#idfk fml dude my self worth is so very dependant on my grades and i'm a perfectionist. i genuinely feel like i've failed which 100% should
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how many points do i lose for getting distraught over getting a technical A
#but it's not an A it's a 7. 7 in iGCSE higher physics i know that actually it's a good grade* but im actually miserable#it's EQUIVALENT to an A. but.#idfk fml dude my self worth is so very dependant on my grades and i'm a perfectionist. i genuinely feel like i've failed which 100% should#not be the case. i did well. but i didn't get an 8 or 9/an A* so therefore i've failed. fuck this dude dokpfjiwoghu i wish#i could just be happy w my good grade. idk. it's not even my parents pressuring me it's all coming from myself#vent#delete later#okpsjdihwufo. anyway on a happier note the book of bill website is so amazing i 💖 gravity falls#*idk i guess considering i had health shit going on i should be easier on myself. idk. it is a good grade it really is and from an outside#perspective i'm very happy but.#i'm such a perfectionist/neg i so so so wish i could just b happy w this actually good grade dude😭😭#i think getting an A* in english before this sort of raised my expectations too. anyway. i'm happy i suppose. idk.#it's def enough to get into my goal uni 100%#and it;s not even that deep lol. i'm doing all these other subjects AND it's the a levels that really matter. AND ITS TECHNICALLY A GOOD GR#ADE#i'm losing my mind sorry chat
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