#idk. I've been craving more scifi with a character I can relate to better- and everyone always says that sometimes YOU gotta be the author

[a-curse-of-ravens]

Something that's been on my mind recently in the last week, and occasionally throughout the previous months has been this feeling that when there's something, like say a vague negative emotional response going on towards/around me, I'm often times a bit confused.

It's like, I just don't understand or get it usually- Which then brings me to feeling like I relate a bit to cyborgs or androids, y'know?

Instead of seeing myself as "broken", I'm just like "whoops, that threw a logic syntax error, I can't seem to parse that or how to continue this program- gonna crash, gimme a moment". And that kinda like, makes the sense?

Well, maybe not THAT eloquently thought, but retroactively I tend to think back on things and be like "Sometimes I don't feel as human as I maybe should".

Which brings me to thinking like, y'know how with the HRT potential side effects that the endo goes over on the consent form "There's low chance of blood clotting being an issue, or lower libido, etc"?

-> Human wanting to transfer their consciousness to an android body, or having their brain attached with cyborg components, on the consent form it mentions something like "there's a chance you'll have more difficulty understanding emotions, or parsing them in the same way you did when your brain was unaltered, before your consciousness was transferred"

^ That's me, at least how I parse how I feel sometimes- Anyways.