#idek if it's gonna teach me a leason
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Now i consider myself a fairly smart person. So if I can recognize that this person that I thought I knew treated me horribly and she played me like a fiddle and isn't the person I thought she was and she said she was
Then why
Why in the fuck
Can I not stop feeling this heartbroken about it.
I know it's been two weeks since she completely shut me out and it's too soon to be out of it and she's still around so I have to see her from time to time but like
Fuck whats the point
#horrible#all of this just fucking sucks and i want it out of me#how can i let myself be fooled like this? i mean i know exactly how but how can someone behave like this?#it's not gonna make me bitter in general or distrustful of people i know that much#idek if it's gonna teach me a leason#all i know is it hurts like a bitch and i still miss her and feel the urge to ask her to meet me and fucking explain what happened#which i know would only be the umpteenth iteration of me making a fool of myself for someone who ultimately doesn't give a shit#and probably never really did#god it's the first time i experience something like this#and jesus christ it SSSSSUUUUUUUUUUUUCKS#it's true what i tell my friends tho#I don't regret anything and I'd do it all again#but fuck it hurts#i can't help but hope it isn't actually over and that's what hurts the most#fucking pathetic
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