#i'm pissed off just stoppppp

[jewishcissiekj]

EVERY DAY I GO TO THE ASAJJ VENTRESS TAG AND PEOPLE ARE ASKING HOW SHE'S ALIVE. JUST WAIT. HAVE PATIENCE. THEY'LL EXPLAIN IT (probably). SHE HASN'T APPEARED YET SO NO ONE ON TUMBLR IS GOING TO KNOW. STFU. JESUS CHRIST. YOU ARE LIKE THE 10TH PERSON THAT WEEK ASKING THIS IN THE TAG. NO ONE CAN ANSWER YOU BUT THE SHOW'S CREATORS. Ugh.

[cheesyfan]

being presented as female is SO ANNOYING, I want to go to places looking more masculine and way more inbetween, Because I'm not female. Hehghdshdb :(

I hate when people use feminine pronouns/honorifics for me, but I don't want to correct them in fear my parents would find out, but that's another thing that pisses me off, if I ever want to transition or make myself look less feminine I'll have to wait until I at the very earliest move out but my plan is to move in with my aunt down south so even then my family would know. It's not that I hate feminine things it's just that everyone thinks I'm female. I'm not, stoppppp :'|

[feuqueerfire]

Wandee Goodday Ep 7 Live Blogging

Whoop whoop 2nd week in a row that I'm managing to watch the show right after it airs. Although I did consider not watching it for 1-2 days so that I can finish my binge watch of Unknown (I'm so excited to see petty Yuan in ep 8 heh) but thought I should just watch this one before I find out everything that happens through tumblr and twitter posts.

I'm in sort of an angsty mood, esp after the last few Unknown eps that I've watched, so I'm expecting some angst here too. Eps 5-6 of Wandee have been happy and fun while they ignore their feelings and problems, so I need some of that to burst and cause issues.

Ep 7 (June 15)

7-1

showing a little support for psychiatry, though idk how helpful it is to make somebody go when they don't really wanna go

Does Yak want a mouth kiss if he wins?

Yak finds a photo of Ter and Dee in a book and it casts doubt in his mind ig

ohhh Dee was planning on throwing it out but in the end kept it and he had even written "love Dr. Ter the most" on the back

pls Kao's frustration as the audience stand-in

"...might lead to losing them"

Did Ter hear the part that gives away that they're not real bfs

well, he knows they're not dating fr anyway but still the audacity to confront Yak like this

Ter using his knowledge about Dee gained for the past 8 years against Yak, agh. like you knew him all this time and must have known he liked you and yet now that he's finally moving on, you can somehow take action? piss off

both Unknown and Wandee have boxing

what is up with these grown ass adults not being able to live without seeing each other for a few days T.T you shouldn't even be thinking of not going to Japan bc you won't see Yak for a couple days

Why is Dee basically he sniffing Yak's armpit in the gym showers

7-2

Yei just watching Yak sneak out lmfao

fuck I think Ter's gonna somehow be here? I didn't watch the preview but I saw a screencap of Ter and Dee while Dee was in the tiger outfit or whatever, though I think somebody mentioned it was at Ter's place

speak of the devil...

oh, Yak's got a keycard to Dee's place, did we know that?

why is Dee at Ter's bruh

let's fucking kill Ter, I actually cannot anymore

I do think it's funny how neither of them are commenting on Dee's literal tiger sex roleplay costume lmao he's even got a headband!

Dee needs to snap out of it, get up, and leeeeeaaaave

now Kao is here too?

the costume isn't for you to appreciate, Ter stoppppp >:((((

why the fuckkkk did Ter start leaning in, I actually need this man dead and gone, get off my damn screen

and then spilling wine on himself and wanting Dee to help cleanup and now he's practically naked in his fucking boxers, I wish I could be normal about just disliking Ter but I am immature about my hatred for him the same way he's immature about his ways trying to get Dee

TER IS OPENING THE DOOR IN HIS BOXERS?!?!? AND DEE'S ALSO IN HIS TIGER COSTUME IM GONNA LOSE MY SHIT AGHHH

[Linguistics] oh damn Yak uses meung with Ter in anger

aw man T.T I get Yak, why did Dee say Yak always uses violence? I don't recall Yak being violent before this???

