#i'm not saying i'm conventionally attractive by a long shot like my family's made that clear but i really like the way i look
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someone trying 2 flirt with me out here: i actually love how unconventional your looks are. i mean you must gravitate towards more striking art because your features are so striking. i love how youâre too short and chubby to be a ballerina. you eat just anything huh. why arenât you trying to fuck me yet arenât i beautiful?
#i fucking hate people so much it's unreal.#i'm not saying i'm conventionally attractive by a long shot like my family's made that clear but i really like the way i look#like i've got the perfect face for a tormented artist. idk. it's gorgeous 2 me. i wouldn't want 2 look like anybody else.#but these fucking girls!!! i hate them so fucking much!!!!! like i'm not trying 2 fuck you!!! you are ugly in your soul!!!! you are ugly#and it comes out in your eyes + expressions + mannerisms!!! i don't like you!!!!#+ like UGH 'i don't date women only fuck them 'cause they're too smart 2 put up with my bullshit' FUCK YOU#i legit have 2 stop thinking about these people. whatever. terrible culture. terrible place. i'll be out in a year.
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pairings! sim jake x afab!reader (p.sh x reader if you squint)
synopsis! in which jake agrees to help you get closer to sunghoon despite having feelings for you.
warnings! none really, angst, fluff, jake and reader are best friends and slightly dumb, lots of RIOT (valo/league) mentions ??
word count! 5k+
a/n! this is something i wrote like a month back? i've been writing one-shots for myself for months tbh so i guess i'm releasing some of them into the wild, you could say
Jake has been in your life for as long as you could remember. You two have lived next door for ages and your parents were practically best friends. That meant spending unholy amounts of time with Jake even if you didnât want to, but Jake was a great person to hang around so you never really complained.Â
Today was no different. Your two families gathered to celebrate your younger sisterâs birthday. It wasnât anything special nor big as your parents disliked big parties and having to attend to far too many guests, so the party consisted of your family, Jakeâs, and your sisterâs friends that she invited herself. Your sister wasnât much younger than you, only three years, which meant that they were old enough to ogle Jake due to his conventionally attractive looks.Â
You wouldâve loved to stay in the main area of the house with the girls just to watch Jake suffer, but the puppy eyes he kept shooting you made you actually feel bad for him. So you two ended up going to your room. You ignored the loud whispers of your sisterâs friends as they asked her whether you and Jake were dating.
âThanks.â Jake let out a relieved breath when you closed the door to your room, and you laughed at him, examining the lost expression on his face.Â
âYou really can grow out of your nerd looks, even if the nerd stays, huh?â you teased the boy, giggling when he looked at you, his eyes wide and distressed by the excessive female attention.Â
If heâd been with his other friends, he wouldâve probably played it cool. But since it was only your two families and those girls, the attention was probably overwhelming. Especially when those girls were fifteen and you two were about to graduate high school.
âIs this your way of complimenting my looks?â Jake retorted, crossing the room to lie down on your bed. He closed his eyes, finally relaxing after being harassed by a group of pre-teens.
âDo you even need it?â you replied, joining Jake on the bed.
You lay down next to him, your arms slightly touching. Glancing at each other, the two of you broke out in a fit of giggles over the silliness of the situation.
Jake turned on the bed to stare at you once you both calmed down, and your brow rose in curiosity, wondering what was on his mind.
âHey, you have a date to the prom yet?â he asked, to which you shook your head in response.Â
âNo,â you said, pursing your lips, âbut I was thinking of asking Sunghoon⌠I donât know if heâll say yes if I ask⌠actually, do you know if he already has a date?â
Jakeâs smile faltered the slightest bit as he shook his head, but you only paid attention to what this meant rather than how Jake felt. âNot as far as Iâm aware. Pretty sure only Heeseung and Jay have dates.â
Your eyes widened. âWait, so you donât have a date either? Then, um, I can help you get one if you help me with Sunghoon!â you suggested energetically, shooting up from your bed as your mind began whirring with ideas for who you could pair Jake up with.Â
âRight. Yeah.â Jake sat up on the bed, nodding. You barely noticed the way Jake longingly stared at you as you began pacing in your room, thinking of a plan. The thing was, Jake had been asked by several people to the prom already, but he turned down all of them because he was trying to find the perfect moment to ask you. Except it seemed he just lost the opportunity overall.
