#i'm just a masochist ig????

[prettyiwa]

one of my favorite things about writing is when you decide to change a minor detail, such as having three high schoolers talk about if they've read anything interesting lately, and you suddenly find yourself knee deep in research trying to figure out what mangas were being released and when that year and double checking to make sure that it's in the country you're writing in and

i'm a fucking liar i hate this part of writing but i'm committed goddammit

[alicornze7]

how much detail do u want?

Y E S

Gangle being a theater kid with the overly complicated non-practical costumes that she’d wear on set

[heckinwacky]

welcome back mists and necrotic wake 🥰

[daemondaes]

feelin a lil icky on my blog lately, feelin a little lost on my dash

[wyverwithy]

having an anonymous blog centered around archiving a specific website and the content it used to host is a lot of fun bc then people aren't aware of how disastrously incompetent i am when it comes to technology and that i've just been winging this shit for years LMAO

[melodic-haze]

OMG FUCKING AYAKA ABSOLUTELY SENSELESS WITH A STRAP GOT ME LIKE UGHMSGGHRKLSH LIKE IMAGINE EDGING HER MULTIPLE TIMES, SHE WAS BEING SUCH A GOOD GIRL, YET YOU DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT IT AND JUST BE CRUEL TO HER LIKE AGHDSFKKHSJGRHG AGHHHHHH (I am sane)

☆ — DEMO TRACK: sub!Ayaka x dom!afab!Reader

☆ — TYPE: NSFW

☆ — CONTENT WARNINGS: Reader has a strap, rough sex stuff, BDSM mention ig?

☆ — NOTES: Dude what if I combusted on the spot HELLOOOOOOO GOD I NEED HER (I'm not sane)

I need her to go mental PLEASE

I love the thought that Ayaka's canonically really REALLY pretty but at the same time I KNOW I'd hate it cuz of how she DEFINITELY gets hit on like a lot

She wouldn't be all that clueless of her beauty's reputation but like.......at the same time she kinda is, with the way that she kinda dismisses the attention as basically awe and reverence bc yk. She's in the Yashiro Commission

The attention just. Irks you One Too Many Times 🫶 and it doesn't help her case that she looks soooo utterly delicious, crying bc of you, so you do something about that!!!!!!

Ayaka doesn't know what she's done wrong.

She had sworn she's been behaving like a good girl for you, obeying your every command and being at your beck and call (minus when she's at work for her family's commission, you're not unreasonable), yet she was still faced with such a predicament.

Inazuma's cute little princess was clueless—was it something she said? Or maybe something she had done unconsciously to prompt you to essentially raise torturous hell on her?

She could try to rack her brains, and by archons she did try at first, and yet the only thing that she could even think of at the moment was the severe desperation for release.

The woman could see your borderline sadistic grin grow further as tears streamed down her face, cheeks almost as wet as her gushing pussy that has been mercilessly edged for.. who knows how long, by this point.

"'m sorry," she hiccuped, resisting the urge to buck her hips into your strap because despite everything, she was still your good girl, "I'm so-- mnf, sorryyy-- AH!"

You slapped her ass, pale skin already so red from the previous impacts it's had, before squeezing it roughly as you spoke, "Saying sorry and you don't even know what you're apologising for..."

"B-But I've done everything you asked of me, I--"

"Are you talking back?"

Her mouth clamps shut.

"I said--" and you grab a fistful of her hair to pull her up to your level, your hips moving as if punctuating every pause you make, "--are you.. talking.. back?"

She lets out those pathetic little whimpers of hers as she feels the tip of your faux cock bottom out inside of her in quick, deep thrusts, "I'm sss-- sorry I talked back please--"

"Please what?"

"I need to feel you move please I've been such a good g-- GIRL-- oohhhthankyouthankyou thankyou--"

You had relented to her wishes with an eyeroll, your hips practically slamming into hers as you pulled on her hair as a way to keep her upright. That along with the pain from having her hair pulled in the first place and all that pent-up lust from not being allowed that sweet release had easily helped escalate that impending high.

Ayaka knew that such a state of undress, such an expression on her face, was unbecoming of the graceful White Heron Princess but at this point? The only thing she was concerned about was being your princess, along with what she had been chasing this entire--

She doesn't register it immediately, but when she notices that you've deliberately slipped out of her cunt--

"Funny, how the Kamisato clan's very princess whines like a pathetic bitch."

Another climax absolutely ruined by you, yet she still doesn't know what she did wrong.

But she won't fight back, she won't ever fight back. She was your good girl, and good girls don't only do what they're told.

They take what they're given too, no matter what.