Yak breaking up, returning the keycard, taking the necklace back, ouchhhhhhhhh

Yak leaning on Taem

Aw man, Dee being sad at the necklace being gone

I think I would like it if for the rest of the ep + some of next ep, they're separate about doing their own stuff and missing each other and spending time with Ter & Taem only to realize they don't feel the same as they used to and when they come together again (hopefully sometimes next ep, I don't want it to be solved this ep tbh), it's with real feelings and confession. I think I also want Dee to confess/start the conversation since he's the one who fucked up (I know I ragged on Ter but how did Dee even let it go through all those steps omg)

fuck I saw 1 second of the preview and aghhhh I hate Ter, who could've guessed. I have some stuff to do so I'll be back for the next 2 parts later, though they're quite short compared to the first two parts.

7-3

back to watching but I'm having lunch so I probably won't type much

T.T

Ter realized his feelings alright. i don't know that i believe you lol, though maybe it's true since Ter's drunk while he's saying it

okay Ter accidentally fell, I thought he was gonna attack Dee from the 0.2 sec preview

dang, Yak's the one who leaned back and didn't kiss Taem. It seems like Taem wouldn't have been opposed to it?? Did she fall for him some time in the past few eps

7-4

oops was checking at the bottom timing bar how many minutes the show actually is before previews start (9mins) but got spoiled for the last scene of the ep

Damn, Yak's imagination of Dee and TEr really has him facing a humiliating defeat against Luke's character

I get P'Yei like despite everything going on in Yak's life, this is still his job and him winning was necessary for himself, the gym, money, etc. or at least put up a fair fight, not whatever that was bc of a fight with his fwb-fake bf that he has real feelings for

Aw, Wandee came back immediately and found Yak at his favourite place or whatever

Yak crying nooo

why am I suddenly paranoid that this is also Yak's imagination lmao

ah, indeed Yak had asked for Dee's first kiss

and Dee kisses him even though he lost

the kisses are mid but it's fine

damn, a hospital ball next ep? and how is Ter even in the show still wtf

I wanted angst and sadness and I got that but the way we got there was fairly contrived. Ter's sliminess I understand but Dee going through so many steps without just... leaving is like ?? I get that he may still have feelings for Ter that makes him not think straight or whatever but c'mon... am I supposed to believe Dee would actually go to Ter's place and have dinner there in his fucking sex roleplay clothes that he put on to have a candlelit dinner with Yak? and the violence comment was like... no? Yak's pathetic fight was also like... why.

The first kiss was also not impactful because we've established for 7 episodes that it's something very monumental to Dee + it's something that he wants to do with only somebody he really likes, so to have it 1) be a "consolation prize" and 2) come before they discuss their feelings or anything is resolved feels incomplete. It's not a grand or romantic moment the way their first kiss should have been. I don't wanna go back to goofy dance show or whatever next ep...

idk, this ep was a bit of disappointment in terms of storytelling and the way we're exploring emotions, I hope they can turn it around. They have 5 more episodes and so theoretically they have time to do stuff well but also... they have time to drag everything out lol

The necklace though T.T

[maskedinfinate]

what was that about me being crazy and stuff? maybe yk listen to me at times. anywayssssss i gotta go to the pizzaria after i make one important stoppppp hehehehe..pepperman and i gonnaaaa have little talky talk

oml. anyways hi! what were you doing like..before margarita came over here- and..what was your first impressions on margarita? ALSO (sorry for all these questions) what your opinions on the other bosses?

"Yeah yeah go talk to Peppy- I mean..Pepper all you want, I don't care."

"And uh..What I was doing earlier? I was just sweeping. Gotta keep the emporium clean, amiright?"

