#if I reblog I'll probably share my opinions in the tags btw

[whumptimemain]

Uhhh hi!

So, I accidently took a break, and then came back to a lot of new people, so in honour of being back after not posting for a while, I thought I’d re-introduce myself.

If I followed you, and you aren't a whump account, scroll down to the section "Where Else Do I Post?"

Who Am I?

I’m Sulphur, I use they/them pronouns, and I really (really) like whump.

You will mostly find scenarios or prompts here, as well as reblogs of prompts and other whump meta. Original posts are tagged with “wftwl original” and reblogs are tagged with “wftwl reblog” for your filtering pleasure. 

This is my main, so I follow and like from here!

What Do I Write?

First and foremost, I adore environmental whump. Anything from getting stuck in the rain to large scale natural disasters is on the table.

Vaguely related to that is plane crashes. I've made it no secret that plane crashes are my favourite trope, and I will literally write a plane crash fic for any fandom that canonically has planes.

I don't know if there's another term for this, but I also really enjoy urban whump, as in anything that takes place in a city. This one's a bit broad, but anything from kidnappings to a building collapsing.

Finally, I really enjoy team whump, usually in a fantasy or dystopian setting. I adore having multiple whumpees, and blurring the line between whumpee and caretaker.

Those are just my favourites though, I'll read just about anything.

Furthermore, I have a couple recurring sets of OCs that are my shmooply dooplers.

Zombie Apocalypse Lesbians:

A five man band of lesbians surviving together in the zombie apocalypse. They are also all in love with each other. Yay polycule.

Joan: Reluctant leader (she/her)

Valerie: Gutsy lancer (she/her)

Clover: Beefy tank (she/her)

Julie: Versatile brain (she/her)

Claire: Medic heart (she/her)

They all can and will be both whumpees and caretakers depending on the situation.

Elements:

These guys are super special to me. I created them for Whumptober 2018, although that writing is now completely private haha. They live in a fantasy world with stone age era technology and an over complex reincarnation system, which brings in it's own politics.

The good people:

Hydrogen: Literally just trying to live his life (Whumpee) (he/him)

Helium: Mother figure with baggage (Caretaker) (she/her)

Lithium: I'm not gonna lie, he's pretty much just there to be stoic and look hot (Whumpee/Caretaker) (he/him)

Beryllium: Hydrogen's shmoopy boyfriend (Whumpee) (he/him)

Carbon: Doctor with nefarious connections (Caretaker/Whumpee) (she/her)

The bad people:

Radon: The biggest bad. Doesn't like getting her own hands dirty. Has some serious beef with a past incarnation with Hydrogen and will not let this incarnation escape her wrath (Whumper) (she/her)

Iodine: Radon's pathetic husband (Whumper) (he/him)

Cesium: Does most of Radon's work, but lord she treats him horribly (Whumper/Whumpee) (he/him)

A Valley of Letters (AVOL)

My first ever set of OC's and it shows. I started writing for them in middle school in a horrible Wattpad story, but they have since been repurposed to a resistance in a post-apocalyptic city. They've rejected the corrupt government by rejecting their names. Nobody was allowed to join AVOL after their inception for fear of corruption. The agents left are the only agents remaining from the original 26.

C: Vigilante who operates on high ranking individuals. Uses a scythe. (Whumpee) (he/him)

H: Takes out law enforcement. Wields dual revolvers. (Child) (she/her)

J: Stages getaways, performs rescues, handles high stakes thievery. (Whumpee/Caretaker) (she/they)

M: Handles public welfare interventions. Stays masked in public. (Whumpee) (he/him)

N: Leader and planner. Can't leave their base because so many people are after him. (Caretaker) (he/him/?)

S: Plunders for resources. She wields a sword. She's pretty much a pirate. (Whumpee/Caretaker) (she/her)

T: Literally nine years old. They blend in, so they spy and monitor public spaces. (Child) (they/them)

Z: Arsonist. They use fire to send political messages. (Whumpee) (they/them)

Where Else Do I Post?

I've got an AO3, though it's mostly separate from this blog. Not all the fics are whump, but they are mostly angst, so if you're curious, it's linked!

Please be wary of the tags!

I have two side blogs, Whumptimebaby and sulphurofftheclock.

Chances are, if you have no clue why I followed you, it's relevant to one of these two blogs!

Whumptimebaby is a fanblog that mirrors my AO3 account! It's pretty much a 4*Town blog at this point, and has versions of those fics, babblings about WIPs, and other things relevant to my fics!

sulphurofftheclock is a general, non-whump fandom side blog. It's mostly reblogs but there's some fun stuff over there too 👀 like Whumptimebaby, it's kinda just,,, a 4*Town fanblog, but generally speaking is where I'll reblog art and fics, and interact from!

That's All From Me!

I hope you all enjoy your stay on my blog! I’m really excited to be back and posting more regularly again. I love this community more than anything :-)

Thank you!

