeply. “Leave. me. the. fuck. alone. Katsuki. Just go and do your job by fucking other women!” You screamed back at him with a tone emphasising the words.
You stomp loudly on the ground as you heavily lay your body down on the bed. The shouts and screams by Bakugo continued as he continuously bangs the door. He can blast your door with his quirk at any moment, but despite his irritable temper, he is never reckless with his actions.
This situation resumes between you and your boyfriend for 5 more minutes until the banging stops. You waited a few moments to expect another banging, but it never came. When you feel like Bakugo has given up, you reach up to grab your pillow to place it on your face before gripping it and screaming as loud as you can.
“Asshole! I hate you! I hate you! I hate you!" Your muffled screams vibrated through the pillow. You were frustrated at your boyfriend. In a relationship, generally, people expressed that communication is the key to a healthy relationship. You agree with that perception while hoping to experience where you and your significant other are open towards each other, with no shyness or fear present. But with Bakugo, it was the opposite. He was loud, but it meant that he never listened. There were a lot of circumstances you can name where you tried to get him to listen to you. He always wanted people to follow him, including you. You love Bakugo, but you hate that part about him. His pride was a problem to you and the relationship itself. It hinders you from attempting to be open with your lover.
Sometimes, a thought passes by saying it would be better if you weren't in a relationship. You remove the pillow from your face as you blankly stare at the ceiling.
Should you break up with him? Suddenly, a frame appeared in your view. A loud gasp left your lips as you propped your elbows. The man in front of you had a deadly grin and eyes that were blazing fire as if his stare would kill you in seconds.
"The fuck did you just say, babe?" He gritted through his teeth. Your eyes dilated upon seeing your boyfriend. Your lips shake from fright as you try to form your words, "H-how... w-what, h-how did you..."
A chuckle left Bakugo's mouth as he trapped you between his body and the bed, slowly climbing up, "Babe, you are not the one who is only living here, hmm? But I want to know what you said a while ago."
You frown upon what he said—did you say it out loud? You never meant it. It was the heat of the moment. In a million years, you never wish for that to happen even if it passes in your mind. You back away slowly, "What do you mean? I didn't say anything..."
Another sarcastic chuckle was emitted by your boyfriend as he pushed himself up on his knees and cracked his knuckles soundly. You feel shivers spreading through your body as you wait for his turn to speak. His silence was fearing you.
Suddenly, he yanked your ankles towards him, leaving you to yelp in surprise. As he climbs between your legs and then bends down to you. With that, he begins to your face with his right hand, drawing in a ticklish manner. Gently, his thumb stops at your lips. You stare at Bakugo's face, only to see him, licking his lips sensually. He unhurriedly pushes his thumb between the gap of your lips as you allow him. The push of your tongue down made your back arched, your crotch inches away from his.
"You know, baby? I admire your courage, really do." Bakugo snickers as his hand leaves your mouth to slowly slide down to your neck, the saliva trailing your chin.
"It is one of the things I love about you... however, you can't fuck with me with that foolishness of yours."
A sudden, rough placement was rubbing your clothed pussy, and you gasped loudly at the sensation. Pleasure soared through your body despite the brutish action of Bakugo. He sneered at your reaction, it was definitely satisfying to see you squirming at his touch below him as always.
His right hand proceeds to lift your shirt up to free your breasts from the confinement of the fabric, "You say you wanna break up with me, huh? What the fuck you have been drinking for you to say that?" He mocks.
As his other hand hooks your shorts and panty to the side before sliding a finger up your slit. A moan erupted from your lips, "Oh my gosh, Katsuki!" You could not reply to his mocks due to the unbelievable satisfaction that he always gives you.
"This slut can't even give an answer." Bakugo grabs a nipple by his lips, sucking it harshly before switching to your other boob. You hissed in response. Bakugo always knows how to make you shut up, it wasn't your fault you couldn't answer.
"Perhaps, I should fuck you hard to get that pissy attitude out of your pussy... and I'll make sure that you would never think about leaving me. I guess this is what you deserve after fucking ignoring me the whole day." A deadly grin formed on Bakugo's lips as he let go of your nipples.
Your eyes widen as you quickly place your hands on his huge forearms. "W-wait! Katsuki! Ah!" You moan loudly as your boyfriend inserts two of his thick fingers in your cunt, making you feel full.
Like the expert he is, he harshly thrusts his fingers with his thumb circling your clit rapidly. You suck in a deep breath as your back arches greatly. The squelch of your pussy entertained Bakugo as he felt this great pride overpowering him.
"Look at how wet you are, babe. No one will ever get you this wet other than me."
The words of Bakugo only passes through the other ear as you feel dizzy at the pleasure. While you attempt to at least decrease the sensation, Bakugo notices it as he chuckles.
He then placed his palm flat on your pelvis area, pushing you to prevent you from moving away from him, but this didn't help you one bit. It made it more difficult for you to resist the upcoming hurl around your stomach. You squirm around his hold, "S-slow down! F-fuck, Bakugo!" You plead while leaving long streaks of red marks, digging your nails.
Yet, your boyfriend ignored the pain. He only curved his lips upwards as he continued to finger you at a merciless speed. You were a mess; beads of sweat formed all around your body; hair was in a dishevelled state; and a fucked-up pleasure expression crossed your face.
As you are in bliss, you don't notice your boyfriend go down on you. Then you feel a long wet stripe along your hole, and you take a sharp inhale. "Oh fuck, Katsuki!"
A snicker left his lips as he licked your slit deliberately. His red eyes stare at you, "You're lucky, I'd be the one fucking you like this. A lot are lining up just to get a taste of me."
His thumb continues to rub your clit. "But no man will be able to satisfy you like I do. Well, I don't plan to let them either." A possessive tone was evident in his voice.
You open your mouth to retract back at him, but he laps his tongue on your sensitive bud, making you twist. You slid your hand from his forearms to grab his hair hard.
He was ruthless as he pushes your hips down to prevent you moving carelessly. Katsuki sucks your clit repeatedly. Yet, you only gave moans and whimpers until a sudden twist feeling quickly emerges, releasing in your stomach as you heave.
"Oh, I'm cumming! I'm cumming!" You muttered repeatedly, which made your boyfriend laps his tongue in a much brutal pace.
You shiver as you release. Your chest rises up and down as you try to catch your breath. However before you gather yourself up, a hand stops you by pushing your neck down. You cough in the process as you struggle to breathe.
He glowers down at you with intense eyes. He is portaying his dominance over you. Little by little, he leans to your ear, lips slowly tickling the small hairs.
"I am still not done with you."