"First impressions? Well you'd be surprised that I did not expect Margarita to show up, especially to my performance! Or deathmatch as some called it, which, yeah they were right. Was kinda pissed off that they ended up winning after I went through the trouble of hijacking a whole floor JUST to fight, but, yknow."

"And the other guys? Hoo boy. Well, me and Pepper are basically best buds who just fight a lot, both physically and verbally. He beat me in arm wrestling once, despite me not having any arms, and since then I've been training to suplex him when he least expects it. We became buds cuz he found me eating a whole bucket of paint because I thought it was yogurt, then we kinda talked about how we got our asses kicked by..passionfruit or whatever his name is.

Whos next uh..Vigi? We talk. Moreso familiar than friends. He and Pepper are pretty close, so Vigi hangs out with us a lot. A bit quiet though.

Noise is great! Super fun to gossip with him and Noisette. We're pretty buddy-buddy over the fact that we both hate paisanos guts. Or whatever he calls him. Noisette always has something fun to say too.

Fakey is..interesting. Kinda weird having a clone of your worst enemy as your ally, but, they're nice! Even if they turn into that weird monster thing at times."

"...And our boss?"

"Boy..Boy oh BOY DO I SURE LOVE MY BOSS! YA SEE. I got over there in the first place cuz they were threatening to fire a giant lazer at the ONE restaurant I'M competing with! So, I go over there, get landed some sorta job for the big man, and I was all like 'cool can i have control of the lazer' then HE says 'Oh no silly YOU'RE in charge of getting me coffee 24/7' AS IF THATS THE THING I SIGNED UP FOR. NO! NO I WANTED TO BE IN CHARGE OF THAT DAMN STUPID LAZER SO I COULD BLOW THAT RESTAURANT TO SHREDS BUT NNNOOOOHOHO I HAVE TO BRING SOME LANKY PIZZA MAN COFFEE ALL DAY. OH AND THEN?? THEN WHAT?? WHENEVER WE HAD TO HAVE SOME EMERGANCY MEETING, HE SPEAKS TO EVERYONE NORMALLY, BUT THEN PUTS ON THAT WEIRD VOICE YOU USE FOR PUPPIES OR BABIES WHENEVER HE TALKED TO ME! CUZ I WAS A 'NEWBIE'!! GOD. GOD FUCKING DAMMIT. HE DIDNT PUT ME IN CHARGE OF A FLOR, SO I HIJACKED ONE FOR MYSELF. CAUSE I WASNT GETTING OUT OF THAT TOWER, DEAD OR ALIVE, WITHOUT A FIGHT WITH uh.. paper-io or whoever he is."

[teddybeartoji]

i wet the end of my quill on my tongue and proceed to tip it into the teeny tiny jar of ink beside me, my hand hovers the precious piece of paper and the words flow effortlessly -- LO AND BEHOLD IT IS I, YOUR FELLOW SOLDIER FROM THE GREAT SUPER GOOD WAR! I HOPE THIS LETTER FIND YOU WELL MWAH MWAH MWAH

no but that's so funny though that made me giggle bUT THIS IS THE WAY. THIS IS HOW IT SHOULD BE. REJECT IMMEDIATE SHORT ANSWERS ACCEPT LONG AWAITED LOVE LETTERS ABOUT ART ON TUMBLR WE SHALL BRING BACK THE FORGOTTEN LANGUAGE TRUSTTTT🫡🫡🫡

WE ARE CONNECTED!! IT'S CONFIRMED!! that's so cool that we kind of started at the same time wahhh btw can't miss out on my chance to praise you and your work so here i am!!! lately i've been thinking about your "call my name and i'll come running" it's so dear to my heart you don't even realize. i've always had problems with people not taking me seriously and gojo is 100000% the person to also not take a person seriously and it's soooooo frustrating and you just conveyed it so well i was so in it i loved reading it so so so much AND DAMN i remember when i read "i've always loved the way you eat" (i'm pretty sure this was the first thing of yours i ever read btw) I WAS SOBBBBINGG LET ME TELL YOU I LOVE SUGU AND THE WAY YOU WRITE HIM anyway yeah just reminding u how big of a fangirl i really am hehehehe

