#i've got art to make and blorbos to think about and sunlight to appreciate and elders to socialize with and stories to share !!!
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hate waking up scared for no apparent reason. girl what do u mean im scared of going to my old lady yarn group !!!!!
#i have to force myself to go because otherwise i will be very mentally unwell in like three days bc i didnt socialize w non-family fdsjkl#this group of elders is the thin thread keeping my sanity intact i swear to god fhdsgjkl i would be so much more unstable without them#im not stable by any means but like... u know HFDSJKL#i am assuming i had some trauma nightmares last night that Kam's tucked away out of reach bc thats usually whats happened-#-when i wake up feeling this way. BLEGHGHHH#i have like... this terrible feeling the past few days that smth is about to break and crash down on me#but i cannot let it stop me from going to the group fsdkl i need to interact w someone who is not [redacted]#(redacted because i cant think of a light-hearted way to label Le Abuser rn so HEEHOO honks my clown nose and scuttles away)#giving a thumbs up with a big strained smile and pretending everything is okay and fine and i am sooooo normal and not feeling [redacted]#ITS OKAY ITS FINE i am just going to keep my head down and keep trudging forwards. gotta pretend the emotions do not exist dsjkfl#i've got art to make and blorbos to think about and sunlight to appreciate and elders to socialize with and stories to share !!!#pippen needs 2nd breakfast
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