#idk im angry and this is a stupid rant so ignore me i'll delete it later | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

expelumos · 7 years

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mom: why didn’t you do (insert an insignificant thing i can do anytime), i told you to do this 5h ago, get to work me, internally: yeah well you know, i asked you to do/help me with a lot of stuff too like idk help me go to therapy, finally get me new glasses, overall don’t yell at me whenever i’m so depressed i can't do anything and don’t blame me for literally everything but i don’t come into your room screaming about this stuff you know me, externally: sorry i forgot to do it

#sometimes i wonder how it feels to have a healthy relationship with your mom #and not be scared to get out of your room after she gets angry at you for a small thing #and overall not feel suicidal because of her sometimes #and then she's surprised i'd rather talk to my dad instead of her #lmao you know what my dad's reaction was to my new hair today?? he told me it looks cool and had no issues what so ever #with me doing it behind their backs bc hello its my hair its my decision im 17 #and my mom's? she saw it and dropped her bag then got really angry and left the house and almost made a scene but someone was at our house #so she didnt want to yell at me in front of everybody probably #and now she told me that i couldve just told her #and im like???? i said i wanna dye all of my hair and you said no so why the fuck would i ask again knowing the answer already????#and she still doesnt get it???? and shes like you couldve saved yourself a lot of nerves if you told me #and im like lmao dont think so highly of yourself my biggest worry about this whole thing was if im gonna have enough dye #since i already knew what your reaction was gonna be #idk im angry and this is a stupid rant so ignore me i'll delete it later #personal #amy says

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