#i'm usually emotionally incapable of reading hurt/no comfort fics but somehow i find them so easy to write | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

toriaforest · 6 days ago

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apparently i am incapable of writing fluff. yesterday i was all 'oh lets plot out that cute old self indulgent fic idea i had about an oc with healing powers joining the batfamily <3' and then when i actually started laying out a timeline it was all trauma and angst and moral struggles. like sure lets put her father in a coma and have her scream cruel things at people she half fears half loves and engage in high risk behaviors while the adults just watch and have her throw away everything to kill a man for someone who didn't want any of that.

i was the kind of person that tortured barbies as a kid and it shows lol

#i feel like i'm writing for my inner emo middle school self and it feels so nice #stephanie brown i would kill black mask for you #i'm usually emotionally incapable of reading hurt/no comfort fics but somehow i find them so easy to write #i'm currently working it over to squeeze in more lightness and comfort but dang it went in so many directions i didn't expect #huge unintended theme 'is this person good because they do good things or do you just call everything they do good because of who they are'#i was trying to do found family fluff because i'm stressed but this darkness pokes my brain in a really good way #also i'll probably never post the fic anywhere because it's so self indulgent and specific to my messed up tastes #i just needed to blab about it a little before it can go back to just being one of the many fics quietly haunting my daydreams #mine

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