#if I express any emotion other than blank happiness I'm evil
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#my dads acting like a dick#I feel like I'm trying really really hard and he's acting like I'm a piece of shit#I love my dad but I wish I could record these moments so I know I'm not crazy#I can't even begin to explain what just happened/what happening#I always come away from these things wanting to hurt n kill myself#I just asked him how can I make him happy#he always twists every single thing I say#and responds with these smart ass movie quotes#and now he's making me guilty that I'm upset#'I do everything to make you happy and now I've failed because you're upset I'm not happy '#he's just so mean I don't know why he doesn't know#I feel numb and sick#I'm not even allowed to walk away cus that'll make everything worse#FUCK#I wish I had someone safe to hug I hate my life so much#no matter what I say or do it's wrong#and then they wonder why I wanna kill myself#but if I say that I'm evil#if I express any emotion other than blank happiness I'm evil#i literally have no idea why I'm alive#I'm just a piece of meat that's trapped in existence#life feels like a really long punishment#now I'm frozen and my dads mad and keeps asking how to fix it#right after he mocked me being like 'now I have to make YOU feel better cus you felt bad I was sad'#none of the chess moves are successful#I keep failing....#I'm frozen and I can barely talk#I feel like I keep trying and trying but only failing
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i'm gonna be the evil one here and say 50-99! bwahahahhaha for anti
Most of these are just for Ire, unless Vice is mentioned by name in the answer I give.
50. When is their birthday?October 11
51. How do they usually celebrate their birthday?He doesn’t really do much ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
52. Do they have any family?No. Maybe like, other demons but no blood-relations (other than Jack???)
53. Are they close to their family?I mean kinda? “Close” like he lived inside Jack’s mind for however long. Does he like him? No.
54. What is their MBTI type?I took the test as him and got ENTP-A
55. What is their zodiac sign?I mean with his birthday, he’s a Libra
56. What Hogwarts House would they be in?Slytherin. But I think he’d live in the forbidden forest rather than the school
57. What D&D alignment are they?Chaotic neutral with heavy leanings towards the “evil” side
58. Do they ever have nightmares? If so, what about?Probably things we wouldn’t be able to understand.
59. What are their views on death?He likes to think that he works alongside Death, in a way.
60. What is something that they’re sure to laugh at?I guess he can’t really talk, so he just kinda yells, grunts, and laughs a lot,, but honestly if he’s thinking clearly, jokes can make him laugh quite a bit
61. When bored, how do they pass time?Either sleeping or causing general mayhem.
62. Do they enjoy being outside?Not really, he’d rather stay inside where it’s warm
63. Do they have an accent?Again, he can’t talk but you bet your ass he’d have an Irish accent
64. Upon seeing a slice of chocolate cake, what is their first reaction?His eyes go wide like he just saw a small prey animal and JUMP ON IT. he likes sweets
65. If they knew they were going to die, what would they do/say?If it was due to a fight, he’d be screaming and fighting till his last breath. If he couldn’t do that, he’d wedge himself into someplace small, where nobody could find him.
66. How do they feel about sex?Ire doesn’t really understand it, and Vice would just see it as another possible way to torture someone, I guess.
67. What is their sexuality?Ire is basically ace, and Vice might as well be, too. Neither of them look at humans like that ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
68. Do they become squeamish at the sight of blood?HA NO
69. Is there anything that they find really gross?Physical affection, and Ire has this weird aversion to birds
70. Which TV Trope(s) best describes them?Psychological horror, the monster. (Wish there were more of those)
71. Do they enjoy helping people?Ire doesn’t, but Vice will if it feeds into something he’s doing
72. Are they allergic to anything?Nothing of note, maybe Vice would be allergic to cats because Jack is
73. Do they have a pet?No, he’d probably end up killing it tbh
74. Are they quick to anger? What are they like when they loose their temper?Imma do a quick rundown for bothVice. We’ve seen what he’s like when he’s mad. He spews threats, guilt trips the people around him. He’s wickedly smart and manipulative, but when he loses his temper, he gets impulsive and violent. Ire. He’s a lot like a furious cat. He screams as loud as he can, kicking, biting, scratching. Green rings appear in his eyes, and the room he’s in will start to tilt and shift. The eyes on his torso will start to ooze a rancid substance. When it drips on the ground, it starts to seethe and grow, shooting out veins across the floor and up the walls. It’s truly terrifying.
75. How patient are they?He can wait for hours looking down on his prey. He’s a master hunter, he can feel the rising tension in the air, the growing fear in his prey below.
76. Are they good at cooking?Nah Ire likes raw meat and eggs. He likes heat but he cannot cook.
77. Favorite insult? Do they insult people often?If he could talk, he’d love to shoot insults at every given opportunity. Idk if he’d have a favourite one, but if you watch Jack’s videos, you’d have a general idea
78. How do they act when they’re particularly happy?He bounces around and chirps, or lounges around like a lazy cat.
79. What do they do when they learn about other people’s fears?Both Vice and Ire would absolutely exploit it. Use it to get at the person, to unnerve them even further.
80. Are they trustworthy?No. Ire is just outright evil and devious, Vice would, if it served him well, gain your trust for whatever selfish reason. You could trust him then. But if it was required m he’d break that trust without batting an eye.
81. Do they try to hide their emotions? Are they good at it?No. He’s incredibly expressive, and can’t hide his anger or joy.
82. Do they exercise regularly?Climbing around like a spider is exercising right
83. Are they comfortable with the way they look?Ire can subtly change his appearance at will, but he likes his general form. It’s just human enough to be almost familiar, but extremely disconcerting.
84. What are some physical features that they find attractive on people?Ehh neither Vice nor Ire are really “attracted” to people so not really anything.
85. What kind of personalities do they find attractive?Well, he finds people that don’t express that distinct fear interesting, if that means anything.
86. Do they like sweet foods?Yes,, he loves them
87. What is their age?Redacted
88. Are they tall or short or somewhere in between?Vice is 5’9 like Jack. Ire’s tricky because he crouches and never stands up straight. He’s similar to Jack as well, but his legs add like a foot and a half
89. Do they wear glasses or contacts?Vice needs glasses like Jack does but he never wears them
90. Do they consider themselves attractive?Both of them consider themselves to be more “worrisome” or “panic-inducing” rather than attractive
91. What is their sense of humor like?DARK AND BITTER HUMOUR
92. What mood are they most often in?Angry
93. What kinds of things anger them?Basically anything
94. Outlook on life?Eh
95. What kind of things make them sad/depressed?
96. What is their greatest weakness?Vice, when he’s lost his temper, will be incredibly impulsive, and possibly sabotage his own plan through one accidental swing of his knife, or one wrong phrase that he just had to say. Ire is distracted very easily. Laser pointer? You have a good chance at escaping from him unscathed.
97. What is the greatest strength?Vice is, as I’ve said, very smart. He knows things. He’ll run us around in petty little circles, chasing our own tails while he sets up something far more dangerous. Ire’s strength would probably be the way he hunts.
98. Something that they regret?Vice might think that he could’ve drawn a bigger reaction with his first big appearance, maybe saved killing Jack for later. But it is what it is. It sure caused a big stir and a very strong starting point to his reign of terror. I don’t know if Ire can really feel regret.
99. Biggest accomplishment?Vice- easily, us. The amount of worry and interest we show. How something like Overnightwatch became such a big deal. How thousands of us stayed up all night to watch a blank frame with, what, maybe five minutes of anything out of the ordinary?Ire- again, he probably doesn’t think things like that.
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