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lilybecca1 · 4 days ago
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I open TikTok and of course this is the first thing that came up
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And it's true. I think we all tend to look past how broken Bakugou Katsuki actually is, and how he's been broken down piece by piece ever since the beginning of the manga. So they say he hasn't gotten any karma for what he said to Izuku? He was literally one of the people who suffered the most in the entire story.
His entire world was flipped upside down, he went through feelings of betrayal when he thought Izuku lied to him his whole life, his own insecurities have been brought forth almost every moment, his ego was beaten down episode by episode, which yeah, we can say he deserved that, but that doesn't mean it wasn't any less painful and that he didn't suffer through all that humiliation and constantly being reminded that he isn't unbeatable, that he's weak.
And he also had his fair share of panic attacks, more than most of the others. He was humiliated and his weakness was shown for the whole world to see when he got kidnapped, and had to experience everyone believing that he could turn into a villain when his whole life was basically about how much he wanted to be a hero. And if we look back at how many times we've seen him cry, which is also more than most of the others, then it's a lot, especially for a person who is supposed to be someone who doesn't cry, who always remains strong. Yet he was the one that always broke down, that had to deal with the most inner turmoil in the span of that one year, which must have been a hell of a hard time of suffering for him after years and years of suppressing those emotions.
In the beginning of the manga, he started off as someone egoistic with a superior complex who would never ever admit that he was wrong, and by the end of it we got someone who apologized out of his own will. For someone like the person that he was, to even consider, yet alone want to apologize, on his own will, without anyone pushing him to do so, is a big fucking thing.
We forget the fact that these children have literally went through hell, emotionally, physically, mentally. They're just CHILDREN. Hell, Bakugo literally died, if that year wasn't traumatic enough for him. He had to experience what it feels like to lose someone important, first with All Might (the fact that he caused it adds even more to it), then losing Deku, then losing his OWN LIFE. And yes, he did lose Deku, because when he was in the hospital, the others literally told him that there's no way of knowing if Deku would even wake up or not. Do you guys have any idea how it would feel to hear THAT about someone you care about? That they might not even wake up? When you haven't even apologized about everything that you have done to him, haven't come clean about your past to him?
Yeah no, shit, I know it must have terrified Bakugo like hell. Then he ended up losing Deku again when Deku left UA to begin his Vigilante Arc. He left without saying goodbye after Bakugo thought he might lose him, now tell me that isn't painful enough as it is.
This guy went through fucking hell, people should stop throwing so much shit on him. He's been broken to the point that he basically became an entire different person than who he was. And I don't care that he told Izuku to jump, because he is not that person anymore, and not just because he apologized. No, that person has been beaten down rough, left broken, alone, confused and in pain, not understanding his own feelings. The person that he used to be was beaten down and left so broken, that he couldn't be built back into the same person anymore. He went through trauma after trauma, went through all kind of emotional turmoil, pain, anguish, shock, humiliation, guilt, remorse, and worst of all, he died, losing his life at just 16 years old.
He came back to life NOT the same person that he was. Not the same heart, not the same feelings. Whether you understand it or not, that guy is not the Bakugou Katsuki that he used to be, and he never will be. All that anger, that shell around his heart has been broken into millions of pieces, leaving only this pure and sensitive soul who has gone through too much pain to comprehend.
Trauma changes you, it makes you become a completely new person. Bakugou Katsuki died in the war, and it's Bakugou Kacchan who came back to life and survived to live on.
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moonlight-tmd · 9 months ago
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I despise Sentinel so in this post i'm gonna be shit talking him.
So we all know Sentinel is not the best mech- he's quite terrible really; he's egoistical, selfish and a total jerk to everyone below him. He's known to be rude and blaming shit on others- just like he blamed the Archa-7 incident on Optimus even tho he was in charge of the operation.
Optimus- he never liked Sentinel, the only reason he stuck by him was because of Elita. Sentinel wanted to have Elita as a sparkmate so he pretended to be the good bot, but Elita chose Optimus who was also interested in her. The two got together right before the incident. Optimus never said it but he believes Sentinel sabotaged their mission so they don't get to be together...
He wasn't any better when he was handed duty at the military training camp that Bulkhead and Bee ended up in. The little yellow mini reminded him so much of his failed love interest he couldn't help but connect all the things Elita hurt him with and punish the mini for them. Bee was constantly on the worst kinds of chores the soldiers in training were supposed to do, not only that but he also made sure to talk down on him as much as possible to make sure he drops the sad and soft attitude and toughens up to be cold like him. And it seemed to work... until the little pimple decided to stick with the other bigger pimple name Bulkhead and started "fighting back". They both caused trouble and annoyed Sentinel to the limits, on top of that he found of that one of the other officers there has arrested one of his favorites, Wasp, under the accusation of him being a Decepticon Spy. And it was from Bee's and some other bot's prompting. He never bothered to get into details but it was enough to kick him out the first chance he caused trouble- even if it wasn't even his fault.
He wasn't surprised to see the failure of a friend Optimus have him on board of the repair crew. He didn't believe when said failure called on the emrgency line telling they have found the artifact the Cybertron's forces were looking for centuries now since it disappeared. He wasn't concerned when they were reported missing along with the Decepticon ship's signal next to theirs. He actually didn't want to bother looking himself but was put on that duty anyway.
Meanwhile Team Prime has ended up on Earth and spend good couple years just minding their business with Sari in peace before the 'cons showed up. Of course, only few months later the dread of Sentinel Prime has seeped down to the planet and Sari got to experience it first hand, although with Optimus and others there it wasn't as bad as it could have been.
So Sentinel and his crew (Jazz and Jettwins, sometimes Blurr and Longarm join in) have the ship circle the Earth's atmosphere in order to prevent any more Decepticons from coming there. Meanwhile Team Prime is weighted down with the responsibility of collecting and protecting the Allspark Shards, since they were doing a good job before the Elite Guard showed up. In rare cases do the Elite Guard actually come down to fight along them. It's most oftem Jazz who has to remind Sentinel that this is a repair crew and they don't have proper weaponry to fight so they kinda NEED to be down there.
Going back to Team Prime- Bumblebee is not having a good time since Sentinel came to earth. he thought he's finally found a piece of the universe he can call home but of course, this stupid awful person had to come and ruin it all. Bulkhead is not happy either, especially since he knows what Bumblebee went thru- he knew little of Bumblebee's past and sparklinghood but that little information he did know was enough to send his Spark to the deepest end of sadness. He sworn to protect his little buddy, the promise was set in stone when they became Amicas right after the horrible Wasp has somehow gotten on Earth just few weeks after Sentinel and tried to replace Bee.
...But that didn't stop Sentinel from what he did.
