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blizzardfluffykpop · 2 days ago

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it's starting to hit me that i'm going to have a career soon and like... that is like a wild thing to try to comprehend?? like yes i've studied my ass off for the past twoish months- to pass a test. but that test means i have job where i can sit and do my job? it's still a very radical concept to me.

#kate rambles from here on #the thing is- my family has always been working class- so i really wrote off college at a young age- mostly cause my dream differed #bc of wanting to make music and what not- but like they offered the course to me for free and it's sth i've thought about before and #i've been struggling not having a job bc of my plantars fasciitis (it's from stress) so not working on my feet = lifesaver for me #i am thankful for saving up as hard as i did when i could- bc i've been living off it until recently- where it's gotten too low for my liki #it's not that i'm complaining and/or changing my lifestyle- it's just i had been fighting to get a job that i could do that wouldn't kill m #to do- and i applied to this job thinking 'they're never even going to look at my application' bc imo i have no real qualifications outside #of customer service- but they did- and i've been in the process of being hired for the past 2-3~ mos- in two days it is tech the start of #my contract- in five days i'll be going near the big city to do my onboarding? and then i'll do more course work and like the idea that soo #in January- officially- part time- i'll be working at office? like is just a wild concept to me- i'll be getting paid for learning in dec~#and i just? omg... this is wild to me... yes i realize my plantars could strike back here- but- bc i will be sitting it'll mitigate it sm #it is still part time for now- bc i asked for it to be part time and work my way up to full time- i'm allowed at any time w/training to #move up to the next level- but i can stay at level 2 for hwvr long i wish if i want to- mostly i'll be working from jan to may #and idk random fact but after applying i got to learn that my grandma before she passed did the same thing- i really do take #after my namesake- hehe- idk this is a big ramble but it's just vv wild to me #(me over here “my first big purchase will be the byz's sgs” ((i could buy it now but i'm waiting for it as a treat~)) i bought their album #when i successfully completed the scary test~ so i'm using them as a motivator to work hard ebhbhea)#kate rambles #idk i'm vv proud of myself and i just wanted to share-

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