I don't even have much to say after writing that I'm ngl

Just that she's definitely a bit of a masochist lol

God she would just be SO FUN to toy with no matter how hard or soft you go just saying 😜😜😜😜 who knew such a reserved girl was a whore all along

There's a saying for this somewhere you all know what it is guys

Anyway enjoy 🫶

[sugar-petals]

I screamed when I saw Tim on your feed yes we love a pretty guitar man

finally a fellow Tim Henson enthusiast!! 🎉

guess we have a type (= overqualified youtube twink w/ a futuristic fashion sense aka the best young guitarist out there 🗣).

risky post incoming cuz he's HOT & i love hands

[for those who don't know who this pretty boy is: tim's yt | tim's ig | tim's twt | about his band polyphia]

i agree he's gorgeous: jealousy magnet, mr henson has it all!!

- the delicious ink 😍 (neck tattoo: the sign of a masochist)

- 0% gravity hair (those fluffy waves! looking so soft tim, geez 🤒)

- the sexy 8 string guitar, cause he can, how does he do that??

- the alt beauty (tim radiates haughty expensive power bottom who talks back to get punished ngl, he's prog rock's #1 it boy)

-the sweater game, all day, every day (unmatched)

-the best technique. ice cold (easily most proficient hands in the music biz as of lately 😏 people either 1. hate him to the death or 2. need him carnally for this lmao, love me a polarizing guitar prodigy)

-A WHOLE FEMBOY BODY (even his ass is huge as of recently!! and the waist keeps getting smaller helpp)

I'm going feral over his body linee don't @ me!! how smokin' could anyone be??

-the actual live skills, not just yt editing (needless to say! any straight or bi man should be able to move his fingers like that hhh there I said it 😂 tim keeps the standards as high as he is lmao)

-the studio (oh the things that should be happening on that chair! ...anyways: it's so modern but not boring, i like it)

-the stylish guitars with the floral fretboards (guitar fuckers assemble!!! finally nylon strings are back thanks to him 💕)

-even more gorge guitars YES model it for us legend!!

-plus he's got an all-round good taste in everything. quality is key! composition and character is always a matter of taste. but timmy never dropped a bad video, bad promo, bad album covers, bad vlogs, bad cinematography, bad advert, bad ig post, bad anything. he's always the sassiest gnc slayer short king golden boy in the room doing the most 👑

...and seriously tho tim being texan youth i respect him defying the status quo!! that's real rock'n'roll☝️ he dressed for women and tops on the internet just to serve and confound some boomers along the way! prince would be proud 😎

homophobes leaving him anti-androgynous/misogynist/bodyshaming comments just can't cope with the sexiness, which he never compromised🤘 i truly pronounce tim bi ppls' favorite. since apparently nobody except the guitar community wants him we now own this man 🔥

-BONUS: last but not least look at this silver ibanez. look at it! tim is a design and aesthetics icon i rest my case... that many people still don't know about him is beyond me. he deserves all the clout!

i mean even personally... he's the kinda guy where you don't know if you came for the looks/fit or the skills and you stay for both! his playing style never disappoints. i always look forward to him dropping new material. tell me what your fave tim piece to listen to is ❤️

[envy-of-the-apple]

“just how inexperienced he is. He's so sensitive and he's louder than you as he whines and pants into your neck”

OMG pls tell me you’ll consider writing virgin gojo in the future 🙏🙏🙏🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️that’s sounds too good to ignore, imagine him being kinda confused (since it’s his first time) and he’s just surprised why the reader fighting back “you get to experience this awesome feeling yet you’re fighting back? Why I mean I’ve been missing out on SO MUCH all these years, Wdym you don’t want it? It’s amazing!” Or he’s clueless on what to do: like anon said he’d be super sloppy, he wants to try out every position, tires to make her 💦, doesn’t know where to focus her face, her body, their bodies connecting??? Please be open to writing virgin gojo 🙏the concept sounds amazing (don’t write it tho if you don’t want to, this is just me adoring the concept)

In 'Monsoon', it's highly implied that Gojos is a virgin!

like everything that he tries, he'd be frustratingly good at it, but it'd be so much cuz the guy has no clue what he's doing. In the end both of you are overstimulated but he isn't stopping cuz mini Gojo is starting to perk up again and hey ig we can go for round 11:)

And i feel like masochistic gojo works so so well in the soulmate au cuz in some ways his soulmate is on an equal playing field with him. So he doesn't have to really 'pretend' to be subdued. Whenever his soulmate hurts him, it's genuinely thrilling. @whore-for-hawks made a point that he could just heal himself, but he happily chooses to wear them and i go back and think about that all the time omgggg-

Virgin+masochistic gojo is such an amazing concept but considering I'm not a big fan in general for masochism/sadism all that much its not gonna be anything too horrifying. Like i definitely bet gojo would very much be into his soulmate breaking his bones buuuut i don't think I'm gonna go any further than slapping/scratching/biting etc etc

[katzske]

EARTHSPARK SPOILERS ABOVE AND BELOW!

