#i'm just the scaredest i've ever been in my life
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dude i really didn't think i could get more depressed. this shit sucks lol
#like. whats the fucking point if it's not to make life more awesome for everyone.#i swear to god some people quite literally just want to watch the world burn#no hyperbole#i really wish i werent alive right now like#of course all this shit happens JUST as I start trying to pick myself up and try to do something about our#financial situation. get some amount of passive income in even if it is a stupidly little amount#it's money i didn't have before#but shit is getting BAD.#i wish i could stay on one of my projects for more than a week#i need to get out of this idiot country but i also think that it would be the worst mistake i make#like theres no guessing what stupid shit our pres is going to decide to do#what if i move somewhere just for him to decide to drop a nuke there?#what if i leave and i'm never allowed to see my family again because i'm not a citizen anymore?#what if i stay here though and the civil war breaks out and everyone i know and love gets killed around me#what if i get raped and dehumanized and put in some fucking camp#i don't know. some very very dark thoughts in my head right now#i know saying these thoughts out loud seems selfish but of course i wouldn't want any of this shit happening to other people either#i'm just the scaredest i've ever been in my life#the only thing really keeping me going is my new kitten#if anything happened to her i think i'd end it all lmao
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tagged by @binickmiller @anxieteandbiscuits and @eohwyyn to answer 15 questions (muah thanks my loves <333)
were you named after anyone? yeah my legal name is the same as an aunt of my dad's, though i've never met her nor does anyone ever call me that
when was the last time you cried? cried a little bit like a few days back watching a movie. i will genuinely cry at the drop of a hat watching anything at all <33
do you have kids? noooooo
do you use sarcasm a lot? definitely, mostly around people that i'm more comfortable with i’d say
what's the first thing you notice about people? mmmm depends on the person! i feel like ppl have different qualities that stand out
what's your eye color? green!
scary movies or happy endings? movies can be both i think though if i have to pick i'll say happy endings. i have been getting a little more into scary movies lately tho!
any special talents? mmmmmm i can ride a unicycle! i haven't done it in ages but i'm pretty sure i could still do it. i’m also not good enough at latte art to call it a talent yet but im slowly getting there!
where were you born? the netherlands!
what are your hobbies? reading, shows/movies, music & playing guitar, just hanging out also
have any pets? i have a dog! she's the scaredest dog in the world and loves to bark i love her more than life <333333
what sports do you play/have you played? i used to do gymnastics, horseback riding and theater (the latter two r not really sports i guess but they were 2 me ❤️❤️)
how tall are you? like 166 cm which is 5"4 i think?
favorite subject in school? philosophy! i don't miss anything abt high school except for my philosophy classes they were genuinely so fun to me! i also really liked english bc i was good at it and the teachers were always v nice to me 💘
dream job? i don't know something like dolphin trainer? it always seems loads of fun in the cute videos u see and to just hang out with dolphins or honestly any other animal seems fun to me. it's not something i would ever pursue tho. also private chef seems fun tho i'm not much of a cook. would love to have a cafe of my own. i don't really have a serious answer for this question bc i honestly don't know what i want to do with my life <333333
tagging: @ronanlynchbf @inkpotgod @llovely @euphcme if you want to💘💘💘
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