#idk this month..... has been weird. seriously. out of nowhere there's 183918292 things for me to deal with | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

eybefioro · 6 months ago

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There's so many things happening for me this month. So. Many. Things.

Big test to try to get a more stable job. Pressing deadlines at work that weren't there before. Presentation of my project. Chapter of my research. Books and thesis to read for uni. Visits on archives. My fucking birthday which will be uncomfortable in some ways. Submit a paper for a publication.

I'm falling apart at the seams yall LMAO the only thing keeping any scrap of my sanity are fanfictions my personal projects, which I'm dedicating way more time than I provably should

#random ramble #hmmmm yeah the smell of failure is in the air #the vibes are off i feel like this is not the bottom of the pit #i can sense that something bad will happen still #idk this month..... has been weird. seriously. out of nowhere there's 183918292 things for me to deal with #The weird sensation (that has been growing on me for months) that everything is going to shit and something bad will happen IS GETTING WORSE

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