âThereâs still more than a month left, which means we have a lot of time to find you a proper date. And I mean, look at you, there should be no issues,â you said thoughtfully, turning to Jake to examine him. He was beautiful from head to toe, his black hair styled to the side so his hair wouldnât fall into his eyes, big brown eyes and a large enchanting smile. You could probably easily get one of your girlfriends to go with him without much convincing if you asked them.
Jake continued to nod, running a hand through his hair. Licking his lips, he struggled to find the right words to tell you that he didnât want your help with finding a date, since he wanted you to be the date. But no words would come out even as you continued pacing back and forth between your collection of female superhero figures and your fantasy bookshelf.
âHow should I approach Sunghoon?â you asked rhetorically, but still looked to Jake for guidance, hoping that he would have some tips to offer regarding one of his best friends. But he only shrugged in response.
âJust talk to him,â he said unhelpfully to you. âHe knows you, you know him. Iâd say the best approach is to be direct with him.â
You let out a laugh. âHa, as if.â You shook your head. There wasnât a bit of confidence in you to actually approach Sunghoon directly and ask him to the prom. No, you needed a plan that would trick him into thinking that he was the one who wanted to go to prom with you.Â
Jake hummed, ignoring the way his chest constricted at the interest you showed for his best friend. He wanted to be the guy you wanted to ask you to the prom, but you didnât even seem to consider the possibility. Instead, you were already mentally browsing through the list of girls that you could potentially set up with Jake, and he hated it.
âCould you get Sunghoon to teach me to ice skate? A double date on an ice rink could be awesome,â you said, playing out a scene in your head that was heavily reminiscent of that one Teen Wolf scene in season one where Lydia completely showed off her ice skating skills.
âTeach you? Didnât you do figure skating for like a year and then quit when we were twelve?â Jake asked with a raised brow.
âSee, if I knew that continuing would mean meeting Sunghoon Iâd probably keep at it too,â you replied, shrugging. âI did a lot of things when I was twelve to be honest.â
Jake chuckled in agreement, glancing at a part of your wall that â surprisingly â wasnât covered in posters, and instead showcased several trophies and medals from your many short-lived hobbies when you were in primary and middle school. The awards ranged from sports like basketball, gymnastics, archery and dancing to singing, computer science, maths and that one physics competition Jake talked you into in eighth grade because it was in pairs.Â
âAnd you literally dropped everything,â Jake remarked, shaking his head.Â
âWell, itâs not my fault I caught a disease from you.â You pouted, looking at Jake. âYou shouldâve never let me discover the absolute thrill of playing League of Legends,â you said sarcastically, and Jake rolled his eyes at you. You had a love-hate relationship with the game, though these days you spent more time playing Valorant. It would be a waste if you didnât since you had to spend hours watching Twitch streamers to get the early beta key to the game.
âYou donât even play with me anymore,â Jake said sulkily.Â
âSucks to suck, doesnât it?â
Jake stuck out his tongue at you, and you giggled at how childish but cute it was. âAnyway, I doubt Sunghoonâs gonna fall for it if you pretend to not know how to ice skate.â
âFine, I wonât pretend then.â Shrugging, you plopped down on your bed, invading Jakeâs personal space. He didnât know whether to push you away or bring you closer, and it made his head spin.
âBut you still want to go to the ice rink?â
âYeah.â You grinned, thinking of ways to impress Sunghoon. Unlike Jake, he did not know of your past as a figure skater, which meant that he would not expect you to be able to keep up with him, at least when it comes to basics.
