#i'm not angry because i knew i was outgrowing the friendship.
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growth is knowing he sees me as the villain in his story even though i did all that he asked of me, and still allowed him to end it between us peacefully
#i've done a LOT of self reflection the past week#it still hurts like a motherfucker#and maybe i was a little bitter with how i was being treated#but i got tired of it being one sided#you can't not communicate and then get angry when 'everything is about me' because i was willing to let u know how i was feeling.#i was ready to move on. you were hung up over feelings that had already left the building#convinced yourself i was being untruthful when i gave you an explanation#the phone works both ways. it was a month before you decided to finally reach out#then two days later after i thought we had cleared it up#and was ready to try and mend the friendship#you dropped the bomb on me with no warning#i'm not a mind reader and im sorry that you thought i wasn't being truthful.#and i'm sorry that i'd hurt you in the past#but it's as you said. we both had to give it our all and i don't think you were willing.#i'm not angry because i knew i was outgrowing the friendship.#i'm angry that you never seemed to know me at all.#i defended you behind closed doors. i continued to call you my friend. despite the hurt and the upset. i'm sorry healing was taking#longer on my end
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