#i'm not great. i'm not fast. i'm not prolific. i never finish multi-chapter stuff. i'm just. kinda boring | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

gale-force-storm · 6 months ago

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Feel free to ignore this but I think I might take a couple days. Just been feeling really shit about my writing the last day or two. Like it's... fine. But that's all it is. Bland one-shots, lukewarm takes, and overwrought poetry. And then I look at what everyone else is doing and I'm just... yeah

Anyways. I'll likely still reblog a bit here and there, but I'll probably be pretty quiet the next couple days

#personal #i'll probably delete this later tbh but i figured i'd say something on the off-chance anyone noticed me going quiet #i just. idk. sometimes it feels like smut is the only thing i'm decent at #and then i see everyone else writing all these deep emotionally resonant pieces and multi-chapter epics and it's hard not to feel inadequat #and while i've always been a big 'create for the enjoyment of it! numbers aren't important!' person #i have also noticed my stuff suddenly getting like half the notes it used to and it is a little disheartening #idk. it's not like my stuff is bad it's just. mediocre. it isn't amazing. it's never gonna be anyone's favorite. and that's fine but also..#well. i guess that's one of the things about gale i relate to. if i can't be great at what i do then what's the point of even doing it?#no one wants to bother with someone else's mediocrity #i'm not great. i'm not fast. i'm not prolific. i never finish multi-chapter stuff. i'm just. kinda boring

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