âI hate you,â Jake mumbled.
Why was he even going along with this?
Getting access to the ice rink was perhaps too easy. You knew the owners because of your figure skating days, and despite not actively ice skating anymore, you did like to stop by every now and then, usually with friends that were not Jake. The owners also knew Sunghoon, so when you mentioned his name, that was probably the deciding point for them. They let you stay after the ice rink officially closed, and told you the passcode for the day to get your friends in.
You passed the code over to Jake so heâd be the one opening the doors to the friend you invited along for Jake and Sunghoon.
For now, you were at the empty ring all by yourself. You chose to wear a pair of leggings and a warmer jacket only, staying on the ice in your skates to keep yourself warm, though you could feel the redness in your cheeks and nose, affected by the cold. You were mostly doing laps around the ring, switching between front and back skating, occasionally adding in a spin there and a jump here, your blood rushing through every limb as you stretched them all out while balancing yourself on the ice.
Unbeknownst to you, your friends entered the ice rink area, quietly watching you in awe for different reasons. Jake hadnât seen you skate in years and this was his first time seeing you on ice again. Your friend just didnât know how truly good you were when it came to your abilities, as you usually spent your time chasing each other on the ice whenever you came here. Sunghoon didnât even know you could figure skate.
âIs she just perfect at everything she does?â your friend asked rhetorically, glancing at Jake. None of them could find the strength in them to stop watching you and let you know that they were present.
âBasically,â Jake replied.
âHer form isnât perfect,â Sunghoon remarked, breaking the spell with his insight. âSheâs good and has talent, but she lacks a lot of proper training.â Neither Jake nor your friend could fight Sunghoon on that. He was the professional figure skater out of the four of you, after all.Â
âYou can help her then,â said your friend, bringing the support you invited her along for.Â
Sunghoon ignored your friend, walking over to the tribunes to put his skates on instead. Jake followed after him while your friend scoffed and crossed her arms across her chest. Out of the boys, sheâd always liked Jake the most, so it wasnât hard to convince her to come along.
âY/N, hey!â she called to get your attention. You abruptly halted in the middle of the ice rink, your eyes going towards your friend before spotting Jake and Sunghoon as well, though neither were paying attention to you as of now. âHow long have you been here?âÂ
You skated across the ring to reach your friend. âNot long,â you said. âWhatâs the time now?â
âLike, ten-thirty?â she replied with a shrug.
���Okay, then maybe Iâve been here for about half an hour.â
Your friend shook her head, staring at you in disbelief. âYou shouldâve told us to drag our asses here earlier!â she scolded you. âWhy did you never tell me you can figure skate?â
âI havenât told anybody, to be honest,â you replied. âOnly a very select number of people know. Like my family and Jake and his family. Some people from middle school⌠but nobody talks about it anyway. It wasnât anything to talk about much since I didnât go competitive.â
Your friend smacked her lips together in disapproval. âAll Iâm hearing is youâre wasting away your talents⌠and for what? So you can play a shooting game?â She deadpanned, judging you with narrowed eyes. You offered a nonchalant smile and shrugged.
âValorant is life,â you said. âIâm also trying to get out of plat in League. Itâs ass.â
âGirl.â Your friend rolled her eyes. âNo wonder you get along with Jakeâs friends so wellâŚâ
âIs that supposed to be an insult, âcause it sure sounds like one.â You stared at your friend with one raised brow, but she made no expression that would give away the true meaning behind her words. It was whatever you wanted it to be, or whatever you interpreted it as.
âAt least theyâre pretty,â she said. âBesides, itâs only been like ten minutes and Sunghoonâs already a dick.â
âReally? How so?â
âHe basically said you suck, and then ignored me,â said your friend, and you could sense she was exaggerating from the way she pretended to be hurt, and the pout on her lips.
