#i'm starting school this autumn (studying music) and for like this entire year i've been having a crisis every other week

[fabcreature]

me: *desperately needs praise for the work i do or i will shatter from the heartache*

also me: *at least once a month cries and shatters from the heartache bc i'm convinced every single bit of praise i ever get is either a lie just to be nice, or misguided bc they don't realize i'm a fraud*

[bloodyke]

caratanonevent has come to an end! you can find my kpop sideblog @appillie

ohhh the sleeves on that waistcoat look so fancy!! you're making me fall in love with edwardian fashion haha

super secret halloween plan? interesting... i haven't worn a costume for halloween since 5th grade but i'm kind of excited for autumn and halloween this year! i love summer (because i don't like gloomy weather) but recently i've just been super excited about the seasons changing because i love watching the world around me slowly change into it hehe

ohhh musicals! you were a theatre kid? (my friends were theatre kids) that corpse bride dress looks so cool and very pretty! and that reverse mermaid outfit looks wild ja;djf;lajdf that's so funny and weird

it's so cool you've been starting to make your own clothes that's a far off dream for me to make clothes for myself so i really admire you for it!

my writing tends to have elements that i'm a sucker for reading such as the paranormal, cryptids, angels, ghosts, demons, a bit of sci-fi elements or settings, aliens, (maybe mermaids in the future). and as much as i would love to write a full blown epic full of action and lore these days i'm thinking about sticking to what i usually read in my spare time: romance and coming-of-age! i love character-centric stories and i think my writing skills are better suited towards characterization and emotion.

i also get worldbuilding a daydream universe omg it's kind of cringy but i have this entire universe that i call dreamverse and there's just... a lot going on lol maybe i could tell you more about it but please don't judge me for it alkdjfla;fj i made a lot of this up in middle school

- carat anon (appillie)

hiii its nice to finally meet you!!!! i just followed you~

"you're making me fall in love with edwardian fashion"

halloween is like My Thing™ i have been going ham on costumes my entire life like ever since i can remember i was out in charge of and spent a month or more leading up to halloween planning out our costumes and house decorations i love everything about the holiday tbh like autumn is my favorite season bc its the perfect temperature range for me and my favorite fruits come into season around that time, i love dark spooky and haunting things, i love any excuse to dress up, and i love candy lmaooo i am literally in my element for the entirety of late august- a week into november

also technically i was the choir kid who joined many school productions previously helping out wherever i could whether that be taking minor roles or helping with backstage stuff where after one show in 7th grade the new choir director who happened to run a theatre company outside of school personally asked me to come join the upcoming summer production which spiralled into me formally joining for like 5? years until i moved away bc i enjoyed it that much (all this to say yeah i was a theatre kid i genuinely enjoy musicals but i am a Vocal Studies bitch with a subfield in Opera before i am a Drama Studies bitch you feel?)

ooh all that sounds right up my alley i love fantasy and mythology and all things magic its so much fun to immerse yourself in stories like that!!! also dont worry i would never judge you for that bc i ALSO have a dreamscape universe i have been obsessively creating and building up since i was 9 😭😭😭 i would love to hear more about yours!!! my friends have heard bits and pieces of mine bc ill regularly drop into their dms to trying to worldbuild and bounce ideas off of them!