#idk why but i'm always at my weakest during the new year time

[hermit-frog]

jfc have never been this ill in my entire life. it's been 3 weeks, but the last one is just hell. at this point, i'm anxious to even sleep (can't do much because constantly coughing so hard, sometimes i puke)/lie down (and i have to lie down because of my back). every night, i'm just 🤢👍

started with a wet cough, and now i have lpr symptoms? my sense of smell/taste went away 3 days ago. constantly chocking, throat too dry and burnt. even my mouth and nose are. can't eat much, can't swallow, can't breathe, can't sleep. so exhausted. in the morning (sometimes at night as well), my vocal cords like to shut down, making me unable to inhale for some time (terrifying, wouldn't recommend)

wanted to gif but at this point i barely exist