âI do suck.â You grinned, glancing over at Jake and Sunghoon who were in a deep conversation about something while tying their skates. âBut whatever. Iâm bored. Hurry up and get on the ice.â
âYeah, yeah, yeah⌠jeez.â
Sunghoon approached you on the ice not long after your friend disappeared to change from her shoes, and you smiled brightly at the taller boy, examining his fit. It wasnât as casual as yours since he wore a black bomber jacket on top of a white T-shirt with black jeans, but it also wasnât not-not-casual.Â
âJake said you used to do figure skating?â Sunghoon tilted his head to the side, stopping right in front of you. He examined you as if he were standing in front of a complete stranger rather than somebody heâd known for years, and you challenged him by staring back at him.
âYep,â you hummed in response. âItâs been a while, though.â
âI could see that,â Sunghoon remarked, which reminded you of your friend saying that Sunghoon practically said you suck. Well, there it was. Except there was still some sort of awe in his voice as he watched you. He scratched the back of his neck awkwardly, pursing his lips. âSorry, that probably sounded mean.â
You shook your head, patting Sunhoonâs shoulder reassuringly. âItâs fine. Iâm not necessarily out of practice but Iâm also not in good shape so⌠your honesty is appreciated.â
âSince when do you figure skate anyway?â
âI was in middle school,â you replied. âLike, around the time I started getting bored of basketball, so I wanted to try something new.â
Sunghoon nodded, assuring you that he was listening.
âAfter about two months of practice, my trainer wanted me to go competitive, but I never did. Like, I liked it enough but I didnât really have the motivation, you know? So I lasted for about a year before dropping figure skating⌠it also didnât help that I started playing League.â You laughed, realising that you dropped a ton of your hobbies for the worst best game in the world.Â
Sunghoon cleared his throat, crossing his arms in thought. âThatâs weak.â He shook his head in disapprovement. âI played League and continued to figure skate.â
You rolled your eyes at him. âYeah, and then youâre hardstuck silverâŚââ
Sunghoon scoffed.
âI did gymnastics instead, though,â you explained yourself with a shrug. âThat one lasted longer and I even won a few competitions. Dancing after that. But the only thing that stayed is Riot.â You laughed at the sceptical look on Sunghoonâs face.
âYouâre such a weirdo.â
âAnd youâre a loser,â you shot back.Â
âThe medals and trophies in my house say differently,â Sunghoon claimed matter-of-factly, but you dismissed him with a wave of your hand.
âIâve never seen them, so they donât exist to me.â
âOh, so youâre an empiricist all of a sudden?âÂ
âAlways been one.â You crossed your arms across your chest, the corner of your mouth raised in a tiny smirk when you saw that Sunghoon was smiling too. Youâd never shared a one on one conversation with him before since you were usually surrounded by the rest of the friend group, but it was nice speaking to him like this.
âIâll show you when you come over one day,â he said, and your brow shot up.
âWow. Iâm so honoured to get the opportunity,â you replied, grinning. âIâve always wanted to meet Gaeul.â
âAs you should⌠sheâs much cuter than Layla.â Sunghoon glanced at Jake, who seemed to be in a conversation with your friend now. Neither of the two had stepped on the ice yet.
You narrowed your eyes at Sunghoon, shaking your head. âThatâs debatable. Iâm practically Laylaâs mum. Jake and I have shared custody.â
âDamn,â Sunghoon laughed, and so did you.
You made a sound that signalled you were cold, clasping your hands together to rub them and create some heat. Sunghoon looked at you but didnât say anything besides reaching into his pockets to hand you a pair of gloves. You accepted it with a smile and put them on, appreciating the heat they offered despite being too big for your hands.
âWanna race?â you asked because you truly needed something to make your blood rush again. Your cheeks burned with cold, and you were sure your entire face was flushed.
âSure. But you canât beat me,â Sunghoon said confidently.
âWeâll see about that.â You giggled, pushing Sunghoon back with all your strength before starting off your first lap around the rink.
