#i'm just gonna go finish this lecture like a normal person and then bury my face in a pillow for a bit | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

misha-moose-dean-burger-lover · 4 years ago

Text

i hate the fact that if i give my brain one (1) thing to worry about — it'll automatically fetch me all the pending (and the occasional, previously-assumed-resolved) issues so i can be further anxious, without any inconvenience or lack of material :/

#what started off as a lingering worry about a tumblr fren basically — disappearing?#is now making me hate my career choices if they can even be called a frigging choice #and on top of it all i'm furious at the amount of stuff i do for no reason when i could be doing things i actually should #such as right about now #okay no probably not #i am a hardcore ranter this usually makes me feel better but ykw i should not need to make myself feel better in the first place because #i should not not feel better in the middle of watching a lecture on phenols and ethers #i am so worried about land ._.#i hope hope hope he is fine #which he is of course going to be but i also hope he's not in trouble or smth #on top of this i saw one of my fave destiel blogs make an anti sam comment im gonna revolt #i honestly think i follow way too many blogs i don't know a lot about.#i mean i don't FEEL like going on an unfollow spree ever but when this shit shows up on my dash :////#aaaaaah #an anxious shey is a ranty shey #i'm just gonna go finish this lecture like a normal person and then bury my face in a pillow for a bit #i usually try to avoid saying this 😂 simply for morality purposes but g e e i hate my life sometimes #to delete

7 notes · View notes