#idk maybe i'm just catastrophizing but like. i don't WANNA get more disabled i have ENOUGH. | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

moe-broey · 1 month ago

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I am entirely at the mercy of those around me I live and die by their good will and I know the solution isn't to be wanted enough to be kept around, but to completely tear down and reshape society as we know it so that not just a lucky chosen few get to have roofs over their heads, but to make it so EVERYONE has the power and agency to Live with human rights and decency. This, however, does not seem to stop me from my greatest fantasy of well what if someone did want me. Not in spite of me, but for All of me. What if I were not pitied, but genuinely desired and respected. And what if that person who desires and respects me was very powerful (mind the leopards don't let them eat your face) and what if I could corrupt their mind with evil vile schemes like. Universal basic income. Or maybe at very least I can be the thing that ruins their entire life and completely undoes them. Hand in forsaken hand

#hi.#always teetering between is this my fuck you i got mine or please for the love of god. can anyone hear me #i'm just. a little bit mad about potentially having covid LMFAOOOOOO #forgor to mention i took a test and it was positive. nail in coffin.#idk maybe i'm just catastrophizing but like. i don't WANNA get more disabled i have ENOUGH.#also just like. stressed at the prospect of maybe going to urgent care (sister recommendation)#when like. i am super broke. i have cash stowed away but like. i got nothing in my bank rn. 🧍#swagever...#moe tag #<- for funsies. same mentality. comrade in queerness and disability.

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