[frenchibi]

1/2) Hi! I'd just like some advice some a seasoned writer who has a pretty damn consistent track record *Pokes*. I very recently starting writing, its the first time I've actually contributed to a fandom. With my first upload I was very nervous and feeling down right vulnerable, I remember thinking "If people don't like it, I'll probably take it down" but hallelujah, reception has been positive. TOO POSITIVE for me. It's a first world problem, but now I feel I can't measure up to expectations,

Hey there, friend!!

First of all, thank you for messaging me! I’m going to try and give you a bit of advice as best I can, though all I have to go on here is my own experience so I’m not sure how well that will translate into anything helpful :’D

I’d just like some advice some a seasoned writer who has a pretty damn consistent track record

Haha, thank you. The whole thing feels a little surreal to me. While it is true that I’ve been writing for… uh, 15 years now (what the fuck) and fanfiction specifically for at least 6 of those, I still wouldn’t consider myself a “seasoned writer” because, well… truth be told, a tiny bit of that nervousness doesn’t go away no matter how long you’ve been writing. Also, “consistent” – well. One of my resolutions for this year has been to post one fic every week. So far I’ve managed, more or less (if we disregard my own time zone a bit), but most of the time I’m flailing and wondering how the hell I’m even still doing this. It may look consistent, but tbh I’m struggling with that every week xD

I feel I can’t measure up to expectations

What you have to understand about writing fics in particular is that it is incredibly unpredictable. Putting something out there that you’ve poured your heart and soul into does not guarantee that anyone will click on it, read it or like it (and even then, they might not leave a comment, or reblog if we’re talking tumblr). There is no formula to follow for a “fic that will be liked”, and there are infinite factors why people click on fics and why they don’t. What are you tagging, what’s your summary, is your work complete or not, at what time did you post it, etc etc etc – and people are incredibly picky. So as a rule I’d say it’s… dangerous to put too much value in the feedback you get or don’t get, because not getting any hits, kudos or comments doesn’t necessarily mean that your writing is bad. Those numbers have little to no correlation to the quality of your work, and that’s… a hard concept to wrap your head around.

Now, that said, in your situation… you’ve gotten very positive feedback and maybe even a few subscriptions, you might be able to assume that people will come back to your writing – and of course they will expect something similar (in quality, though that is incredibly subjective as well) to what you’ve written before. These expectations can be terrifying, and I get that. (And they can also make you afraid to try new things, maybe even to write for different fandoms, for fear of losing the audience you’re building. I know this, too. I’ve been there often enough).

This might sound a little harsh, but, with respect to quality – I think if you could do it once, you can do it again. I feel like faith in one’s own abilities is a difficult thing to have, especially with how unreliable feedback is for fic writers. (I don’t mean to sound ungrateful here for the wonderful responses I’ve received for my own writing, but at the same time I’m aware of many, many times I’ve been bitter and unhappy about getting little to no meaningful feedback for something that I personally thought was pretty damn great or something I really enjoyed writing. Putting your writing out for people (people you don’t know, mostly, and people who can be very opinionated, too) to judge is grueling and not always rewarding.) Also - the more you write, the more you’re going to improve with experience!However, the first and most important opinion on your work is your own. If you don’t like what you’re writing, it’s unlikely that other people will, either. You’re not writing to please other people. First and foremost, you should be writing things that you would enjoy to read, as well.

Now, as for your questions:

How do you stay motivated?

I feel like this is a very subjective question and depending on which writer you ask, you will get different answers. I also feel it has a lot to do with personality? Also everyone struggles with different aspects of being creative.

For me, it’s like this: I get inspired all the time. Hear a new song? Potential AU. See interesting people in the street? AU. Watch a movie? AU. Have an interesting conversation? Hc for a character. The sun’s shining? Fic idea. It’s raining? Fic idea. Snow? Idea. Feeling sad? Idea. Feeling happy? Idea. Feeling empty and unmotivated? Okay but what if I project this onto xy character? - you get the picture.

So for me, there’s never a shortage of ideas – my problem is focus. With 50k ideas, how do you pick one to focus on? My answer is: You don’t. You write whatever the hell you feel like writing. Forcing something that you’re not 100% into never really works out to anyone’s satisfaction. At least it’s never worked in my case, because my writing heavily depends on my emotional state. (An attitude that @josai taught me, by the way. I am always WAY too worried about “pleasing my readers” by writing what they want. No. It’s your writing. You’re the one sharing ideas, here.) If this means that it takes longer to update a certain AU, then I guess that’s how it is. But since I’m very excitable, if my readers want a particular update, all they gotta do is scream at me about a particular fic, I guess, and I’ll immediately be inclined to jump on it again. I’m… very easy that way.

As a general rule, if you’re finding it hard to motivate yourself to write, I can suggest several options:

1)      Clear your schedule for an hour (or half) every day, find a quiet corner, get a cup of [hot beverage of choice] and just write. If you don’t have any ideas, look up prompts and write drabbles. Experiment with your style. Mine is dialogue-heavy, for example, so on occasion when nothing is working I try for something more descriptive. Or: minimalist. Tell a story in as few words as possible. OR the drastic opposite – how overboard can you go, describing every tiny detail? These kind of exercises can help you find a style you’re comfortable with and also expand your repertoire, so to speak. (btw, I have posted some of these more experimental fics of mine, hmu if you want to know which ones they are)

Alternatively, if no prompts are helping: do a writing exercise. One I particularly like is to give yourself a time limit (say, 5 or 10 minutes) and then force yourself to write without stopping, no matter what. No ideas? Tough luck. You gotta keep writing. Even if you’re just writing about not having ideas. Fill a page. Maybe fill two. I find that getting started is the most difficult thing, and this sort of exercise can help you with that.