STOPPPPP ARI/MICKEY/SASHISU MOVIE NIGHTS STOPPPPP MY HEART CAN'T TAKE IT it would be so funny i'd probably be pissing my pants i won't even lie.............................. so cute though i know sugu would get just a massive headache bc i'd start bickering with gojo (this would probably get physical and sugu would have to seperate us and sit between us even though he'd regret that immmmediately smh poor guy) and you're on the other side of the couch whisper-begging shoko to explain the movie to u lmaoooo what a happy family i'm so glad everybody is alive and safe and real yay

gojo's "i wouldn't have failed u like that"🤨🤨🤨he's so unserious but so fucking serious at the same time please make it make sense

on the topic of de!!!! i'm trying for a superstar cop run lmao it's very fun so far (very relatable)(i'm normal) BUT SKSASJFAJ i love harry's feminism arc bro "this stuff gets on my nerves. i am a feminist." okay bet "do you have a have a phallus in your ear? i said i'm a feminist." to which kim responds with "good." but the thing is i can't always tell if a person is being sarcastic or not so i'm just gonna take this as praise for the excellent comeback😌😌

VERY IMPORTANT!!! please please please no pressure on the movies or any other kind of recs!!!! i always say that when i talk about a movie i only want you to remember it to lock the name in the back of your head somewhere, i don't expect you to watch it bc you will do that when the time arrives, when you feel like it. i just wish that when one day you're picking out a movie and you see a familiar one you think oh! i know this one! they told me about it! that's all that's all i need<33

NOW FOR MY FAVOURITE LITTLE THING: THE SOUNDTRACKS

i'm very excited for you to listen to them (IN YOUR OWN TIME NO RUSH NO PRESSURE) these are some of the ones that have been living in my heart for years now and i think you'll like them too (I HOPE) also i wrote down whether i think you'd like the actual movie

the social network by trent reznor & atticus ross - hand covers bruise; soft trees break the fall; imo such a beautiful score and really compliments the movie (if u haven't seen it just trust me on this lmao) - 10/10 would recommend not scary just "gay" drama

potc: dead man's chest by hans zimmer - jack sparrow; the kraken, davy jones; dinner is served; tia dalma; wheel of fortune; IT'S SO FUN IT'S SO EXCITING IT'S PERFECT i might be a bit biased bc this is my childhood movie i actually might be jack sparrow but yk hans zimmer always pops off this man is insane (alsoalso also bc i'm talking about potc i do not support j***** d*** ok this is a woman loving household the pirate movies are the only ones i'm willing to watch) - 10/10 would recommend it's extremely fun and it has action and elizabeth swann (+ her dressing up as a man i know u understand what i'm talking about here) and it's so fucking funny

arrival by jóhann jóhannsson - arrival; heptapod b; transmutation at a distance; first encounter; hydraulic lift; braingasm total braingasm - 8/10 would recommend it can be a bit confusing and might require a second watch but it's just so cool and i'd rec it solely based on the sound design alone so yeah

hereditary by colin stetson - party, crash; séance sleepwalking; dreaming; get out; chasing peter; reborn; the first to are very similar but at the same time they're soooooo different ahhh it tingles my brain, i've been listening to this one a lot recently i just think it's great but overall this score is a crazy one maybe a bit intermediate level but idk let me know what you think - it's horror so 0/10 lmao you poor little scaredy cat u need shoko to hold your hand maybe then it would be like a 2/10

annihilation by ben salisbury & geoff barrow - ambulance chase; disoriented; sheppard; the bear; the alien; annihilation; SO INSANE I LOVE THIS MOVIE AND THE SCORE WHAT THE FUCKKKK i remember i when i watched the bear scene i had a palm over my mouth holding my breath bc it was so thrilling - 7/10 it's the visuals it's the mindfuckery it's the cool concept minus points for a few scary and gnarly scenes

