#i'm the exact opposite of people who try to push art in one definition

[mishkakagehishka]

Maybe i'm just an artistic soul, but i truly do believe that art is what makes us human, what sets us apart from animals. Nothing more ingrained in our souls than creating, even if you don't consider yourself to have talent for art, you know you have created in your life. To devalue art is to devalue humanity.

[parkminijiminie]

Jk has been pushing the heterosexual fuck boy narrative since chapter 2 started. He's been seen out with women or possibly just 1 particular woman in his personal time since last year. People tried to write it off as a staff member but he wouldn't be with staff in his personal time when he's not working which he obviously wasn't. Jk didn't start working until bh sent him to the states after Like Crazy charted #1 on hot100 bc they wanted that for him and not jm. I wonder will jk use this video to his advantage to further push the heterosexual fuck boy narrative or will he do some grand gesture towards jm to try to soothe things over. If they were broken up at the time it wouldn't be cheating but it's only natural for jm to get upset about the situation if he is. Jm had to deal with the exact situation with jk and the tattoo artist back in 2019 and I would assume he's not happy about dealing with it yet again.

Let's not assume too much, dear. Neither of us are Jimin nor JK. We don't know if they ever were together, let alone at the time of 2019 issue, moreover right now. Jimin is a strong, smart individual and I trust he knows what he's doing. If he supports JK going forward , just as he's always done, and assume always will, then your theory goes to to the bin.

I don't think JK being possibly filmed in his home is a PR move and I seriously doubt it will be used as one if it wasn't, because JK really hates his privacy being invaded. I don't know who he's been seen with in his private time, since, well it's his private time and I don't follow sasaengs, and I suggest you stop doing too. Other than the main reason that stalking someone is illegal and immoral, they are also very often very unreliable and complete liars, sometimes craving attention and other times wanting to "punish" the people they stalk. Even if JK was filmed with girls, it isn't a crime to have people from the opposite genger in your life. For sure, JM has women in his life too , we just don't know it. Context matters. And if JK had girlfriends in the least year, so be it. He said he's a grown man and he is. Even if some people don't like it, he doesn't care.

Lastly, yeah he did start working after JM's promotion ended. Both of his singles were offered to him and he took them, that's no secret. I do believe the company wanted him to the most successful member of BTS , hence why they maybe rushed his release and the extensive promotions, but I think he also wants to be super famous and as big as possible, as well, so their goals align.

As I said, I have some mixed feelings about JK right now, mainly the direction he's taking his career in and the means he uses. It seems to me his main focus right now is to be "a global pop star" (which he already is being a part of BTS, but I guess he wants his OWN name to be as known as possible). More than global, it looks like the company and Scooter are focused on making him the next "American pop star" which JK seems to want as well. He's always admired JB and the likes, so it's no surprise if you've been paying attention to what JK's been saying all those years.

Another aspect in JK's career so far is his desire to be more "mature". The whole fuckboy thing is partly him trying to break the mold of the Maknae, the company using the oldest trick for creating pop stars (using sex) and maybe his own life experiences, who knows. I'm not sure why he automatically equates maturity to just having lots of sex, when maturity is so much more, but let's just wait for his album and see. As of right now, he isn't trying to make meaningful art , he's just doing songs that he feels like in the moment and trying to become as famous as possible. That's all there really all is to his solo music so far, but there's still time for me to be wrong.

His whole approach to the solo career is definitely different than what I thought, but who am I to judge. He doesn't really care for people disliking his music, so clearly there's no point in mulling over it. Strangely, I thought Chapter 2 will be about getting to know the members better and becoming closer to them, yet for me it's been the opposite when it comes to him.

[justsomeoneintoomanyfandoms]

Hello! I would like to request a matchup for Genshin Impact and maybe Honkai Star Rail. (But one is totally fine, depending on you time) If you don't have any time, please just ignore this request. ^^

Pronouns: He/him (trans)

Sexuality: asexual / panromantic

Zodiac/MBTI: capricorn, INTP

Appearance: I'm 1,63 cm (5'4" I think? XD) tall and chubby. Pale skin, freckles and bluegrey eyes. My hair is short in pink and blue. I have tattoos on my armes and I usually wear black clothing with colorful accessory.

Personality: I'm an anxious and depressed person. Pretty shy and seek harmony. I try to help everyone I can and spread love where I can. However, I'm pessimistic and tend to never ask for help for myself. Other than that I'm chatty and I'm always the smart grandpa in my friend group.

Likes and Dislikes: I love art, drawing, writing and reading a lot. I'm invested in studies and research on various topics. I rarely dislike subjects totally. My strongest dislike are probably sports and cars.

