#i'm like trembling from the lack of food and the anxietyh
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shit is falling apart on the health end of my life ! i need to get an endoscopy because my acid is so persistent i can’t eat. i’m waking up starving and i can’t even eat
#tw food#tw disordered eating#it's not even an eating disorder thing it's like..#my throat and stomach are constantly burning kinda thing#i want some sort of relief or comfort but i'm not getting any of it and i feel like falling apart#i know something is wrong and i dont know what to do#i'm grieving it so bad becuz i just know something is damaged in there#i tried so hard to keep it good and safe and eat the foods i'm supposed to#and now it's just flaring up and not stopping#nexium barely helps and neither does tums#i can't do much of anything else my doctor said and she refered me to an endoscopy mf#i'm like trembling from the lack of food and the anxietyh#so much starvation makes me so cold and dizzy#i want my mom and i want my dad i want some kind of comfort#ughhg..#one day i'll end up just like my dad and it's scaring me#dwighty vent
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