#if he hadn't moved there couldda been something QP there at some point
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Good news to everyone about a worry I told no one: it only took an evening of forcing myself back into my head voice to get my singing back up there.
Bad news: no longer soprano :c
#personal;#well. not true. probably still soprano.#but not nearly the level i was before#i'll miss it#(no one else will but it's fine. i can still sing which is the important thing)#i started singing in my chest at some point in my voice change- i think bc voice cracking annoyances#and it's been long enough that when i tried it was cracking and not working and i was Worried#but by the power vested in me by mania and ocd!#(and maria bamford and self realizations but)#SHOULD ADD: never expected to stay soprano much less tht high#just will alwys be bittersweet bc even when i hated everything else i always liked my singing voice bc i got one (1) compliment#once from a boy who had a crush on me#in middle school#(i always mean to try to look him up. he always wanted to be military. i worry about him.)#(i remember his first AND last name and i don't do that with everyone who left my life that long ago)#i loved that boy i think. not romantically but i loved him a lot#if he hadn't moved there couldda been something QP there at some point#manic posting;
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