Hobbies: drawing, reading, writing, crafting, learning, helping others, crochet, reading and listening to essays

I hope I didn't made a mistake. This is my first time requesting a matchup.

Hi! Thank you for your request! I hope you like your matchups!

In Genshin Impact, I match you with...

Kaveh is quite different to you but this makes your relationship stronger. He’s able to bring you out of your shell in ways others couldn’t.

The main thing that drew you together was your shared interest in the arts and, specifically, drawing. He’ll often ask for your input or opinion on his latest architectural sketch.

Kaveh definitely enjoys spending time with you but sometimes deadlines mean he’s forced to work when he’d rather be with you. As a result, he’d love it if you set up your work station next to his so you can still be in each other’s presence.

He’s not great at asking for help either, not when it really matters. Sure, he’ll ask for a room to stay in or a loan when needed but when it comes to something that really impacts on his mental or physical health, he’s tentative.

The best solution is to be each other's support. When Kaveh is clearly pushing himself too far, that's when you step in to help. And to express his gratitude, he’ll do the same for you in return.

In Honkai Star Rail, I match you with...

You couldn’t really get any more different people for your matchups. While Kaveh is cheery and bubbly, Welt is the exact opposite. But that doesn’t mean he’s any less of a good match for you.

You’re a lot more similar than you and Kaveh so while Kaveh brings you out of your shell, Welt helps you accept yourself and draws you out of your shell willingly.

I think Welt would get along really well with someone who’s a “grandpa friend”. He’s sort of a grandpa himself so I think he’d get along well with you.

Enjoys studying and reading with you. He finds a wide variety of topics and genres interesting so whatever you’re drawn to on the day, he’ll be happy to join you.

Please crochet things for him! He’s already got a scarf but if you make a new one for him, he’s certainly happy to trade the old one out. Going somewhere cold? Make him a pair of gloves and he’ll hardly take them off.

[hospitalterrorizer]

diary345

8/30-31/24

friday - saturday

didn't do a lot today... also.

but i did more, i read more, stricture is shaping up to be good, i also worked on the song more, it's weird, now it's like too wide, but i dunno what to do, i think the tone is really good but it's almost contrary to what happens in the song, or the tone itself isn't, but the space it takes up is. it maybe takes up too much space? it's too wide in stereo but that's also partially why it sounds so good too i think. hard to figure out. but i suppose it's getting where it needs to go.

also, the guy who is doing tapes for the album reached out to me, he asked for some stuff off the cover isolated, for sticker related things, to stick onto it, i'm pretty sure, which is very exciting. it's gonna be out in september it seems... yay!!!!!!!!

i think i have an idea for the song i'm going to try this very quickly. should not take much more than one minute.

it does seem to sound a little better.

one last adjustment very quickly actually.

when this came out i didn't like it so much but it's immediately grown on me over the past little bit... really striking video too, especially the intercutting done w/ the newspapers and these people out of highschool doing things, i think the way this is edited is really the special thing, it's so formally tight, and using stuff i don't see lots of music videos do necessarily, or being so focused on illustrating the sense of desperation and loss of these times, nested cultural images we weren't there for, the specific use of that video at the start as a way to get at people missing a time that they weren't there for, the tragedy of that on top of the tragedy of that not even being what happened forever, the good feelings, the fact of people's lives moving, the fact there is a then and now and that the images of the partying in the past don't negate or argue against the present in any way, if anything the reinforce what the present becomes, the alienation in the same place, getting tired of things, almost.

i wish i could focus better on all my thoughts but ableton just crashed for no reason.... i hate this!! i am really so sick of that happening to me.

kay it does sound good though... that's nice.

the video's special for its montage work being so entirely about things being about highschool almost, like i said all those accrued images, experiences, what they turn into, it's specifically that, the use of montage, all those techniques to create a grammar/poetics which get at all of these experiences and the holes in them, the exact opposite of the ideal image lodged in with that ideal, its underlying portion, the absent center!! what reminiscing might be like in some positive sense, and then the time you downed vodka driving, puked it up on the side of the road, sitting on the roof isolated from the party, and then that wound in the center of the song and video, where it becomes now. it's crazy, symbols of luxury, coldness, distance expanded but it's not without that euphoria almost, it's a negating euphoria maybe, it's like, the desire to witness your life rot, to let things happen, at the pawn shop, do you take cash, do you take gold.

it's definitely more about things about highschool, almost. it's a crazy thing. or those are the images chosen to accompany a song, the song itself almost being about the strict poetic transformation, the link between the video and song is that it's about a life going that way, the video gives cultural image for that whole thing to work off.