Optimus was painfully aware of the similarities between Elita and Bumblebee, he might have accidentally reffered to him as Elita when they are arguing but he never thought of him as some Elita-clone like Sentinel. He was aware of how badly Sentinel treats Bee- the mech was awfully open about it, in fact.
I imagine that at one point, Bee would actually fight back to his abuse when somehow they were left alone... only for Sentinel's final string to snap and he physically beat Bee up as punishment for standing up to him. He even threatened to put him in stockades for good few stellar cycles for every bit of slag he's done over the course of his live if Bee ever told anyone that it was him that did it. For once, Bee cooperated with him, but it was out of fear...
Bulkhead knew something was wrong, Bumblebee was activating the bond duller very often and wouldn't tell him why. Ratchet also was suspicious because the scout seemed to come back from patrols or fun rides covered in dents and damages. But he always blamed it on his clumsyness or that he had a crash while skating. Bee might be a stubborn bot and a good actor, but he is also very gullible. Especially when the one lying to him is someone he fears or trusts...
But all that illusion of "everything is okay" was broken after one fight with Megatron and his minions. Both Team Prime and Elite Guard has failed to defeat Decepticons and now Megatron had some very risky tech in his servos. Sentinel was furious, yelling at the worthless low ranks that they couldn't do something as simple as this. Jazz and Optimus tried their best to diffuse the situation but that only made Sentinel more angry, the Jettwins hid behind the others in fear of what Sentinel might do. Then Bumblebee spoke up... it was a grave mistake.
Sentinel had knocked him down and started throwing relentless punches and grabbing every bit of the mini possible just to rip it off. it was Bulkhead who grabbed and threw the vile mech off of his buddy before throwing punches himself. He actually did more damage to Sentinel than what damages he gave Bee- said yellow bot was shaking on the ground, energon spilling on his vision from the ripped off horn wound, it was only seconds before he passed out because his stress levels shot out of the scale.
Sentinel was put in arrest and Bee in medbay for monitoring after they both got fixed with the key. It was then that Ratchet brought up the topic of Bee's wounds to the rest of the group; He had notices few times where Bee came back with visible wounds and was made to sit in medbay for Ratchet to fix him. Despite what Bee said had happened he knew those were the wounds one would get from a brawl. While looking over Bee he notices few of said wounds still healing in places where he didn't fix him, the progress of each one told him he must have gotten beaten up repeatedly at different times.
Bulkhead did notice Bee sometimes having dents when he came back to base, always having the bond duller on prior to it. But he always saw a dent on him whenever he saw the scout with...
"That fragger..." Bulkhead hissed, having connected the dots already. Pure rage boiled in his system as he turned to walk out of medbay. "It was Sentinel."
Sari was sitting beside Bee and Prowl while Optimus and Ratchet tried to calm the giant down and stop him from going to Sentinel who was held somewhere in the plant and under other Guards' watch.
"Sentinel always hated Bee's guts from the moment he saw him! He always tried to make him as miserable as possible- he was almost worse than Wasp!" Bulkhead argued while the two older mechs blocked his path. "I understand tha-" Optimus tried to reason but it was no use, Bulkhead only got more mad and shouted back at him.
"NO YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND!!" None of them ever saw the big bot so angry, so steaming with rage. "If it wasn't for me, Bee wouldn't even be here!!"
They knew how much hurt and abuse Bee had endured during boot camp, Bee, with a bit of Bulk's prompting, has told them himself way before this incident. With that knowledge and what Bulkhead said just now... only one assumption could be made.
"I don't care if you kick me out or whatever- I'm not gonna let it past him! The fragger stepped far over the line." Bulkhead pushed past them both, only to be physically stopped by Ratchet's magnets just by the medbay shutter. Somehow he was persuaded to stay by Bee's side in the end...
When Bee woke up he was gently questioned by Optimus and others. Bulkhead never spoke a word, only gently nudging Bee into telling more thru their amica bond. They couldn't believe Sentinel did all that to him right under their scent sensors. They never knew how Sentinel kept his job for so long despite being morally a criminal, this- this was whole chapters of Elite Guard Code broken. Even if he was effective on field the way he commanded everything was horrible, Optimus has made a whole few-essays-worth of material on him to report.
Bee felt so awful, not only did he get tricked into yet another abuse situation he also made himself look like he doesn't trust his friends enough to tell them. He could only apologize while they comforted him.
Bulkhead came to Bee's room alone later that night, those 2 had yet to talk about what happened...
"Please, don't ever think you can't tell me anything that's bothering you. We made a promise, and I'm gonna stick to it for as long as I live." Bulkhead said after Bee had launched into the trail of apologies once again. Bee had cried himself to recharge while Bulkhead held him in a hug, the big bot refused to leave his side that night.
Bulkhead was willing to kill Sentinel in order to protect Bee and didn't care about the consequences. It showed how deep their friendship goes... Also the fact Bumblebee was suicidal at some point of his life made them even more worried about him in the first place knowing he most often hides his personal issues.
Sentinel's life was literally crumbling after this one- every bit of harrassment, torment and wrong-doing was put up against him and it didn't seem he wasn't getting out of this one. Optimus' rank has been restored and he was offered to lead the Elite Guard fleet instead of Sentinel, which he surprisingly refused. He was better with what he had now, which was the little family-like team of repair bots. Jazz and the rest of Sentinel's team were put under Optimus' charge to help out until further notice.
Bumblebee may been a little brat at times but he had a Spark of gold- despite what Sentinel (and Wasp) did to him, he felt bad for making them suffer in return. The others kept telling him they did this to themselves and that he shouldn't feel bad for it.
I fucking hate this massive chin guy. Also protec lil bean Bee! yes!
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certified-boyliker · 2 years ago
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Tiny Skirt, Long Legs
Actor: Rin Itoshi
MPAA: PG-13 (gn reader, suggestive)
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Rin looked down at the piece of clothing you left on your shared bed. He slowly outstretched his hand and picked it up, staring at it.
"Do they... want me to wear this? Do they expect me to..." He looked around, seeing if you were nearby. You were nowhere around, so he closed the door and stripped off his pants. He hesitantly pulled on the miniskirt, pulling at it to make sure it looked right.
"Tch... what the hell am I doing?"
He turned around to look at his backside after adjusting the skirt. The skirt didn't even reach anywhere close to his knees. Surely you didn't expect it to look good on him. It barely reached down his legs. He supposed that was one downside to being rather taller, it took a minute for him to find clothes that reached to a proper length on his arms or legs.
He turned around a few more times, trying to find an angle where he actually might have looked good before sighing and slouching.
"What the fuck... this is just lukewarm shit, I don't-"
The door suddenly opened and he whipped around to see you standing in the doorway, your eyes blown wide. He turned back around, blushing brightly.