Jake and your friend still sat at the gate, and he shook his head watching you and Sunghoon race. With your head start, you managed to keep a fair distance from Sunghoon, but he was catching up the longer you two skated around. He hated watching you laugh as Sunghoon chased after you, a frown forming on his lips, which your friend noticed easily.
She nudged Jakeâs shoulder with hers and gave him a knowing look. âI honestly thought youâd have asked her to the prom by now,â she said.
Shrugging, Jake shook his head. âIf I ask her whenever, sheâll just say yes out of pity. And sheâs set on going with Sunghoon anyway,â he said, staring at the ground, kicking the tough rubber material with the sharp end of his skates.
âYeah, but she just likes him,â said your friend. âShe loves you. Nobodyâs gonna pity you, Jake. Be for real right now. Do you even know why I agreed to come here?â
Jake merely blinked at your friend.
âI was thinking of helping you ask Y/N to prom,â she admitted, grinning. âWhich youâre not gonna do if youâre just gonna sit on your ass and watch her flirt with your best friend.â
Jake glanced at you, showing off by skating backwards. You jumped up and spun, making Sunghoon clap while he followed after you. He was the next one to show off by spinning in place. You gathered some speed on the ice and made an abrupt stop right in front of him, showering him with shaved ice.
âYA, Y/N!â Sunghoon shouted after you, and you skated away, giggles echoing through the rink.
âIâm actually not really good at ice skating,â Jake admitted, licking his lips in frustration.
âDonât you ever go ice skating with Y/N?â your friend asked because she was one of the friends that you occasionally went ice skating with. Jake shook his head.
âI just avoid it âcause Iâm bad at it.â
âYouâre such a pleb.â Your friend rolled her eyes. âCâmon, letâs get on the ice. Itâll be easier for you if you go willingly,â she warned him, a malicious glint in her eye. The hidden threat was well received, and Jake stood up instantly, your friend following after him.
âLook out!â you shouted out at the exact moment Jake entered the rink. You tried to stop, but you still managed to topple Jake over, the two of you falling roughly on the ice while Sunghoon and your friend watched.
She, being the friend that she was, burst out laughing, while you held yourself up above Jake. He lay on the ice on his back, splattered in defeat because the last thing he expected was to fall the moment he stepped on the ice. He stared up at you, cheeks flushed from the cold, hair falling into your eyes, and he wished he could tell you how much he cared about you in that moment, had it not been the most embarrassing situation you found yourself in.
âIâm so so so so so sorry,â you apologised profusely, getting up. Your knees hurt from the fall since you tried to not completely splat on top of Jake. He was lucky to still be breathing properly and not getting his breath kicked out of him from the fall.
âItâs fine,â he said, turning to his front with a groan so he could get up, too. âIâm totally fine,â he repeated as you helped him up, and you laughed at his lame attempt to play it cool. But then he squirmed his eyes, gripping his left hip.
âAre you sure youâre okay?â you asked, moving your hands to his hip, touching it lightly to know if his jacket managed to block some of the impact. Though you doubted it, wanting to just lift the jacket up and see if a bruise would form.
âYeah, itâs whatever,â he lied.
âIâm really sorry, Jake,â you apologised again, grabbing his hands with your gloved ones. He noticed that you had Sunghoonâs gloves on, obviously, and he wanted to get out of here, but that would mean disappointing you. That was the last thing he wanted.
You hugged him from the side and kissed his temple, and Jakeâs whole body heated up from the contact, his pain partially forgotten.
Sunghoon and your friend watched from the sidelines. He leaned over to your friend and whispered: âYou did that on purpose, didnât you?â
âWell, I didnât want Jake to hurt himself,â she said, but did not deny that she may have timed their entrance at around the same time as Sunghoon and you would be at the gate while doing your laps.
âSo Iâm not the only one who knows Jakeâs head over heels for her.â Sunghoon nodded toward you, and your friend gave Sunghoon a weird look.
âYou know?â
âYep,â Sunghoon said. âI thought Iâd help him confess by making him jealous, but heâs hopeless.â The boy shook his head.
