#if i dont think about it it'll be mid-april already

[viir-tanadhal]

one month until annually and lost come out

[365-betterdays]

aug 31, 2022 7:24pm

i'm tired cos i've done a lot this week !! let's assess how things have been!

we're finally done with some exams last and this week whoopie congrats me!! ^^ i actually had mid scores (which is BIG for me honestly!) i passed, so that's amazing! next week we'll have more so yeah.

i may or may not be getting a tutor. that's new to me. do i feel like it'll help? yes. will it be a really good advantage and possibly a turning point of being "mid" to excellent? definitely. we'll see!! it def depends. i can manage now but i also want to ace 'em tests!

i talked to a couple of my classmates and hanged out w them a bit more, it's nice to have em around. i got to know them a bit better this week, than i've known them the past weeks. they're all super kind! my heart feels happy :)

they've invited us to drink this weekend so woahhh!! IDK IF THIS IS A GOOD THING COS I REALLY SAID I WOULD NEVER TOUCH ALCOHOL IN MY LIFE AGAIN!! but then again, i'm still..only.. just 18. i think that's too young to be saying "no" esp that i haven't drank with people i can actually call my friends now D:

i've told someone already about my past illness so yeah. that sucks, but also, i'm proud that i'm now comfy and content enough that i can tell people about it!! and that i'm okay now, no lies included ofc

WE ACED THE FREAKIN BUWAN NG WIKA SHIT!! BROOO legit like i didn't expect us to do so well. gerah and the rest of the choreographers did great teaching us given the limited time we had <3

tomorrow i'll be joining the sack race thing. bro. i will for sure die. but it'll also be fun so tangina bahala na HAHAHAHA

i found some peeps as weird as me (heart is happy)

i finally- FINALLY- got to cabuyao for the first time in like forever. i spent a lot more money than i should have bc nag gala aq pero tangina, worth it yung peace of mind. i'm ready to let all of it goo :)

i noticed that most of my panic attacks & sadness is really bc i think too much- parang when i don't think, that's when i'm the happiest talaga. ig i should just go with the flow and think parin but not too much lang talaga.

i am skinnier now. pero kulang pa talaga!! hay!!! i lost 15kg pero i need 20 moree!! manifesting!! i will workout within the weekend (hopefully) i'll let the week days pass muna cos i still have sum physical activities to attend to *mixed emotions*

slr, wow akala mo may kachat HAHAHA i walk like a lot more na!! april to december 2020 > 427 steps. aug to december 2021 > 1,127 steps. jan to june 2022 > 1,097 steps. july to august > 2,044 steps. PROGRESS BITCH!!

me, rus, thalia and jen ran into the rain today. talk abt feeling ALIVE DHFGKDSFJDJKFW I LOVE THEM SO MUCH THEY MAKE ME HAPPY

i still have to review for exams next week so yeah!! BUT I GOT THIS DONT WORRY!!! aaa pwede nga pala me magpuyat today cos duh 12pm pasok hehehe yay!!

well, that's pretty much all i can say for now. i have a lot honestly but i got lazy na hehe, days have been good! god IS GOOD! thank u, G!