"...Hey, there, Rin-"
"Why the fuck did you leave a miniskirt on the bed? You wanted me to wear it?"
"Well... yeah, I did."
"I knew it."
"But I was gonna ask you to model it for me. And now that I see it on you..."
Rin blushed again and crossed his arms. "Yeah? What are you thinking right now?"
You walked up behind him and looked at you two in the mirror. "Damn, you're so fine, Rin..." You hands landed on his waist and you ran your hands up and down.
"Tch, tell me something you don't tell me every other day."
"Not gonna stop until you say it yourself."
"Huh?"
"You've never said 'I'm so fine' or anything like that. Until you say that, there's no way I'm gonna stop saying it."
Rin turned to look at himself in the mirror again. How was he supposed to see himself as fine? He had nice muscles, he wasn't disproportionate anywhere... but he wasn't fine.
"You want to know what I see?"
Rin looked at you. "Alright."
"I see a young man with a grabbable waist... that I do love grabbing... and he's got a pretty neck."
"How can a neck be- ah..."
His breath hitched when he felt you kiss along the column of his neck. Your hands slid down to his thighs.
"Fuck, everything about you is so strong... these thighs especially. You use them for running and shooting, each time you're on the field, can't help but get distracted by them."
"Does that mean you aren't paying attention to the g-fuck!"
You grabbed his ass, and watched his face get impossibly brighter. "How can I? With those thighs and this ass... you can see why I wanted you to model for in in a miniskirt. Don't regret this at all..."
He panted quietly and dropped his head, looking at the floor. "How... how about you tell me everything else you find fine about me... in a bit more detail?"
You smirked. "With pleasure."
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Credits: ©certified-boyliker and Pretty Boy Theaters
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I stared at miniskirts for too long and made this
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lilitblaukatz · 1 year ago
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tl;dr: I don't have a conclusion. Just lots of love and sympathy.
We have so little info to understand why Chay decided not to go through with his uni exams.
Oh yes, he might be just an ungrateful little shit. Let's hear it for the boy, tho.
At the very beginning, when the situation got tough, Chay asked Porsche to sell the house and move somewhere cheaper. He also suggested, that it's not the time for getting education.
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It seems to me that Chay doesn't think that his education is a form of "fighting". He's wrong, but Porsche didn't tell him enough. That unresolved issue still stands many months later.
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I believe Chay when he says that he likes music. I believe him when he said that he chose Antranameka because his celebrity crush is studying there. Why Chay is making such a rough decision? I don't have an answer satisfying in its fullness. Just these thoughts.
Nampheung told very very young Porsche that he mustn't die before Chay will finish his education. Porsche's dream was to fulfill that request. Many sacrifices were made, Chay knows. Chay doesn't want sacrifices from him. He wants piece and love and his brother alive and near. He can make sacrifices too.
Then Chay comes to the point where in several days period he learns that Porsche is in grave danger. That his first love was lying about loving him back (that's what concerns Chay the most about Kim). That his life now is changed beyond recognition. He needs strength and time to regroup. Chay still doesn't have a confidant, a friend who can help him. Ohm is trying, bless him. Ohm is helping a bit with the heartbreak. But since Chay says later that Porsche doesn't have to tell him all and Chay himself doesn't tell Porsche all of his concerns, Chay doesn't consider Porsche as support, but rather as a part of the problem. He must support Porsche now. Just on his own terms.
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Chay starts behaving like Porsche when he has problems. He turns to the vices, he changes his look and he... sacrifices? He makes decisions for himself. Maybe for the first time in his life he makes such an important decision as he did about the uni.
It wasn't about the money for Chay. It was symbolic from the start. To help his brother by being good Nong and good student. But did Chay think that it was a fair trade? He is the smart one. He grew up and saw that it was unfair for Porsche.
I never forget the first thing Porsche said about Kim, when Pete told him as little as "Khun Kim moved out a long time ago".
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I will talk about it later, hopefully, when I finish that big long-ass post about Kim, Korn and conspiracy that eats my draft folder like a bunch of termites.
But Porsche. Porsche is opposed to that. He doesn't want to be an egoist. He is responcible, he is a good son. It is cultural thing too, which I'm only now learning, so I hope I understand this enough not to make grave mistakes in my conclusions.
So, Porsche doesn't like egoists. Does Chay count himself as one if he let Porsche do such awful things for him like being in mortal danger? I think he does. When Porsche made stakes so much higher and didn't even tell Chay, all bets were off.
In the end (of the series) Porsche didn't change anything from this drastic situation Chay found himself after the kidnapping. So the changes were on Chay then. Chay is no longer trusts Porsche with his problems (he didn't in the past too, I guess, but there were little kid problems which Porsche didn't need a permission to solve). I guess there had to be a confrontation between Kittisawat brothers at the beginning of s02, where Chay's uni application would be the cause, but the reason would be elsewhere.
Well, we'll never know. I just think that Chay believed that he was solving something. Sacrificing his dreams to get off of his brother's back. Maybe he planned to run away, who knows. Or to join Porsche in that fighting on equal footing. One thing is clear to me: Chay didn't want a normal more or less safe life while his brother would be risking his. Yes, Porsche had other reason named Kinn. But what did Chay really thought of Kinn? Chay answered Kinn's questions, he tried to be friendly, but it was romantic love which tied Porsche to Kinn and romantic love just bit Chay on the throat. If Porsche is happy with Kinn, so be it. Chay thinks he can take care of himself so his brother wouldn't have to. Porsche was his age and supported them both. And Chay wants, Chay...
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And he still is barely 19. Kim reminded him that his decisions can have severe consequences. But the thing is, you can't be told about it. The only way out is through. Chay went that way.
He threw everything he loved in the trash (well, the guitar and all the WIK merch didn't fit but it's the thought that counts :)), because pursuing it makes him an egoist (and Kim talked about sacrifices too, they both were similar in the way that their older brothers let them pursue their dreams by cost of their own (and it's Kinn who let Kim have his long leash, Korn didn't let Kim shit, and Kinn is a hostage in exchange)) and is an empty canvas now. His talking shirt is giving us a hint.
