#idk how long i can take it before my 'im gonna kill myself jokes' won't be jokes anymore. | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

piotrekek · 1 year

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I need to play games with someone.

I need to feel wanted, I want to stream art to my friends while they give me tips and attention so I can feel fullfilled.

I have needs, but no friend group I already have is able to full fill them(as far as I know), there's a few people who do so and they are barely online because they have actual lifes.

#i feel sick and i feel tired #i have been venting on tumblr for the past few days now #i need to scream and i don't know how to get the things i want #i have things i should work on but my discipline sucks and motivation doesn't work #i have years wasted online and i still don't know shit #im autistic but not in cute way so i don't get the same attention #im not super creative so im being left behind by people which don't have time to hand hold me through my ideas because i have hard time #being sure what is good what is right #There so many rules and there's no rules #i need to start taking my school meds outside school #idk how long i can take it before my 'im gonna kill myself jokes' won't be jokes anymore.#this. is bad. i need sleep most likely #but i just want to spend time with friends.#i want to feel wanted.#might delete later

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