#if i gain weight visibly im gonna freak out tho :(
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ive made so much progress on recovery but i still cant bring myself to delete my calorie and weight trackers :/
#and because no weight or calorie trackers have all the features i want in onw it means i have several for each#i dont use them anymore but in my brain im likw well. im aure ill want to use them again in the future so i cant#well. im happy to be eating pasta again. im such a picky eater bc tism and pasta was one of the few things i liked the taste of that isnt a#snack food and then i just removed it from my diet besiedes angel hair occasionally bc its lower calories than other pastas and mac n cheese#bc i would kill myself if i didnt eat it#i missed it. now that i moved back to nj im also eating pizza again so thats fun. how did i notet myself not wat it the few chances i got#for 6 years. not like i could eat it when id get back home. pizza back there tastes different and i dont like it. mn pizza was also bad imo#its nice to not count and portion everything i eat. i still have a hard time sometimes eating ebough. lateky eating most things has made me#nauseous although i think its going away. but now im activly looking for high calorie things so i can actually get enough into my body#if i gain weight visibly im gonna freak out tho :(
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