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fondfamilies · 1 month

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love final season(s?) therapised-reid talking about who he is or could be outside of his job - the farm with cows, the fungi talk about how he grows, going out to meet someone unrelated to his work :') GOOD he needed that

#from 'this job is all i was groomed for & can do' to 'i didn't cure schizophrenia before i turned 30 what am i doing with my life' to 'if-#-i didn't get into this job so early & stay in it this is what i might be doing but given how the job's changed me (like a mushroom in -#this soil) i'm here & like these aspects of my job (helping people)' he just needs to find balance & closure & understanding of himself #& he seems calmer because of it. even with All That Ptsd hahah #all that time in prison with only a few books & across the way conversations i wonder if he HAD to pause for the 1st time in his life #there was nothing he could immediately do to change the situation #i guess maybe he just turned over in his brain how to stay safe & get out & why he was there or maybe just re-read books he had in his head #i'm just spitballing here!!!! spi-tchu! <- that's me spitting into a bucket #my post #criminal minds #dr spencer reid #i;m sure the required teaching sabatticals helped too #to show him he could be/do something else #still

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