movie recs for u and u only<333333333

teenage mutant ninja turtles: mutant mayhem (2023) - it's animation and fuck me it's soooo fucking sick i'm so glad i got to see it in the cinema

the fablemans (2022) - really fucking funny and well written me and my friend and then an elderly couple literally were dying of laughter in the cinema it was really cute

mission impossible: fallout (2018) - if u want to see more action films that aren't that gory and bloody this is the one!! it's very good i've seen it many times (also a banger soundtrack), the action is very well choreographed and it's always good to watch knowing that the actors genuinely put their effort into them (tom cruise does literally all of his stunts, in one of the scenes he actually breaks his ankle)

ocean's eleven (2001) - if u were to only watch one of the things from this list this should be it!!!!! omfg i think you'd really like this one i really do wtf i'm getting giddy just thinking about it

OKAY I'M SORRY THIS GOT SO LONG BUT AGAIN NO PRESSURE oh and my letterboxd is @/m2gicmike hehehehe come visit my other home

i put your recs on my list too i can't wait to check them out!!!! i've never been this enthusiastic to do homework wtf

PRINCE!GOJO AND KNIGHT!READER NATION LET'S GOOOOOOOOOOOO i mean it when i say that i think about them daily, like i'm writing the three chapters at the same time bc i just cannot stop the thoughts SO FUN THOUGH btw btw btw btw i need ur advice!!! please!! i wanna write shoko into the universe too but i'm having a hard time figuring out her role.... i think i'd like her to be connected with the reader (maybe they were super close when they were little but then they got seperated, the reader had to move or smth) but i want to give her like a job too yk i don't think she'd work in the castle??? or maybe she would?? idk you are the shoko expert so plss lend me your brain

(the vampire!reader x dumb sweetie!gojo is insane i can't believe i just thought of that i'm very proud of myself ngl i like that concept a lot a lot AND AS ALWAYS I'M SO HAPPY YOU UNDERSTAND AND U LIKE IT EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE)

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii ari<33 how was your day? how is it going? tell me tell me!! MY QUESTION IS what movies would be your movies with gojo n geto n shoko?? like something you're both always down to watch

i just thought about this bc i put jackass on for background noise (a totally normal thing to do i know) and i realized that jackass would absolutely be something me n gojo would bond over lmao i think he'd find it so funny and he'd react to everything sooo dramatically like he's crawling backwards over the couch he's gagging he's crying he's laughing and he will most definitely wanna fucking try some of the stunts............................ he's stupid and i love him

- @softgirlgonehaywire

MICKEY !!!!!!!! hihihi!!!!!!!!! so happy to see u here hehe. my day was good!!! 🌻🌻🌻 im trying to take advantage of my uni break to read and write a bunch!!! which is super fun :D i wanna check out more of ur stuff sometime soon too !!!!

what abt u mickey?? did u do anything fun??? i hope ur day was (or is!!) super duper lovely <33

AAAA AND. thats the cutest question ever im losing it im biting at the walls tysm for indulging my sashisu obsession….. this got long u have been warned ‼️

FIRST OF ALL i just wanna say i havent watched jackass so i cant comment as much as i want to 😔😔😔 bUT i trust u and agree w everything u say yep yep !!!! AND i 100% agree that gojo would do movie stunts w u THATS SO CUTE 😭😭 he would do the most complicated dangerous stunt just to impress u <333 and then break his ankle. and force u to nurse him back to health it was on purpose :/

ahhh but!!!! honestly mickey i dont watch as many movies as id like to……. (PLS GIVE ME RECS 🙏🙏🙏) i have some faves and genres that i love tho!! so here r just some general thoughts :3

gojo is canonically down to watch basically anything so i feel like we would hunt down the most awful/low quality/unintentionally hilarious movies we can n just lose it laughing. ALSO…. im not super into reality tv but i think gojo would LOVE that shit. obsessed w it. i would watch his silly little reality tv shows just to make him happy <333 i feel like he would have genuine beef w people on the show too PHDKDJD LIKE DAMN IS IT REALLY THAT SERIOUS… but it is. he’s out for blood.