2)      Get yourself an accountability group – a reliable one, not “just” the commenters from your first fic. WRITER FRIENDS! Most of my ideas are fleshed out by talking about them to other people in the fandom, and having someone else get excited with you can really boost your motivation. Also, of course not everyone just has writer friends – they’re surprisingly easy to make, though. I’d say 90% of the people in this fandom that I talk to who are writers became my friends after I yelled at them about how much I love their work. It goes both ways, of course, but that’s just a bonus?? You get to see what people you admire are working on, and maybe get their input for some of your works!! Jackpot! Excitement is incredibly contagious, and I feel like that’s what makes fanfiction writing so rewarding. The “sharing” part of it. That’s why I do it. And even if one of my fics doesn’t get as many responses as I might’ve liked, at least I got to yell about it with a couple friends. This ties in to your next question:

How do you not get so invested in other people’s opinions on your writing?

See, anon – you’re under the misconception that I’m not invested in people’s opinions :’) On the contrary. I check notes and comments religiously, read the tags of every reblog I get, and scream when someone leaves me a comment that’s longer than one line. I don’t think it’s possible to get over caring so much for feedback – at least not for a person like me. Maybe there are ways. Maybe there are people who are just so incredibly confident in their abilities that it doesn’t matter to them at all. I am not one of those people xD

What helps, though, is having the above mentioned Trusted Writer Friend(s). Put your value in their opinions instead of the opinions of “the broader readership” because everyone is different and there’s no way you can please everyone. And if you’re not sure you can trust/value another writer’s opinions that much (we’re all different, too, after all) – have some faith in yourself. I know that’s the most difficult thing ever, but it’s not a problem anyone can solve for you.

How do you get over those feelings of self-embarrassment (self-consciousness?) when you write?

Those fade. I may care a lot about people’s opinions, but when I write something, I have a pretty good idea of whether I think it’s “good” or not, by my standards. I know my own style well enough by now to know what I want it to be – and if it’s not, I scrap or rewrite. As simple as that. And if none of it helps – take a leap of faith and just post. It might not be as bad as you think it is, because we’re overly critical of ourselves. There’s got to be a point when you stop revising and just post the thing, otherwise you’ll drive yourself crazy with worry and perfectionism.

I am very prone to doing this, and what helps here is an opinion from outside, from someone you can trust. I always shove my writing into one of my friends’ faces before I post, because two pairs of eyes are more likely to spot typos and mistakes and stuff like that, and it makes me feel a bit better about posting it. There’ve been disagreements there too, though, of course. For example, I’m very particular about rhythm in my own fics, but I’m never able to explain exactly what I mean by that? Sometimes a sentence just doesn’t read well, to me, and I have to rewrite it until it feels right, which can be… tedious and questionable if seen from anyone else’s perspective but my own. It’s hard.

That said – sometimes I just… have a feeling, about my writing. This is a very subjective thing, again, and ties into what your focus is when you write and post – are you telling a story, conveying a feeling, an idea, a relationship? That differs from fic to fic, and your approach to different areas of focus might be different. For some of my fics, I didn’t want anyone else to read them before I posted them, because I felt that if I made changes that someone else suggested, it might take away from the impact that I wanted to convey in my own words.

It also ties into why you want to write – and this might sound, I don’t know, arrogant, maybe? But. In general, I write because I have stories to tell. I write because I am excited about ideas and about my interpretations of the characters and I kind of… want to expose them and see what people feel. I’m… ambitious about them, in a way, because I tend to like my own ideas a lot? So I want to know if I can make people agree with me, convince them of my interpretation, in a way. Get them just as excited as I am. I know it’s not a contest, but I’m competitive. That gives me the drive to keep writing, because I want to be better. That’s a huge part of what drives me to keep writing and posting, even if my most recent fic didn’t get as many responses as I would have liked.

It’s like… why write another coffee shop AU, if there are already so many? Well, because mine would be different. I don’t know about better, but I’d still want to tell a story my way. Have you ever read a book and thought “I would have worded that differently”? That’s why I write. Because sometimes I like my own words better than those of other people.

All this, of course, not to say that I don’t get super excited about other people’s writing! On the contrary. I see works on a daily basis that I feel have a better grasp of the characters and of the English language that I do, and those make me want to improve.

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I agree. That’s… generally what writing makes me feel xD

I guess, in conclusion – there’s no right way to do these things. I can just tell you what works for me, and hope it helps you a bit. If you feel like I didn’t answer your questions to your satisfaction, feel free to shoot me another ask, or twenty. I love talking about this, and I know everyone has different opinions/tips/advice here so hmu anytime!!