#i've figured some of it out tho... like buying the more expensive cereal that i like instead of whatever's cheapest and edible enough | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

ioannemos · 1 year ago

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been thinking a lot lately about how my version of "body neutrality" was okay so far as it went but now that i think about it, it was kinda verging on "body irrelevancy" instead 🤔 like "yep my body sure does exist. anyway" and so now i'm trying to move on to ??? integration? like. "my body is an essential aspect of who i am"? claiming a sort of... ownership? or at least... idk. i've been making more of an effort to eat better food, get the right amount of sleep, and i'm gonna try pilates as a regular thing. also i've been thinking about piercing my ears a second time, trying to figure out what kind of clothes i'd feel more... idk, excited to wear? and if i want a tattoo. and what the heck i'm going to do with my hair

#this sure was a post #but later i might be curious when i started trying to find and express ~me~ so #personal #abbie needs a twitter #i do love my jeans and funny t-shirts don't get me wrong #but what if. i figured out that i liked other clothes too. and bought them. What If #this is probably related to my most recent Revelation that was basically 'i. never expected to have my own life 🤨 huh! Well NOW What'#i've figured some of it out tho... like buying the more expensive cereal that i like instead of whatever's cheapest and edible enough #and running across the thrift store that closes in five minutes bc i spotted a beanie baby that i wanted to buy #she's a rainbow birthday bear that will fit in perfectly with my army of rainbow peace bears #along with the dvd of 'clue' that i decided to get bc it's one of the few comedies that i really enjoy #...#anyway #food #kinda

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