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mrbingley · 2 years

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i am white knuckle resisting the urge to ask if anyone wants a sneak peek at my unfinished existential horror interactive/online fiction story b/c i want constant validation but i am forbidding myself from asking this b/c i know it’ll delay me finishing the story b/c the possible compliments would sustain me for days.

#J: text #aaAAA! my executive functioning is bad! in all ways!#i'm scared to release my bigger project b/c i've put so much time into it. so i've temporarily jumped ship to push a smaller #lower-stakes story out into the world first.#(that smaller low-stakes story being this existential horror one)#i think the thing is that i’ve conditioned myself to write in a collaborative sense. with constant feedback / working off another person #b/c i’ve pretty much exclusively written in a roleplay format/community for anything i’ve ever written in the last ten yrs.#and now i don’t know how to work alone.

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