âSurely, theyâll figure it out?â Your friendâs questioning tone made Sunghoon chuckle.
âJakeâs an idiot,â he stated, planting his hands on his hips.
âI noticed,â your friend agreed. âCan you actually ask Y/N to prom?â
âAre you sure thatâs a good idea?â Sunghoon scratched the back of his head. âI know Jake, and heâs more likely to give up if I do.â
âYou donât just give up years of affection.â Your friend shook her head, knowingly staring at you and Jake as you continuously tried to make him feel better. âNah, he needs to get his shit together, and I think this will work in the long run. Just trust me. Besides, we also need to get Y/N to realise that she likes Jake and not you â no offence.â
Sunghoon scoffed. âWhy wouldnât she actually like me?â
âBecause youâre a dickass,â your friend replied with a roll of her eyes.
âNo Iâm not.â
âYes, you are.â Your friend gave Sunghoon an unimpressed look. âYouâre not nicknamed the ice prince just because youâre a figure skater, dude. Everyone just thinks youâre unapproachable and mean as hell.â
âThatâs not true,â Sunghoon defended himself.
âThen donât act like a dick?â Your friend narrowed her eyes.
âHmph, thanks for the advice,â he said sarcastically.
âExactly.â
Sunghoon chose to ignore your friend, skating over to you and Jake instead. You giggled at something Jake said, covering your mouth. âI actually forgot you suck at skating,â you said.
Jake glared at you. âIâm not that bad,â he said.
âYouâre terrible,â you disagreed with him, noticing Sunghoon.
âSheâs not wrong, hyung. Youâre crouching too much and putting your weight backward instead of forward. If youâre going to fall, youâre supposed to fall on your front since your back⌠well, you know now.â
Grunting, Jake looked between you and Sunghoon, shaking his head. âIâm fine,â he said, attempting to skate away from you, but he slipped. Jake managed to balance himself and stay on his feet, but the damage was already done as you and Sunghoon looked at him knowingly.
âDonât push yourself too much if your hip still hurts,â you remarked.
âHeâs trying to look cool,â Sunghoon commented, shaking his head. âDumbass.â
âItâs cute.â You giggled.
Sunghoon hummed, not entirely agreeing with you. âBy the way, Y/N, Iâve been told you still donât have a date to prom?â
âVery much so.â You nodded, glancing at Sunghoon curiously.
âWanna go with me?â he asked, accelerating your weeks-long plan to get Sunghoon to ask you. Well, in your head, the scene was supposed to be much more romantic than him casually asking you, but you were satisfied regardless.
âReally?â You tilted your head to the side, genuinely surprised by the turn of events. âIâd love to.â You grinned.
âMâkay, awesome.â
That was suspiciously easyâŚ
Jake officially hated prom. He despised it. Abhorred it. Whatever other synonym there was to describe hate. That was how he felt about the stupid fucking prom that you went to with Sunghoon instead of him. Because now he sat at a table near the refreshments with a frown on his lips, staring at you and Sunghoon while you danced and talked and laughed together.Â
Jake had barely spoken to Sunghoon since he asked you to prom. Yes, it was out of pettiness, but he also didnât want to talk about you, which would certainly end up being a topic in their conversation. Like you and Jake, they were also best friends, but it was different. As different as friendships between two boys could be, but also as two people who had met each other in middle school, rather than knowing one another practically since birth.
