#i've got a pintrest board and everything

[queen-ofsunflowers]

It wasn't until I've drawn full body images of him do I realize that Sora truly is pretty fucking short.

I don't mean that as a bad thing -- especially since I'm pretty short as well, even shorter than Sora. But damn, it hits different when you draw it yourself.

[starzzmissthesun]

I'm here to hear!!!! Please rant about whatever you want cause I want to know everything abt this fic

Hii!!! So first and foremost I made a basic post about this and the characters' roles a while a go here,->

But I'll go into more depth now, because I have the full idea of exactly how it'll all go, though I still want to keep some stuff secret just cause it'll be more fun for y'all I think. As I said, this isn't going to exactly follow the plot of preachers daughter, but I will be using the main themes and subjects surrounding it, along with ones to do with the individual identities of reg + barty. This is set in Louisiana between 1995-1999, though there are memories to when they were kids(but not very often). Sirius is about 10 years older than reg and left the family when reg was just 8. And once his dad died 2 years later, his mother (who was already dealing with some issues) falls completely grief stricken and falls further into her mental illness, leaving Regulus to take care of both of them for her. Barty and reg used to be friends when they were quite young, but the first few years after orions death kept Regulus quite busy and he was kept home by his mom most of the time to "protect him" so they grew distanced. Eventually they got competitive with their schooling and all that. So this is where we pick up the story, Regulus is on his first day of grade 10, and because it's such a small town, they're in all the same classes. Now, the things I used from the story of PD especially were the different parental relationships, generational trauma(for both of them, but shown in VERY different ways), religious trauma(specifically Catholic because that's what I grew up in so it's the deno. I know best, but also. Cults. ), lots and LOTS of fate, the American Dream and pressures from it. This story is very dark and is very horror adjacent, but more so in an eery "some things not right" , disturbing kind of way, though there are some VERY in your face moments that are used for very specific reasons. The main settings for this is the small (made up) town of St peters louisiana, a road trip up the east coast, Nebraska (😧), Helena Montana, and California. There is SO SO SO much foreshadowing and metaphors/symbols I've hidden all over the place. Like genuinely, every thing they do or don't do is incredibly intentional for each character and themes. There is extreme foreshadowing within just the first few chapters. Anyways, any other questions, feel free to shoot another ask!! Also I will be putting out the pintrest board I made for it soon(which has lots of main plot points littered throughout it), and the chapter by chapter playlist because each chapter has a specific song. It's gonna veryyy long, ive still got the last quarter give or take to finish drafting out and I'm at 53 chapters so far. Anyways! I've started writing it finally cause I've been drafting this out for the last 4 months🙏 but, yeah, any thing else at all you're curious about to do with this send me an ask cause it my favourite thing ever😭

[katie-delaney]

For the WIPs tag game: I Wanna be your Endgame, would love to know how much plot you initially had planned for the series compared to what it has grown into? Also will we get any Steve POV in this sequel? Don’t get me wrong I absolutely love Bucky POV I’m just curious and think it could be interesting to see inside Steve’s head!

If there was anything that you were hoping to get a chance to talk about with your WIPs feel free to use this ask as an excuse to!! Would love any and all thoughts on what you have cooking or how certain stories have evolved or where you get inspo from. Thanks for writing and sharing with us 🥰

Hey!

He Ate My Heart/I Wanna Be Your Endgame - so I had no plan at all to make He Ate My Heart as long as it ended up or to have that much plot, it was initially just meant to be three/four chapters, and I was planning to end it about after the chapter where Steve fucks Bucky in his apartment, but as quite often happens with my writing more ideas started growing and it got its hooks into me. Around then though I planned out the whole thing in one go and then wrote it from there. I was thinking I might put a bit of Steve's pov into the Endgame sequel, but wasn't entirely sure as I worry about continuity and tone and stuff. I've put that one on hold as it's going to be a bit of a rougher ride in terms of Bucky's recovery, and I felt like I needed to write something a bit lighter at the time.

Inspiration wise, I'm never sure how much things are influencing/inspiring me but @sarahowritesostucky and @pandafishao3 are two of my favourite writers in Omegaverse, and you'll definitely see that in my fics I think. Omegaverse wise I think there's Ass-ets For Use and Test Run that are some of my favourites that definitely inspired some fics. There's also Voxofthevoid who and @possumwoodpie who I love both their writing that definitely has an influence on it. When I'm writing Asset Bucky in I Wanna Be Your Endgame I have to be really carefully I'm not just sliding into Possum's 'The Asset Does Not Want' Bucky. Mostly cos it's just amazing. The other thing at the moment is the Dark Stucky Discord server that I'm in, where they are all amazing and we bounce a lot of ideas around which is great for idea generating and creating.