….. also this is me being self indulgent lets be clear but: some part of me thinks gojo would love musicals <33 its the would-be theatre kid in him. i love and cherish the legally blonde musical and i know he would too. he sings along obnoxiously loud which would be super funny if he was tone deaf but sadly he has a beautiful voice LMAOO

NOW as for shoko …… she loves horror movies. loves them loves them. i think she’d actually prefer really bad horror movies though. bc she thinks the over-the-top effects are so funny… either way im suffering bc im a scaredy cat LOL. but i feel like she’d like that too <33 (i would cry and she would comfort me by explaining how splattered brains ACTUALLY look and that would make me cry more)

AH ALSO … i have literally no idea where this came from and its not a movie but!! i think shoko would be unreasonably obsessed w the office. its her hyperfixation. we would binge it together all the time <33 my favorite is michael but she would compare him to gojo (objectively correct comparison) and i would no longer be able to see him the same way

and then for sugu…….. he’s so pretentious mickey. i just know he is. ONLY watches good movies. if u ask nicely he’ll watch a bad movie w u but will silently judge it + ur taste the whole time i hate him. (i dont.) idk i just feel like he has way too much to say abt fight club and the godfather PSBDJBF TELL ME U SEE THE VISION…. will lowkey mainsplain them to u but its sugu so i think its fine <33

but jokes aside i think sugu just has Good taste. beyond the mainstream toxic man movies (and even w those i think he has genuinely good and interesting takes he’s simply Perfect)… i feel like he has a wide selection of lesser known movies that are actually really really good and he shares them w u <3 and gatekeeps them from everyone else im thinking like old monochrome french movies w really interesting plots …. indie gems …. etc etc.

but as i said im not knowledgeable abt movies at ALL so i think id just have to trust his taste n watch them w him 😭😭 i cant decide if he’s the type to pause the movie every two minutes to explain something or give u side eye if u talk while its playing PDBDJDJ EITHER WAY… i love him.

OH BUT BUT BUT …. i think sugu would love mystery movies a lot!!! and they r my favorites ever ever ever. i love knives out & the 2009 sherlock holmes movies so i would force him to watch them w me. thankfully theyre super good so we’d both be happy :) yeah.

if u pay attention while reading u can tell the exact moment i started getting carried away i think PDBDJD THIS WAS SUCH A GOOD QUESTION MICKEY ….. so fun to think abt. if u have any more thoughts on what u and gojo would watch PLS tell me i am itching to know 🙏🙏🙏🙏

[scariusaquarius]

STOPPPPP WITH NOIR LEON IM LOSING MY MIND 💳💥💳💥💳💥💥💥💥 IMAGINE HIM COMING HOME FROM WORK ALL ANGRY AND YOURE LIKE “need some help baby?” and he just fucking devours you

Warning: spit play, degradation (wh*re), belting mention

The moment the front door slams shut, you know he's had an incredibly bad day. His shoulders are tense, eyebrows furrowed deeply as Leon immediately starts rolling up his shirt sleeves, tie already off and on the counter.

Leon's gelled hair was out of place, sticky strands swaying about in front of his face, and your expression was grim as you watched him reach for the bourbon he liked to drink.

"Baby?"

His foot begins tapping on the tiled floor, and you know there's only one way to make Leon calm down from anger so raw like this.

"What happened?"

"Those fucking idiots down in the station are fucking useless, the lot of them!"

His Southern Mississippi accent was easy to detect: Leon's voice only ever grabbed at the heritage when his soul was unsettled, but you liked the way it sounded coming from his lips despite his anger.

"I'd even wage that they're just there for fucking show! I'm a goddamn detective, and they're a bunch of youngins!"

Leon is seething as he stands at the counter, and you hum before asking, a mischievous little smile on your face as your hand trails up his spine.