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marshberri · 1 year ago
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errr minor rant about what's happening!!!! i am not upset and i just want to let you guys know what is up :]
i broke up with someone after 2 weeks ago, after 6 months of dating. it took me days to get the courage to break up with him, as i knew his situation at home wasn't the best and i didn't want to drive him into a really bad mental state.
i was as respectful and nice as i could, i gave him space and didn't talk to him much. but he decided to be an absolute asshole, and every time he talked to me, it was him being an absolute ASS
example: i was ranting about my family situation, and he just waltzs in with a "i have it worse LOL get better nerd". ik it normally sounds like a joke, but it was shitty considering I DON'T GET TONES!!!! and it wasn't the only time, he just kept calling me names and was overall rude until i blocked him and left his servers
and after me and his friend blocked him (as he was shitty to her too), he started tweeting???? lesbiphobic shit??? like he really turned against it INSTANTLY
and my friend who has access to his priv sent me some stuff just now, and yeah he admitted to the fact he only talked to me to be mean to me after we broke up lol
y'all don't really know what he was like before, but to put it shortly: egoistic and overly sexual piece of shit who can't take anything seriously, and his "discourse" is simply hate speech and telling people to off themselves with an NSO gif like this:
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oh and he's also a transmed. so yea. not in the best mood for the past few days, but we're trying to keep the silly grind up 💪
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randomnameless · 2 years ago
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And it was a disappointment :(
Idk how to call this ending, a golden route or a fanservice ending?
The way the game rushed to "we must erase hyzante" was hilariously bad, even if Serenor's reflexion time was kind of funny.
"We will ask Gustadolf to give us the giant cannon to destroy the goddess's shield"
Ask Gustadolf?? Seriously? Even if Svarog was here to back up Serenor's position, was he really thinking it was possible to get a deal with the man known as an oathbreaker, without rekting him??
"But Roland might not agree"
No way Jan, Gustadolf killed his father, brother, raped his sister and slaughtered the people he swore to protect, on top of killing his father figure and starting that damn war - if not for Roland having 0 ego and being willing to literally sacrifice himself for the sake of the world, I don't know how that plan could have worked...
Oh wait, it didn't, and Gustadolf refused to lend - omg who could have guessed it - the canon to break hyzante's walls because he wants to rule norzelia. So Roland still had to fight him, Svarog joined and -
It's completely ridiculous how this scene is framed in this path, and in the Roland path. Here, apparently Aefrost loldiers have a moment of self reflection when Sycras does and when they listen to Roland (and imo Svarog!) words about making a better Norzelia and the war being nonsense, and they start to worry about participating in an "illegitimate" war or something -
Like dude, even if it was "legitimate", you still slaughtered civilians, invaded and destroyed a country and its loldiers who were planning a wedding - but now you wonder about your morals???
But when Roland knocks at the door with Hyzante's forces and Serenor, saying the same thing and saying how people will be spared, suddenly Sycras has his very tearful goodbye scene with his fam, soldiers and civilians shout "Aesfrost" and are willing to fight until the end, fueled by Gustadolf's propaganda and even follow Svarog in his delirium when he decides to destroy his own city and citizens under tons of molten lava??
Aesfrost suddenly reconsiders and isn't 2000% supporting their charismatic leader?? At least if it was more played about Svarog and people loyal to him and Dragan instead of randomly popping up Sycras, who also discovers suddenly that lies really bother him to the point of challenging his leader, too bad for Rudolph Sycras's morals weren't coded then, with his supposed death scene and then moving on to random 34 and random 55 being worried about their war based on a lie.
As for Benedict's side... Oh well.
I can't say Ayxame was retconned when the Hyzantese characters never received any spotlight, but Ayxame comes from a seemingly sympathetic (?) character, who also came to understand the rock salt secret and wasn't an asshat to Rozellians and who wanted to change Hyzante, into an egoistic piece of shit, who's ready to let the world burn if it means being the one on top because he's that ambitious.
What a disappointment for what could have been the Svarog-like ally but coming from hyzante.
Instead we have Layla, who was complicit in Idore's schemes because he forced her uwu (this reminds me of something) and she only wanted to see her son again, but feels like she did so much wrong that she doesn't want to live anymore. Wow. What a mess of a cool character, at least from the one we saw in the first chapters, reducing her to "woman go did much wrong because man forced her by threatening her child or something and she feels so remorseful that she wants to die".
Also the game keeps on mentioning her medicine skills and researches and how it could help people - but it is not mentionned that her "study of life" and researches use(d) Rozellians to work. Again, what little earl grey that could have went to hyzante was just, never explored - what if Layla's super medicine needs Rozellian parts (or any human's parts) to function, basically being a sacrifice switch (I'll use the life of that dude to cure another dude?).
Layla and Ayxame were disappointments and Kamsell?
The party never even tried to explain him - like Roland tried to with Gustadolf and the Aefrost loldiers - what they were trying to do, just give the dude a fragment of the salt pillar, just to taste, like they did for Ayxame, his faith would be shaken and maybe Idore would have Enigma'd him ; nah, Kamsell is here to stop a rebellion and to maintain order, and dies without even knowing why the Wolfforts are ruining Hyzante, or even giving him a chance to react and maybe join them. Hyzante bad after all.
(save for Layla, she's a mom, remember?)
Hopefully we have a tidbit of Frederica self reflecting, saying Idore and Hyzante's Goddess lied to the Rozellians, but also to the people of Hyzante themselves (she returns to the characters who empathised and tries to save everyone!) - even if it doesn't work, because Hyzante and the cult of the goddess existed before Idore, so while the guy is your jrpg villain, his nation was already based on shaky foundations - that needed Rozellians to be scapegoats/sacrifices to survive.
And unlike the Aesfrost from Roland's path - Hyzante is in shambles after the destruction of their wall and the revelation that the cult of the goddess was nonsense -
But don't worry, the game said Layla managed to save what could be saved and have the people work together, how? I don't know.
At least Svarog "arresting" and managing to strike a deal with Gustadolf's loyalists (he had sycophants?) felt more reasonable than Layla, but then, everything looks better when it's compared to Hyzante - especially the writing.
Come Idore and the final jrpg fight - poor guy can't know that Serenor resetted, in the ideal pt, 3 times before coming up with this solution - and, well, again, I expected more from the gzlr that really managed to tackle politics like no other, afaik, rpg did.
When Idore mentioned how the people would be happy under a puppet, Roland could have drawn a parallel with what his father was and what Patriatte wanted him to be, or even Benedict because this scenario is the endgame of his route!
But no we get the traditional jrpg dialogue.
The ending is ripe for nonsense, are we supposed everything is well that ends well? Roland wants an unified Norzelia, not through annexion but a slow and continuous process coming from the people...
And yet the fact is that he and Serenor still work together, so the main issue remains, why should people listen to king Roland and not to Serenor?
And big lol at the balance and the "a good leader leads his people to make the best choices" or something they had, Serenor imposes his plan - of course everyone agrees - but by doing so he is the de facto leader of our group... When he's supposed to be Roland's vassal, and Frederica's husband - he's not their lord, so why should he get to decide?