also interesting is the use of the bodies of women, especially when it becomes 'now', it's rather sexist, obviously, or it just comes off like that to me idk. not in some evil way, it's just, almost totally ornamental, like the feminine exists so much to be an image to stick around. of course, i see it, and wish i could be pretty enough to be ornamental. isn't it strange, that even in the 'underground' or at least in art that feels like it's pushing at things, we still see this, and now being 'alt' is as much work as being normal, since it's all in total capture by the beauty industry. at least in certain places. less so in others... maybe... i dunno you really see it all over.

here's something that's more obvious with it:

i do kind of like this though, i guess the trashiness of it is pretty to me, and that woman, i like her haircut and it kind of makes me want to cut my hair again but i need my bangs to grow out + i'm too manic with that and i want shorts like that and you get the picture. it's also this totally objectifying thing where she just kind of advertises the big gulp and being skinny and the camera makes her a statue and sex image. it's totally awful that it's absorbed on all levels and becomes something that can be like, an 'i want to be like that' thing instead of seeing the ways it works, that it is at all + the assumptions it carries in it as totally harmful and fucked up. i also feel crazy a bit because this channel is certainly going to be some kinda look book type thing where people put it in aesthetic grouping thingies and pass these images/videos around and like they're images that are good in the way things like this are good, where it's like, it confers an image of effortlessly cool + iit's a pretty woman selling it so it becomes charming because that's what charming is via repetition and blah blah blah i'm sure it's all super obv to everyone and stuff i'm just talking talking talking.

anyway, here's some pictures of myself (i recognize how silly it is to do this after saying what i said):

yaaahh... that's what's up in my head i guess. a little bit. there were some other things but they wandered out of my head. need to work on the soundtrack... need to ... oh i dunno. i really dunno. i just need to i think go to bed at better times than this so i can do more at the ends of my nights, like movies and stuff again!!

so with that said,

here's a poem i read today:

i rather liked it, simple thing it is. i learned of it from the new infinite review video and i found that video also good. this poem is probably better but i like both just fine... something about it does hit me, that i am different from my father... i guess... in most ways. i don't really reflect too much on how i differ from my family, what was passed down, or the failure to pass onto me any sense of masculinity, i guess, or a desirable masculinity, a desire to play sports or do things of that nature, my failure to do things as my father would see fit, certainly breaking with that lineage if only by not being a boy anymore, even if i'm like, sort of one kind of, since i'm still unable to decide that deciding would be good for me. certainly though not a man. girl boy thing, i guess. being that, and a faggot generally, and not keeping the faith, not being punitive, i don't really sit here and find... well i know it's good i'm not like that, though i don't feel like i am somehow above them i guess, it's impossible for me to feel that way, there's like a lamentation i guess, not the same as this poem at all, it only spurred it on, that i was not a horrible man like my father, like his, i don't want to be, i never wanted to be, no one ever should see them and want to be them, my father didn't want to be his father, he got there only by accident, but the point still stands i guess, there's this sense of loss, of dropping out of the family i guess is what it really feels like. a strange sensation. like the author, i have the pen, i guess i will dig.

and now a song + thoughts on the song:

incredible how humid this song feels. the cover art also, the gothic made out of the tacky, the hideous, giftshop in the southwest gothic, fool's gold. what strange images it conjures. men dying over gold claims, malaria, rivers running dry, cavities, sex, gamblers, the west and the east coasts in uneasy marriage.

i should sleep...

so,

byebye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[shadowgamerhalo]

Hello! May I please have a creepypasta romantic match-up and or a little scenario to go with it? (But only write what your up for) Tysm in advance! Anyways I hope you have a great day/night and tysm once again!

Zodiac sign: Leo sun, Aries moon, Leo rising

Personality Type: ENTP

Pronouns: She/her

Sexuality: Straight (For now might be bi but i'm going with straight) I'm 5'4 and I have a very tiny body frame so i'm extremely petite and pretty small. I'm not very curvy and I literally have the body of a cereal box...lol but its fine because I have nice hips and thighs. I have thick brown hair that goes down to my back and it gets tangled pretty easily but its kinda fluffy. I have brown eyes and tiny freckles all over my face and body. I also have a very strong grunge style, like Flannels, band t-shirts, combat boots, leather jackets etc. But i'd also always enjoy a nice oversized sweatshirt or hoodie with a pair of skinny, ripped jeans and some converses or something along those lines. For my personality.....this is where things get interesting. At first people find me very intimidating due to my resting bitch face and cold exterior but I promise i'm not like that ALL the time. When you get to know me, i'm goofy and about everything that comes out of my mouth is sarcasm or some dry humored joke. I'm also that one friend in a group where they literally will do the stupidest shit ever like for an example one time it was super dark outside and my other friend was there, while I was trying to climb a tree and I failed and fell out of the tree, and landed on my back. I got straight up after that somehow it didn't hurt.....like at all? But yeah i'm super reckless and sometimes people have to save me from myself if you get what I mean. I also have a very strong "I don't give a fuck" attitude and I will not hesitate to stick up for myself or my friends....like i'm the type of person where if someone glares at me, i'll glare right back.