"Wanna tell me about it?"

Leon's shoulders squared as your fingers danced at the back of his neck, and the man turned to you slowly, blue eyes dark, but not from anger.

"You know, I was just thinkin' about fixin' up some dinner. You don't have shit in the oven cookin', do you?"

Younwere confused, tilting your head slightly as you asked.

"No, why do you ask?"

Leon leaned down, grabbing your jaw roughly before kissing you so hard that you swore you saw stars, knees weak.

"Mm, bend over that goddamn table, and I'll show you exactly why I ask. Do it fast. Don't piss me off."

"Or what?"

Leon's brow creased in annoyance as he hissed, forcing your jaw open before spitting right in your mouth.

"Don't be fucking coy, whore. Know your fucking place and bend over the fucking table like I told you to. Don't make me grab this fucking belt."

He's shoving you to the table, forcing your head down, and your spine immediately tingled in delight as his palm splayed over almost the whole of the side of your face.

"Even you can't take a simple fucking direction. You're just another fucking stupid whore, aren't you?"

"But I'm your stupid whore."

His bulge is rubbing against your ass cheeks; he wasn't actually angry at you for being a brat, thankfully

"Mm, that's right. You belong to me and me only. Hands on the table, and stay fucking still. If you move, I'll grab the fucking paddle too."

[5hfanfiction]

"I Hope I'm Not Dissapointing You" (Camren)

[Lauren/Camila]

“I don’t get what the big deal is! It’s not like it’s some big surprise!” I’m frustrated, I’m frustrated that I came out here with my daughter to join my other daughter with the intention of making their birthday one to remember. A memory that they can look back on and enjoy. Instead I’m frustrated that they can’t seem to get their attitudes in check long enough to not be brats to my girlfriend.

“Lauren I know ok, I’m sorry it’s my fault-” “No! It’s not, you’re not the one that’s being an ass when you’re the only one who really should be!” “Laur, just try to calm down ok it’s the day before their birthday and …. I think they just wanted it to be us.” “What makes you say that? Did they say anything to you?” “Amelia told me she had a dream that the four of us were together. That she dreamt that we were together and happy.”

I can’t help but just think; why isn’t Camila pissed that Lucy is here? Why isn’t she an ass to her like our daughters have been all afternoon? I start to think why and then I just turn and ask her.

“Oh…” ask her “Hey, why are you so nice to Lucy?” “Huh? What do you mean?” She asks almost as if she seems genuinely confused I even asked. “Yeah…like I said, you of all people should be the one that’s pissed. I mean- we..you and I-” “Lauren” she giggles “I like her because..well because you like her, you trust her enough to bring her around our kids and your family and me. Why would I try to ruin a good thing for you? Just because it didn’t work out between us, doesn’t mean it can’t work out with anyone else.”

I look at Camila in front of me and the words she just uttered are the very reason why I fell in love with her. She’s compassionate, she’s kind, honest, doesn’t have a single bad bone in her body.

“And why didn’t it? Camz?” I see her a little taken back by the sudden nickname that I haven’t called her since we split, it just felt natural in this moment. “Why didn’t it work out between us?” She sighs “oh, Laur we were young and stupid. We fell too fast, we were bound to crash sooner or later. We argued over stupid shit-” “Every couple does. What was so different about us? And if memory serves me right, you left me-” “And you didn’t come after me.” “I…I- I didn’t know you wanted me to.”

———-

[Emma/Amelia]

“Mama’s pissed I can tell” I pace Amelia’s bedroom wondering what kind of punishment Mama is coming up with. “Relax” Lia says all nonchalant “It’s our birthday tomorrow, what’s the worst that could happen?” I stop dead in my tracks “Uh, we could get sent to boarding school in Timbuktu! We’ll never see Mommy again and then Mama will end up marrying Lucy and then our whole lives are ruined!!!” “Stoppppp! You’re overreacting. What we need to do is get Mama out of the room with Mommy and get her alone with Lucy.” Lia starts grinning. “Why would we do that? That’s the complete opposite of what we are trying to accomplish here, have you not been paying attention to anything!!!”

