#idk how much power neurologists have but if they so much as suspect I have something else I'll be more than happy
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Well, today’s the fucking day…
#I'm seeing a neurologist up in the city for my Tourette's#idk what they're gonna do exactly but I'm hoping they'll ask for examples of tics or symptoms or whatever#my plan is to play dumb and also talk about my OCD symptoms pretend to think it's all part of Tourette syndrome#I'm hoping they'll catch on and figure out something isn't right#idk how much power neurologists have but if they so much as suspect I have something else I'll be more than happy#I've thought about this for a while (four fucking years y'all) and I'm just...done with it all this shit#I'm so tired of needing to take 8 steps down the hall to my room#or doing pointless rituals where I literally slap myself till it hurts just so I don't throw up at night#or watching my best friend die over and over in my head and having simular thoughts like that (which is apparently a symptom of OCD...)#I just...I know it's not gonna go away#hell my mom is completely against putting me on drugs and I have 0 time for therepy#but like just validation from a diagnosis would be enough#just so I know all this fucked up stuff isn't just in my head and I'm not going crazy or complaining about nothing#ok rant over#mango vents#on the bright side if things don't go well today there's always season 3 on friday to#distract me
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