#i've gotten my period twice! on schedule! it's never done that before! like fucking ever! in my whole life!
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loverboybrightsideghost ยท 20 hours ago
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you know school season's coming back when i have random concertos playing in my head
#hi forsyth. please don't be a nightmare this semester ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ you are epic. i am on my way to being epic. let's be friends about it!!!#bluebird.txt#violaposting#i'm the chillest ive ever been lowkey and i highly suspect (though i can't be sure)#that it's the birth control affecting my hormones somehow#the doctor said there's nothing wrong with me. he is a doctor. i am not. however. it feels like perhaps there could be something wrong with#me.#whatever it is so far the birth control is actually helping though#i've gotten my period twice! on schedule! it's never done that before! like fucking ever! in my whole life!#and again i'm chiller. i definitely still have anxiety no doubt#and there's also the fact that i just took a fat fucking relaxing lazy ass break#which was quite awesome tbh#so that might also be why i'm feeling good#but i truly wonder#cuz not a lots been happening so this semester we'll see how i go emotionally speaking#and there's also the fact that im a musician and an artist and therefore inherently a little fucked up#and it's not an easy road by any means even if i wasn't#but like. am i just wishful thinking or could the birth control actually be helping me be calmer somewhat?#hey computer am i depressed hey computer could taking birth control somehow make me not depressed#just kidding. there's never been anything wrong with me i am just silly and funny and not like other girls!#nevermind that i have one and a half friends who wont stop calling me autistic ๐Ÿ˜ญ#i dont think im autistic but i genuinely have no idea anymore how to respond when my friends joke/talk like that#like. shrugs. i'm not autistic i just believe your beliefs my friends <3 im an ally <3
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