And he couldnât talk about you with him either. He feared telling you about his feelings because he didnât want to face rejection, and he also feared bringing you up with Sunghoon because if Sunghoon said he liked you too, then Jake wasnât going to fight him over you. Not that you werenât worth the fight, rather than it being your decision in the end, so the fighting would mainly hurt the friendships in the end.Â
So he was stuck here. While everyone else was dancing and having fun. Jake was the only one without a date at the prom, and the only thing that felt wrong about it was you not being by his side.Â
Little did he know that you felt the exact same way. Especially when you found out that Jake ended up not asking anyone to prom. You thought it would work out with your friend at least, but Jake didnât ask her, and someone else did. And then Jake didnât seem to even want to ask anyone at all, and when you wanted to confront him about it, he turned dismissive.Â
You were having fun with Sunghoon. He was great. A bit quiet, but a very good listener â he was similar to Jake in that way. Which, after spending a bit more time with him, you noticed a lot. How both boys shared many similarities that you couldnât help but compare. Though Jake was undeniably more bubbly, while Sunghoon was a rather brooding type of guy.
So you missed Jake. A lot.Â
You missed spending all of your time with him. You missed talking to him until it was very late. You missed his laugh. And you absolutely regretted not asking him to prom. Because that was what you should have done. What should have been your first thought. Not Sunghoon, but Jake, your best friend.Â
These thoughts likely projected on your face because Sunghoon noticed. He eyed you with the softest smile on his lips and a knowing glint in his eye. He caught you glancing in Jakeâs direction more than once. It hurt his pride a little, since he was just a guy at the end of the day, but the other part of him was smug because, in a way, his plan was working.
But he also wanted to come up to Jake and scream at him to stop being such a coward. So he was just a bit conflicted because part of him wanted Jake to actually do something on his own â to finally act according to his feelings â while the other part of him wanted to serve it to him on a silver platter.
Why did Jake have to be such a loser (affectionately)?
âHey, is it okay if I just⌠go to Jake for a bit?â you asked Sunghoon, staring up at him. He wanted to laugh at the fact you were asking him permission, but he supposed it was the nice thing to do since he was your date.
âYeah, itâs fine.â Sunghoon nodded, stepping away from you. âI think Iâll step out for a bit. Itâs getting too loud in here.â He wasnât lying. The music and everyone around them were loud. It was overwhelming, and Sunghoon wanted to get away. This was his opportunity.
You smiled, grabbing Sunghoonâs hand to squeeze it in understanding. âOkay. Thank you.â He watched you fight through the crowd to approach Jake for a bit before making his way outside of the gymnasium.
âYou look like the biggest loser ever,â you said the moment you were within Jakeâs earshot. He looked up at you in surprise. The boy was dozing off on the spot, not paying attention to his surroundings anymore, rather lost in his own thoughts of self-pity.
âHey, Y/N, why are youââ
âSunghoon wanted to get out, and I thought you could use some company,â you explained with a grin, grabbing a chair. You sat down next to Jake, nudging his shoulder with yours. âI donât get it.â You shook your head. âWhy didnât you ask anyone to be your date? Itâs not like people would say no to you.â
Jake chuckled. âI didnât really wanna go with anyone,â Jake answered, shrugging. âI mean, I did, but I didnât.â
âWow. How very logical of you.â Playfully rolling your eyes, you nudged him again, which made him look at you with those big puppy eyes of his, a thin smile decorating his lips.
âI wanted to go with you,â he admitted quietly, averting his gaze to the dancing crowd.
âThen why didnât you ask me?â You looked at him solemnly, lips pursed. If Jake had wanted to go to prom with you this whole time, all he had to do was ask. You would always say yes. You had assumed Jake would want to have his own date, so you never even brought up the idea of going together.
âIt didnât seem like you wanted to go with me,â Jake murmured, staring at the ground.
âHow would you know if you didnât even ask me?â Your brow rose and you shook your head.Â
âSorry.â
âDonât be sorry, dumbass, ask me for a dance,â you spoke bossily, surprising even yourself. It dawned on you now that perhaps you wanted to go with Jake too.Â
Jakeâs eyes widened. His heart doing somersaults in his chest. But he smirked, attempting to hide his embarrassment. âDance with me?â he asked, standing up. Outstretching his hand toward you, he waited for you to accept it.
Grinning, you nodded.Â
As you spent the rest of your prom by Jakeâs side, Sunghoon never came back to find you, and you didnât mind it at all.
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