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verved · 9 months ago

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i havent spoken to a therapist about this yet but i've been trying to let myself be weird and not hide my stims and stuff and it just feels soooo good. mostly when im alone but it's just. i have no idea when i started hiding this even to myself bc it feels like forever. but the more i let myself do it the more im convinced that i dont have just adhd.

#idk what it says about me that the last three blorbos i've fixated on all are v autistic #and its mostly bc i see bits of myself in them #ive been thinking about this so much lately #i keep taking the raads test and. yeah.#even before i seriously started contemplating this i was getting a consistently high score #and now that my physical health has plummeted its so much harder to fake being functional and normal #im in too much pain to mask #lineko.txt #further evidence is that adhd meds never did anythign for me #i still struggled w executive function on them #what did help was building a routine and sticking to it

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