Suddenly our bedroom door opens startling us both

“Woahhh what’s with all the yelling twins?!?” “Aunt Dinah!!!!” We couldn’t be happier to see auntie Dinah, which means Auntie Mani and Ally are here too. We need all the help we can get if we’re gonna pull this off. “So what’s up short stuffs? I could hear you pacing and yelling all the way from the front door, and this place is huge so what’s up?” Dinah asks seriously Both Amelia and I look to each other then back at auntie Dinah “You love Mama right?” I ask “Yeah?” “You love Mommy, right?” Lia asks “Yes?” “How do you feel about Lucy?” I ask, this time a bit quietly She sternly looks at us both “What the hell are you two plotting?”

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“Honestly girls, in the grand scheme of things she’s not that bad. She’s actually really nice and kind and she takes great pictures” Ally says cheerfully trying to get everyone on board “Of course she takes great pictures, she’s a freaking model Ally!” Mani says “Whatever” Ally scuffs “Ok so wait, run through the plan again” Dinah asks the twins “What plan?” Lauren says as her and Camila make their way into the twins room startling all five girls who were huddled together in a circle in the middle of the room.

“Ohh nothing we were just asking where they wanted to go tomorrow-"Dinah starts "Right tomorrow for their-” Ally continues “Birthday! Yep their birthday the big uno y uno! Right!” Mani finishes

Both Lauren and Camila look at all the eyes starting back at them with confusion and almost wanting to say “What the fuck?” Obviously they can’t they’ve got two eleven year olds in the room who are very impressionable. Eventually Mani, Dinah, and Ally get the picture and make their way to exit the room to leave the mothers and daughters alone. But not before Camila subtly pulls Dinah aside and quickly whispers “we’re going to talk about whatever that was.” She points towards the room and then gives her a stern look meaning she’s serious before turning her attention back to Lauren and the twins.

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“Ok, here’s the deal” Lauren quickly jumps into it while clapping her hands together starling both the twins and Camila “No more being mean to Lucy, or anyone for that matter! We raised you girls to be kind hearted good girls, not what you’ve demonstrated this whole afternoon. I don’t like punishing you guys especially right before your birthday but I will because there are consequences for the actions you take.” “Mama we’re really sorry we just wanted it to be us four and then when Mommy said she was bringing her girlfriend and you were bringing Lucy-” “What?” Lauren cuts Emma off and turns to Camila “You’re dating someone?” Camila kinda sidesteps the question and continues on with the girls punishment “Still girls, you weren’t being nice and we taught you better than that. So the day after your birthday you’re on ‘house arrest’ so no going out with grandparents or aunties and no phone for either of you. Got it?” “Yes ma'am” both girls say in unison “Ok, go downstairs and see if grandma needs help with dinner. Lia stay so we can talk for a bit yeah.” Lauren says she looks to Camila who gives her a reassuring smile as she walks out with Emma attached at her hip.

“How’s everything babe? Despite what happened this afternoon?” “Mama, I’m sorry I just…I don’t know..I just. It surprised me seeing you with her again.” “Nugget, you and your sister mean the absolute world to me. I would do anything for you guys, I mean anything.” Lauren pauses for a bit “Hon, is there a reason you don’t like Lucy?” Amelia starts sniffling “She’s not Mommy” “Babe” Lauren wraps Amelia up in her arms “Babe, you don’t have to get upset…I know our family isn’t the ideal family dynamic but…I’m sorry I can’t give you what you want. I hope I’m not disappointing you.” “Mama we love you-” “Yeah babe I know and I-” “No Mama we love you.” “Amelia-” “WE love you.”

A/N : Lets get some more comments on here yeah? I’d really like to know what you guys think? Also on Wattpad @LernJergi_H4rmony . What’s A Soulmate (Camren)