The last dialogue with the Regna bros made me pause a bit, Roland's praise "wow you should be the king because a good king leads his people to a better tomorrow when I would have abandoned this duty" felt a bit too much, and again, I can't help but remember the Benedict ending and ultimately Patriatte's biggest fear - Glenbrook won't be able to remain stable and standing if a vassal becomes more powerful/prestigious than his liege.
But hey, let's not talk about how the continent will be at war again in 10 years, let's end the game with the wedding that was announced in chapter 1!
Tbh this is the only thing I liked from this route lol
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leafington · 5 months ago
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𝗶𝗳 𝗮𝘁 𝗳𝗶𝗿𝘀𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝘀𝘂𝗰𝗰𝗲𝗲𝗱, 𝗱𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳 𝗼𝗳𝗳 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗿𝘆 𝗮𝗴𝗮𝗶𝗻! - kento n.
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content warning !! - rushed, not proofread, gojos boundaries being absolutely ass, nanami demarcus kento flirting and being an awkward mess, blackfem!reader coded (racism hinted but not mentioned explicitly so keep ur eyes peeled), toxic relationships mentioned, suggestive ending???
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"I said I was sorry!" Satoru pleads once Kento's hand makes contact with his collar, the anger on his face evident. "But you can't be that mad! Look at her! She's the whole damn package with an extra piece comin' in the mail!" He holds the phone up again as if showing him the picture would make him feel any better. "Cancel it. Now." Kento grits, bringing the sorcerer closer just about getting closer to knocking Satoru on his ass.
His whole life, minus a few years, Kento stayed single. Women have never interested him, nor caught his attention. After the not-so recent divorce with his toxic wife, he made a pledge to never get involved with another female again. Of course, Satoru Gojo can't bring himself to see his former junior constantly shut down the many women who bring themselves his way, so he signed him up for a pop-up date with an alleged "close friend" of his. He hasn't gotten it through his thick head that Kento isn't interested in another relationship, being used as a scapegoat and ATM isn't something he wants anymore.
"One chance, and if you don't like her, I'll leave it be. Honest." He whimpers out, and oddly enough, the Kento Nanami takes a deep breath of consideration. "... When's the reservation?"
That's how Kento ended up standing in a mirror, checking his tie for the umpteenth time for the night, Satoru babbling something about how fine the woman was for her age. For someone who set him up on the date, he sounded better off just taking her for himself. After finally becoming satisfied with the resulting touch of his appearance, he almost asked for Satoru's approval, quickly thinking against it before grabbing his essentials. "You look hot by the way, smashable even. You wouldn't even think you had a wife before this." He beams followed by a thumbs up. "I'd rather not talk about my past relationships on a date, I'm not as plagued as you, Gojo." Satoru's jaw drops dramatically and scoffs as if he hasn't been on twice as many failed dates than Kento has denied.
Little does he know, Satoru can easily detect the anxiety he's going through. It's not everyday you're presented with an open opportunity to go back out into the dating scene, especially with an attractive woman (according to Satoru's point of view).
He's debating on giving him some advice about his little friend, but he shakes his head and pushes him right out the door with some friendly advice. "And remember, cover your ends or you'll have little friends!" This set Kento off, but before he could retort back, the door got slammed in his face. That damned egoist.
The drive to the restaurant wasn't all that bad, he got to see the wondrous scenery of the city at night, enjoy the fresh breeze, the aura of it alone made him think the date wouldn't end up being absolute shit like he originally presumed. His plan consisted of pretending to have a good time so he can go home and not have to worry about another woman another day in his life.
And oh how wrong he was to think it would work.
Kento pulls up to the restaurant, straightening out his collar, then locking the doors to his car and taking confident steps inside the eatery. He had to admit, Satoru picked a decent place—marble floors, elegant designs from top to bottom, grey-white walls, perfect taste in the arts he might add, and the drop-dead gorgeous woman shuffling through her mini-purse in front of him.
He breathes out a quiet "damn.", so silent that he almost didn't realize he even said something so remotely disrespectful until the woman perked her head up and raised an eyebrow at him. "Sorry, don't mind me, it just slipped unexpectedly. I had zero intentions of saying anything that unprofessional." Kento rambles, a subconscious reaction from either being flustered or anxious, and in this case it was a tiny blend of both.
Not once does he recall ever meeting someone this attractive, he thought she was decent looking in the picture presented to him, but goddamn does she look better in person. Her hair is perfectly curled to fit her cute little face, light-makeup—nothing too extreme—just the way he likes, and the dress. Oh god the dress. If Kento had no sense of morale, he'd swoop her into his arms and take him home to make her his in other ways, the thought lingers in the back of his mind though.
"My eyes are up here." The voice of her's snaps him out of his trance. Kento didn't even know he started ogling at her breasts like a mad man! "I am very sorry, I would never want to make a—" He's then cut off by her tutting. "Just... don't do it again please." She says, saving the both of them from the second-hand embarrassment. At least she was kind about it.
Strike one.
This was going to be a long night.
But goddamn were the ass and thighs on this woman heaven-sent, just enough to drive him to sanity and the actively-pitching tent in his pants. Kento just tugged his blazer over his well-tailored slacks and hoped he'd soften up as the date progressed. A kind waiter greeted the both of them, somewhat breaking the vexatious silence between them, that somewhat coming from the look he was giving his date. It wasn't good, in any way looking at someone else's date isn't a good thing, but the look he was giving her wasn't one of those 'wow your date's smoking hot' stares. For now, he just played it off as one and in return shot a mean glare, that should knock some sense into him and luckily they weren't ready to order yet so he scurried off promising to come back later.
Probably being tired of the awkward silence, the woman sighs and straightens herself out. "Sorry if I seem like... pushy or rude. This was all so sudden, Gojo didn't say anything about this being a date. It's nice to meet you...?" She trails off, leaving room for Kento to introduce himself. "Nanami Kento. Don't worry, I'm well aware of how childish and idiotic he can be. I apologize on both his behalf and my own for disturbing your day." She tilts her head, gesturing for elaboration. "It's partially my fault for this, he told me a few things about you before. Gojo's been harassing me about going on dates again, I only agreed to this to get him off my ass." Even a few weeks later, he still thinks Y/n is such a fitting name for a woman like her.
"Again? So this is like a last resort or something?" She questions and her expression hardens in the slightest.
Strike two.
"No, no, no. Nothing of the sort." Kento saved himself but that definitely put him in a bad spot for this date. Y/n hums, almost like she's unsure of his response. "... What did Gojo say about me? Anything bad, good, weird?" He can't possibly screw this up, it's all about his delivery. He has enough charisma for this to nail his answer. "He said you were a strong-willed woman. Very kind, generous and beautiful." Most of that were things he came up with, if he shared what Satoru actually said, the date might've just ended right there.
