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silly-mode-cilia · 11 months

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i think I need to avoid dating non-queer people for a bit and even. Idk if I want to date anyone anytime soon tbh bc I just want to spend time with my friends and myself :> that sounds very nice to me I think. tbh anytime I think about my ideal future life I've always been living by myself idk if I actually want a romantic life partner. Maybe a qpr? Idk. But I'm uncertain if I would consider myself to be aromantic because I'm. Well based on past experiences, I am capable of romantic attraction. But my ideal relationship is really just a casual fwb (emotional and physical) and we also are friends who tell the other we love them and care for them through actions. Loose and poly or whatever the vibe is like. Just that familiar dependency.

#mems yells #idk I'm having musings this post would not hold up as fact in court #anyways #If I had a nickel for everytime I misinterpreted my immense platonic attraction and appreciation for someone in my life #Began dating and entered a relationship with them #Only to have them develop very strong romantic feelings for me as mine more clearly became platonic #Resulting in me having to end things after just a month #I would have one nickel. But soon I would have a second #Fascinating contrast between the current experience and the person I was dating this summer #God I wanna analyze and compare/contrast my experiences and what I've learned about myself from them so bad with somebody #But it would take me like several hours I feel #At least #I can talk about this at length #Anyways I need to sleep #Maybe I'll journal that analysis for myself sometime this week that could be fun

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