Unfortunately my head is a very productive idea factory, and quite often I'm trying really hard to write a series and finish it and something will come and completely derail it - like Footsteps, Empire, and Pushing the Envelope. I'm trying to finish up some of the ones that just need one chapter doing to finish them at the moment, like Empire State of Mind, The Officers Tent, and Who's Afraid of Little Old Me, but Vanity Fair has completely taken over my brain at the moment. I have a Pintrest board and playlist and everything. I do feel bad that I've parked New Gods for the moment, as I was really enjoying writing that, that's probably going to be the one I go back to and finish first big series wise as I have so many big plans for it and how it's going to end, before I then go back to Endgame as I haven't fully plotted that out yet. I also have this idea for more Taylor Swift titles as I mentioned in a previous port around Style/Cruel Summer which I'm also hoping to do, but that's only gonna be a few chapters, so I might do that in between one of the longer series :D

<3

[feralboo-the-weirdo]

I think one of the worst parts of being a writer right now is that I feel like I've got nothing to contribute to the writing sphere. Like I feel like a decent writer, but I've only finished five manuscripts and I've been writing for like seven years, so I can't give writing advice. All of my ideas have already been done somehow, so no books either. I have crippling writers block to the point opening a document feels like opening a coffin, but the coffin isn't for me, it's for all my ideas because no one cares. But it's supposed to just be a hobby, not a career, so I don't understand why it's so hard to find modivation. Like I used to do this for fun. It used to be easy. It made sense. I knew what I was doing. it was working.

Idk. It's just so much right now. it feels as if all my ideas are going to waste and rotting away in my brain and pintrest boards and all the good ideas have been taken by someone else. Also, having friends/siblings that are writers has felt like a double edged sword for me always, because you have this cool idea but it's similar to their story so you have to scrap it even though you really like it, but if you don't they'll eat you alive and tear down everything about your story because they feel threatened by it. Idk if this is a problem centric to how I grew up, because like my second oldest sibling wanted to be the 'best writer ever' (tm) and she hated when anyone else had ideas that were I guess better than her's or in her head too similar to her's, and I lost a lot of confidence in my writing from how much she just tore it apart and then just didn't give a fuck that it hurt.

idk. Maybe I'm just a bad writer. Maybe it's a skill issue. Maybe it's depression. Maybe it's the dehabilitating fear that no one cares about my wrting and never will.

But being a reader right now is exausting, too. Like every book a little bit feels the same. Romace. Romance. and when you least expect it ROMANCE. The same tropes are being pulled out over and over and over. Like I know they're different. I KNOW. but like. ugh. I don't want romance anymore. I'm done. I want a story that isn't about a war, spice or a love triangle. Give me found family.

And people are always saying that you should write the book you would want to read, y'know? but like it feels like everything I want has already been done way too much.

But like, I feel like I have good ideas, just no where to put them, and no one who cares enough to listen.

idk.

Sorry if it feels like I'm complaining. It was just something I've been thinking about for a bit.

Tldr of this post I guess is I'm getting closer to figuring out why I've had on and off writers block for nearly four years.

[wrenwrights]

A Short Update

I know I haven't updated in a while, and I wanted to let everyone know I'm not dead - at least not yet. I had to leave very suddenly from Florida to Arkansas, I've just been dealing with that. Unpacking and helping out my grandmother.

It wasn't the most... emotionally stable situation, I'll admit. In the four years I had lived in Florida, I made friends and built a life. Over the course of six hours, I ripped it all up, packed a car, and left. I miss my friends terribly. It hasn't really hit me yet that I can't see them anymore, that we won't have any more adventures.

But! On the bright side, I'm safe and sound now. And I've got a whole room to decorate however I please. I'm excited about that, like looking at a blank page and feeling overwhelmed with ideas to fill it. I have made a Pintrest board and everything. I'm thinking black and rose gold decorate, maybe some fresh paint eventually...

Anyway, as for my Konig Headcanons, I'm still working on them. Slowly but surely, I've got another in the works, just no time to write with all of this work to be done. I'm hoping to update by tomorrow if I can. As for my fanfic Monsters, I honestly don't know when I'll post it. Honestly, I barely have time or the space to write anymore, I don't know how I'm going to work on a whole project.

I'm thinking at the pace I'm going, everything should be all ready to go by the end of the month... hopefully.