Besides his second accidental slip of the tongue, he could confidently say that the night was progressing well if you exclude how irritatingly tight his pants are. They actually shared more in common than Kento thought, both having experience in the horrible ex department and having a slight hatred towards the blue-eyed freak who set up this entire scenario. On a completely different note, Kento finds himself enjoying the date more than he'd like to admit. No, not because of the chilly climate of the restaurant and can tell from how Y/n's nipples harden. I mean, no bra? She's testing him, literally, he's a man and it's kind of an appropriate reaction to be turned on given the circumstances. Stiffness and hesitation still lurk in the air, and naturally any type of alcohol would loosen someone up which definitely works on Y/n's end.
Her guard has fallen only a bit, but it's worth listening and learning about her, so maybe that's why he's giving tonight the benefit of the doubt. Kento, out of impulse has, however, tried to be bold and flirt (if you could even call it that). His attempts are sorry, a little embarrassing, and definitely sounded way better in his head. He started off with a simple, "You have a nice smile." This was successful, Y/n chuckled and tried to hide her grin from the compliment. Then... it got worse.
It was sink or swim, and Kento for sure was playing waterpolo with this date. "Your parents must've been bakers, cause you're such a cutie-pie." Okay, yeah, cute. That one earned a nice little giggle. After receiving their dinner and ordering he abruptly threw out a "If you were a fruit, you'd be a fine-apple." the minute his eyes landed on the side he received with his meal. Y/n laughed at it, finding it humorous for some strange reason so he finally stopped. It was safe to say this date was smooth sailing from the earlier hiccups.
"You redeemed yourself." She went to dig in before releasing she had no utensils, calling a nearby waiter for an extra. "I promise. I'm not as bad as Gojo makes me seem, only he gets to see that side." Kento swallows his food quickly to reply to her. Having recieved her own appliance, Y/n began eating and chuckled. "Really? So you're not a smart, levelheaded, mean, yet respectful guy?"
"He said that?" It unintentionally comes out in such a disbelieving way, but Kento easily changes his mind on her laugh. It's his favorite thing in the world. "Mhm. Then added on something about your bedroom skills being S-Tier." She snickers behind her fork, and is met with a new expression of his. Mixing anger, embarrassment, and frustration alike. "... I'm sorry." He shakes his head followed by bringing a large palm to his face to supress his sudden urge to have a few words with Satoru. "Don't be. I know how he is. I can only imagine what he really said about me." He wouldn't dare bring up what was spoken between them back in the bedroom of his penthouse, though he's definitely thinking about it.
Great. His boner is back, and he hears the table suddenly clank! whilst Y/n brings her head up massaging it.
Can he count that as strike three?
"Didn't think you were enjoying me that much." She clears her throat, uncomfortably setting her fork down that she had apparently dropped at some point. Should've said something about the damn fork. "It's natural, happens at random." Kento counters. "And you genuinely think I'm gonna believe that? I noticed it the first go-round." Fuck. Strike three it is. For a moment the two sit in silence; Y/n staring at him with a particular glint in her eyes and Kento failing to mask the lust that's brewing in him. "I don't have sex on the first date." That's when he calls for the bill, the embarrassment is too much for him to handle. A few curses and criticism from Satoru, maybe. Not being checked by pretty women.
Then he's stopped, soft hand resting against his rough one from the endless paperwork filling and fighting. "If you need the help, I'll make an exception." Her voice lowers enough so the waiter couldn't pick up on anything she'd say. "Put those S-Tier bedroom skills to the test, yeah?" Kento just about slapped his card on the table, growing heavily impatient with how fucking long it took for the payment terminal to register the transaction. His respects were given and promptly left the restaurant with a hand now rested on the small of her back.
This was definitely going to be a long night.
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prossima-nebulosa · 1 year ago
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Me trying to be positive for this live action: "well it wasn't so bad, i mean it could have been so much worse, they had to cut like HALF THE STORY BUT-
me, inside my mind:
THAT'S NOT ONE PIECE THAT'S FANBAIT- IT MAKES NO SENSE HOW THEY ACT- WHY DID KAYA AND USOPP KISS, WHY IS LUFFY SO SMART AND WHY HE IS NOT AN EGOISTICAL SHIT, WHY DID THEY CUT SANJI'S ARC- (I MEAN I KNOW I KNOW, BUT IT WAS GOOD, IT WAS GOOD IT SHOWED WHAT CAME FROM THE GRAND LINE, THAT PEOPLE FAILED, FUCKING GIN)
BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY- WHY ARE YOU SHOWING US GARP AND KOBY????? THAT MAKES ZERO SENSE?! THAT'S NOT GARP- STOP TRYING TO FORCE EMOTIONAL AND ETHICAL SENSE WHERE THERE ISN'T. GARP LITERALLY ABANDONED LUFFY TO BANDITS AND YOU TRY TO PASS HIM AS SOMEONE WHO CARES (reads: he's worried about) HE BECAME A PIRATE?! THAT'S NUTS! ALSO WE GOT IT! WE GOT IT PIRATES ARE NOT THAT BAD, MARINE ARE NOT THAT GOOD, EVERYONE KNOWS THAT STOP MENTIONING IT EVERY THREE SECONDS.
Gosh it was cringe. Cringe! It seemed like a marvel movie at times. They did good, i'm gonna be real. Location, cgi, fucking awesome. The cast was good as well. But they forgot the most important part: to fucking make sense of the story!?
Why would Kuro kill Kaya after 18 years!? That's not it!!! That's not it!!!!! Kuro had called his crew- He planned it all! He wanted his crew to do all the dirty job- Jango was essential in that part. He was supposed to hypnotise Kaya and make her firm the testament. THAT WAS THE PLAN- KURO DIDN'T WANT TO BE A PIRATE ANYMORE- HE PLANS IT ALL FOR THAT- IF HE WANTED MONEY HE COULD HAVE PILLAGED A SHIP OR GO AFTER A TOWN- THE FACT IS HE DIDN'T BECAUSE HE WAS SICK OF THAT LIFE.
GODDAMN.
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alicemitch09writes · 2 years ago
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also ! i see you’ve been watching? blue lock hehe did you also read the manga ? who are you favs so far?? nagi has my heart these days bc he reminds me a lot of suna (vibe-wise, nagi is def,,, more of a genius than suna is esp in regards acads jdkdjdk) and also kunigami bc of the iwa-chan vibes i was getting 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
lol funny you should say nagi reminds you of suna because they have THE SAME voice actor - nobunaga shimazaki. also, known as 'zakki' to his fans. i am blessed with weeb ears, so i can tell a certain voice actor a mile away.
funny thing, my friend actually read blue lock and has indirectly told me, via her posts on fb, on how amazing the series was.
and truth me told, i did not care for anyone.
that is until...
