#i'm not being brave about this At All i feel like s4 rory gilmore having her mom stay in her dorm
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#i feel like i'm dying both emotionally and physically so i called my mum for help#and she immediately said she'd gonna come up and help me as soon as she can#and i just. feel So Bad. because i can't think of a single other person i know whose mum would do that for them#but also i can't ask anyone but her for help right now because none of my safe people are safe atm#due to the awful way My Brain Works. i am experiencing delusions and the like.#going to Attempt to do some hygiene stuff before she comes in like 2 and a half hours#i'm not being brave about this At All i feel like s4 rory gilmore having her mom stay in her dorm#and i had to cancel plans today because of The Horrors and i feel so bad about it but i can hear monsters outside my room so i can't leave#i just feel. so hopeless. but i will get help soon and then it will be better.#times like these i just want to check into a hospital but i know that would make me a lot worse#we stay balling though. we stay asking for help (but only from people who are Obligated to help us)#ANYWAYS this has been another vent post from [name redacted] apologies for being a downer#but making these posts actually helps with my Memory Issues so we stay coping
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