I have bad anxiety and I can be very self destructive. This is where my feisty, stubborn, hardheaded side comes in. If I want something then i'll fight for it even if it hurts me and i'll get into a bad cycle of putting myself down and trying to do better even if I did great the first time but I always push myself too far and other people have to stop me because I usually can't see it when its happening. I also cover my emotions up and I have a lot of trouble talking about whats bothering me or what problems i'm having emotionally so I put up a wall and I act tough, or happy and sometimes i'll be the exact opposite but I try to hide it. Weird things about me: I've grown up in the south all my life so sometimes when I talk a few words they'll come out sounding WAYYY more country and southern then I wanted, I don't have an accent but sometimes my words just come out that way. I also love the smell of cigarette smoke....let me explain. When I was a kid my parents smoked a lot and I was used to smelling it and now it reminds me of home and is sort of comforting.

Things I like: I love swimming (I was on a swim team for about 9 years), I love horror movies, I like rain and the sounds of thunderstorms because its calming to me, I also love the smell of rain, I like cloudy days, cooking, listening to 80's and 90's rock but mainly 90's because 90's is the best, My favorite bands are Bush, Audioslave, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Linkoln Park, Pearl jam but i'm pretty open to anything.

Things I dislike: Spiders.......I will scream if I see a spider.

I pair you with the part tsundere Bloody Painter!

Helen doesn't fall easily. So your relationship was probably a bit rocky, with first impression, since Helen and you have that same problem. This though, did start the conversation which led to your relationship, so it was actually was good in the end!

In general Helen has a quiet exterior, though once you got to know each other, you can actually see why he hangs around Puppet. Cause this man, has one wicked sense of humor. As soon as you show your more goofy, sacrasm side. Helen is showing how devious he is. You'll likely see it first with your fear of spiders. Expect a bit of teasing, cause he will smirk at you, before he squishes it, and then proceed to tease you a bit.

He's definitely the kind of person to trick someone into doing something stupid, for his amusement. So he will make no exception of not pulling that on you. Though he will probably make sure you're okay in the end, just cause he loves you. The kind of person to deny it, but really you can tell. Cause for you, he's easier to read. If you stick up for friends, then expect him right behind you making the most threatening aura possible to the person you're fighting. Which means you'll win most of your fights, without having to throw a punch.

Your anxiety and self destructive tendencies, will likely have you seeing a very gentle and soft side to Helen, much quicker than you would think. He also has trouble explaining his emotions, though he will become good at reading yours. Likely you will become good at reading his, so it'll be a balance. Granted, Helen is stubborn too, though in a different way as he's also patient. He will stick with you once he's attached, no matter what.

You sounded southern with some words, actually makes Helen giggle and he will tease you for it. Though once you're around him long enough, you'll realize that he has that. Such as him sounding more cockney, such as whenever he tries to pronounce meter, and so on and so forth. Plus a bonus if you hear him say shit. I suggest recording that, to tease him back as revenge >;)

Helen surprisely smokes, not a lot but you can tell when he does. So you'll probably smell it in his clothes. Which means if you steal them, that means you'll get a flustered Helen, who probably will initiate cuddles afterwards. Cause he's not the tallest in the manor, being at 5'8, but you'll still be smol to him, which he adores. He won't mock you for your height, though he might pick you up like a cat. He also likes your hair, cause he can style it for drawings of you, and he likes running his fingers through your hair while cuddling.

Speaking of drawing, expect to be draw a lot. Like even when you're not too aware of it, Helen will probably be drawing you absent-mindly. If you're swimming, probably will be drawing you doing it. Helen will show you his art, as you've become his muse. No worries, not the blood paintings. He might even give you ones with things you like, like a cloudy day one.

You can introduce him to your music, and he'll likely listen to it with you while he draws or paints. Also, you'll have to remind him to eat sometimes especially when he's in creative mode, so practice for cooking. Also if you give him some shepherd's pie, he will shower you with affection.

This one took a while, as I tried my best to find on that fit. I hope this to your liking, I did my best. If you want a scenario based off of this then, I'm happy to provide. This goes for all who ask for match-ups.