#i'm so tired of being worthless and deficient and broken sorry i'm not an ass kissing social butterfly!!!!!!! | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

explodingcrayon · 1 year ago

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i once read a post talking about how frustrating it can be to be autistic or otherwise socially "deficient" in a work environment bc you're perfectly capable of doing your job but bc you don't know how to play the social game or be the office butterfly, you get looked over or even punished compared to coworkers that are objectively incompetent but they're personable so they're favored and praised and i think about it almost every day of my life

#negative #literally about to rip my hair out today #extra sucks bc my mom is my boss so <3333 i get to live AND work with my personal hell #she literally doesn't understand how the product works BY HER OWN ADMISSION #but bc she's flirty and sociable and pretty and personable people adore her #i'm literally writing all the doc for this product now including marketing materials outside my job description!!!!!#but hey she'll talk about tr*nsphobia and how useless young people like me are with her fellow boomers so ;))))#she gets the instant replies and positive feedback and answered questions #meanwhile even when i'm being as polite and sweet as possible i get radio silence #i'm just #i'm so tired of being worthless and deficient and broken sorry i'm not an ass kissing social butterfly!!!!!!!#i can do my job and i can do it WELL why can that not be enough

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