[i-lovethatforme]

Your house is so nice!!!! Do you have any interior design tips??? I've just moved into my first apartment but everything is white and boring ;( and why are pillows $36 each?????

awhh thank you!!! congratulations on your new place!!!! <3

white is the perf neutral so don't even worry about it! like stark white is a lot but it makes rooms look soo much bigger and brighter weee. what's your vibe?

pintrest is my fave fave fave. but like not entire rooms from pintrest... just take little bits!

i dont like 'room in a box' aesthetics yk when the coffee table and the side table and the tv unit all match? not my style! but if that works for you!!! but if you get like staple things you like as they come along, it wont be as expensive all at once! sometimes it takes a little while for a room to come together! it's so much better imo to take your time rather than spend a lot and wanna change it in a few months. like i only loveeee three rooms in our house rn (but we do the dining room and kitchen and the hallways soon SOO when i put that number UP spoiler alert we are painting an off whiteeeee - i always go neutral for big things even if its dark)

second hand furniture my beloved <3333333 we paid full price for like half the bits things in our place and half were second hang bargs. and we got some bits from ikea (i love ikea like idc!!! i know some people dont like it but mwahhhhhhh. like go to ikea and get some cushions and covers for like £6 t and y!)

find things you like and then try and diy them if theyre super pricey! i love restoration hardware vibes but also if i even showed jono a price tag he'd prob divorce me and we're not even married yet... but upcycling is a fun diy! like step away from the chalk paint and the sandpaper afterwards but you can still just change something up! coffee tables/ units/ chest of drawers etc are good for this! sofas and stuff like im scared to reupholster that...

my fave fave fave things in houses are blankets/ vases/ fucking love a candle/ plants!!!!

i love a dark colour over lots of items - but whatever your style is!!!! pintrest board it and then just GO FOR ITTTTTTTTTTTT. and then show me xxxxxxxxxxx

[treadmilltreats]

What is patience?

It is the ability to tolerate delay, troubles and suffering without getting angry about it.

Most of us really need help in this area. I am the first one to raise my hand as this was one of the toughest lessons that I am still learning.

I want it and I want it now! Like most of us.

But I've come to realize that God has a time, his time and he is working together for our good, so we must just believe and be patient.

Just like anything else, it takes practice. I remember when I needed a job, I prayed for a job, I looked for a job, I begged for a job yet I couldn't find one for eight long months. Yet I kept believing that he would provide but he did better than that, he gave me my own business.

For years I wanted out of my marriage.

I put it out there, I prayed, I envisioned what it would be like to be free, I made vision boards of how my new life would look and feel. It didn't come when I wanted it. It took 4 years to come to pass, from the time I said I'm done till it was finally over, it was four long excruciating years.

It was again, in his time not mine. Maybe I was not ready, maybe he was putting things in motion, maybe everything had to line up so that when I did finally leave, I knew I could do this on my own.

I wanted to finish my book, but I couldn't because I wasn't done living through all the chapters. How could I tell women to leave, to walk away and then tell them how great it will be when I didn't know it myself. How could I write about walking out on faith, when I wasn't ready to do that myself?

When I was done with my test, when I was finally free, when I finally left, my book flowed out of me. I had to write day and night, every free second because I was finally ready.

I remember when I was looking for a home. I wanted out but I couldn't find a place I could afford or liked, yet I kept believing. Finally he gave me one close to my kids school, in a great neighborhood, one I could afford and one that had such a peaceful feeling to it, it was just what I needed. And then even without me even asking, he gave me one of my own that I now own.

Lately things have been coming at me, it's been rough but with all I've gone through in the past, I know he will provide what I need, I just need to practice patience.

God will put you in a storm to see if you can hold on to your peace.

If we look forward and even though we don't see it, can we wait patiently for it? With confidence?

All through these times I knew God was going to do what he said he would, I never lost faith.

You have to believe, to know without a doubt that it will happen.

Just like when I put it into the atmosphere about being a New York Times bestselling author and an international blogger on the Women of Faith tour, I have no doubt it will happen...on his time not mine.

You need endurance to win, you need to endure the pain. Endure knowing that if you endure, you will eventually win.

Without endurance you will never win the race.

How do you endure? You have patience...

I delight in weakness, in insults, in persecution, in difficulties, for when I am weak, it is then, I am strong.

Even when your down, even when others are criticizing you, even when it is dark and you cannot see the sun, you have to have faith, you have to have the patience to endure.

I am still learning patience, its a daily thing for me but now I know that patience pays off. I always remember my mom saying "All good things come to those who wait" and her all time favorite "This too shall pass" and it's true.

So today my friends, practice patience, endure during difficult times and pray and believe that the best is yet to come, because it is and I am living proof of that.

This was a public service message mostly to me but I hope you also got something out of it ..... because even the motivator needs motivation sometimes...

"Be the change you want to see"

  "And just when the caterpillar thought his life over...he turned into a beautiful butterfly"

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