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it was love at first sight, i tell you.
i mean, i just have it so bad for cold characters now who are a bit problematic (don't look at me)
plus, i'm now a fan of his eng va - alejandro saab. sadly, i used to think highly of his jp va, that is until he turned out to be a piece of shit.
but yeah, i like sae.
i could say i like rin, too. but that's mostly because his jp va is ucchi - kouki uchiyama. i wanna say i wasn't surprised when i found out he was voicing him, but it felt so fitting hahahaha
oh wait, an easy favorite of mine, too is...
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i love chaotic characters like him. plus, his voice is suuuuper fitting to his easygoing, demonic, chaotic energy.
i have a soft spot for kunigami, because he (laughingly) looks like ichigo with a bit of bakugou. plus, he has ichigo's big brother energy.
AAAAAAAND, i have a special place in my heart for the king of egoists - isagi yoichi. despite having the typical, standard design, i adore his development and growth throughout the show. i also adore his gap moe in field vs off field.
lol this was a long list. but yeah, here it is~
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low-budget-korra · 2 years ago
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Comments on House of The Dragon s01e06
Alicent Hightower
I saw a tweet saying that Alicent is like those girls that have a kid right after high school so she had to marry the father of their kid so their youth, and grew resentful because their high school friends go on to college and live their best lives. Basically "you got to live everything I wanted to but Couldn't, so now I hate u" kinda of stuff and now I can't thing otherwise
Otto started te job and Alicent continue, If it wasn't for her and her resent towards Rhaenyra everything would be different. A lot of people wouldn't died.
And what's worst is that until this point or until they start to take a son for a son, Rhaenyra didn't hate Alicent or her kids, all by contrary.
In fact, I believe all this episode was about the construction of Alicent as the villain of the show for now. But she ain't the only villain...
I already hate her hypocrite and resentful ass.
Rhaenyra and Laenor
I like their relationship after all. Rhaenyra continue to be the hero of the story and Emma did such a amazing job portraying Rhaenyra feelings only with her gaze. She didn't needed much to show the power and dominance of the princess, something that we could see in the council scene where Rhaenyra dominates.
Something that was good to see after her humiliating scene where she had to drag herself so Alicent could judge the baby.
Poor Laenor, we saw he still resentful towards Criston in one lil scene in the beginning of the episode, rightfully so, and by the promo of next episode I think he will fight against Criston after all and maybe Criston will be the one to murder or severally injury him. I would be surprised if the show goes nuts again the Criston murder the king with consequences for his actions
Laena and Daemon
I like how they give Daemon the same choice they gave Viserys in the first episode. And it seems that different than Viserys, Daemon didn't choose the child over his wife or he simple refused to choose.
I really enjoy Vhagar and Laena little moment before the final Dracarys. It was like Vhagar wanted to know for sure that that's was what Laena really wanted and than did what her master command.
But I don't know, it feels of Laena died like that, It didn't seems to be some "you die or your die" situation, or she dying asking to go out in flames instead of go out in a bed. Like Bjorn did in Vikings.
The Strongs
Lyonel Strong was such a honorable man. He really is like Ned Stark but smarter.
I still don't get Larys, like plotting against his whole family? He is the reason why the Strong House no longer exists after the Dance. He really shows to be just a egoistic man who doesn't care about his own family and House legacy
I will watch Sor Harwin beating the shit outta Criston everytime I feel sad. Also, he would make a far better fight instructor than Criston
Criston Cole
What a cunt! What a asshole! Piece of shit excuse of a man. It's been 10 fucking years. Get over your incel freak. Can wait to see you die, and I hope the show give us this cathartic moment soon enough
The Kids
No much to say here other than Aegon II being a asshole and will become evil because of his mother. The same goes to Aemond.
The kids didn't hate each other, Alicent made them hate each other
Final Critic
I thought they were doing things fast because this all we've saw until episode 5 was really just a prequel to the dance but now that we already change actresses and all, yet they are still running.
Nothing big or something, is just that even tho the actors did a amazing job portraying a 10year story in 10 minutes, I really would like to see more of Rhaenyra and Harwin or Laena and Daemon, or even Laena with Rhaenyra
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catsnuggler · 3 years ago
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Venting about a traitor.
I was her friend when she was alone. She was my friend when I was alone. And then, she wasn't. Not only that, she abused and cheated on another friend of mine. Left them for a chaser, and one she also went on to abuse, too.
You were loyal, S. You were kind. You were better than this. You were smarter than me. You were someone I looked up to. What the fuck changed? Why did you allow yourself to get absorbed into that little Portland cult of yours, the one that acts like they're the only ones who are oppressed, everyone else in the entire world are the oppressors, and so it's somehow fine if you abuse your partner because it's not really abuse, I guess, it's just payback? Even though you were both white trans lesbians, I guess that one little difference between you two all of a sudden made your partner the piece of shit instead of you, is that right? Even though they weren't the one pounding on the other's door, making the apartment a wreck, cheating, verbally abusing, calling the cops on the other? Even though they were the one paying for the godsdamned place? Even though they're the godsdamned gentlest soul you or I ever knew, somehow they were an oppressor? Or do you just not give a fuck anymore? You are an anarchist, or so you claimed, but you made false claims and called the cops on your partner, knowing the kind of violence the cops commit on poor, mentally ill, disabled trans people. You aren't even physically disabled, while they literally use a cane! Did you abandon the principled egoist anarchism you preached, just to become a selfish, abusive prick?
You didn't even tell me to fuck off. You didn't block me, you didn't unfriend me. You just didn't respond. I later learned you laughed at me. I was the one who unfriended you when I finally learned you two had broken up, because I felt guilty for your breakup, even though I wasn't even there, because I introduced you two in the first place. I blamed myself for ever getting you two to know each other. I thought that, maybe, if you'd never known each other, you wouldn't have moved in together in an environment conducive to you becoming abusive and the relationship foundering, that you'd learn to be stable while living here before meeting someone down the line, that a whole lot of pain was caused because I introduced you two. I unfriended your partner, as well, because of my guilt. I later realized I was wrong, but I was wrong one time too many, and they're technically no longer my friend, nor I theirs, but I wish we still were. It was just too much when they wondered what they had done to deserve being unfriended by me, only to learn that, upon learning of the breakup between you two, I unfriended the both of you because I felt like a traitor for introducing you. That's too much emotional baggage for them to deal with, and while I still grieve that, I understand and respect that. I just wish you'd been respectful, so all this wouldn't have happened.
Hell, you took the fucking cat. The cat the two of you got, that you didn't even take care of. They took care of it, not you, but you took that cat when you left.
Why did you betray us, S? Why?
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