For a kids show, I'm glad that they're able to touch upon serious topics like the effect war has on individuals and, in this case, species. I think TFA is the only notable TF show that wiggled its finger and made clear yo these are fucking aliens. But even there it felt one sided, as in, robots finding organics gross.

In TFE, you get so many perspectives on the Cybertron- human relationship and I love is so much. You have people who embrace it and accept each others differences. You have those who have internalized xenophobia but don't notice. People who don't care and just wanna be themselves and live in peace. And those who outright HATE the other species.

Visuals: the first half had its animation mainly focused on action. and while there is still action here, the conclusion of the season offers a lot of cinematic shots which tbh kinda took out of the immersion but are awesome screenshot material. it gets really dark as well, and there is a shot with Bee that stood out to me, where he's hanging from a ceiling, and his expression is full of fear. It was grand.

Audio: You still have the same synth wave music (which I like) but you also get some amazing sound designs for animal based alt modes, like Grimlock and Tarantulas. Nightshade unfortunately has this repetitive sound playing whenever they fly, (hawk screech) since they don't have a motor IG??

Characters: The viewer will be introduced to Hashtag, Jawbreaker and Nightshade. They have distinct abilities and personalities. (By now, I can already tell that my favorite Terrans are Nightshade, Jawbreaker and Twitch lol). They're interesting characters and their dedicated episodes were quite entertaining.

The most notable new characters who actually have their dedicated episodes and voice lines are Shockwave and Tara. Shockwave, as you can see from my memes, is a raging classist and racist. He's pure evil. But I really enjoy him because he's so smug. Imagine TFA Shock's smugness but in higher dosage. I fucking love it. HIS VOICE HAS SO MUCH RANGE. reminds me of an evil DJ subatomic supernova. His eye also reminds me of shin godzilla's... an unrelenting blank stare, unnaturally wide. Tarantulas on the other hand takes a much different spin than his BW counterpart. I think he joined the cons and stuck with them is because he wanted equality for all (during a short convo between Megs and Shock it's implied that it was their original goal). He's sick of the war and just wants to survive. He wants to be himself. He does these typical cinema spider noises like hisses, or gargles in his alt mode BUT OH BOY in his robot mode he's one fine fella. And his voice. chef kiss. i think it's British, but can't pinpoint what region.

Plot: Earthspark is gonna build upon the concept which TFP poorly introduced: A villan human faction. TFE is building upon and further fleshing out what they tried to do with M.E.C.H. The execution so far looks very promising.

They have taken their time to introduce G.H.O.S.T for a whole season, and put a bit of effort into showing that the organization is made out of individuals who have different motivations.

Their official motivation is understandable. The "good guys" wanna protect civilians from threats, like bots who break shit. But ofc there are some nasty people in the ranks who are lowkey masochists lol

Also, since Cybertronians are known to the public, it deepens the complexity of the conflict. Xenophobia against Cybertronians ranges from this cooperation to just regular people, who are mad that their planet was turned into a battle ground.

[vaspider]

Hey I saw on a reblog you made on a post, you said you had two wives! Bro I almost cried, I'm 20 (almost 21) and I've just flunked out of school, I'm getting my first full time job and I'm getting an apartment with my boyfriend and my other boyfriend had to stay home with his overbearing father. But he was going to join us in the apartment.

I didn't look at much else about your blog, so I don't know much else. My boyfriends aren't dating each other, but idk how I got so lucky for them to be instant best friends. I'm on the cusp of telling my parents, I don't think it'll be a huge deal, a sigh of overwhelming concern for my sake from my mother, and just plain confusion but "I'll accept and support you because that's what a good liberal father like myself is supposed to do" on my dad's end.

I was just excited to see other polyam people who might have a similar set up as me. Funny enough, the only issue between the three of us is that when it comes to eventually getting married, they both want to be my legal spouse. I live in the United States, so that's simply not possible. One of my boyfriends is a gay transman, and the other a straight cisman. I'm collecting every bi label possible (bisexual, biromantic, bigender, bicyclist) but I mostly identify as a woman and it's a strong part of my personhood. I look like a girl, I act like a girl, I was born a girl, etc. I've only been with both of them a handful of months now. They both really want to raise children and do a good job doing it, they both wanna live in the same part of the state I grew up in, I met them both on their way to well-paying job fields and they're both determined to take care of me like their Italian father's taught them a man should do. I came from a mother of a strong women lineage with a father who resented every ounce of his Italian upbringing. All three of us have mental health concerns and issues, trans gay bf has a list of mental illnesses and practically confirmed nurodivergencies. I'm very likely ADHD. The straight bf is a thick boned adrenaline junkie who doesn't understand what pain is (aka a masochist. the other doesn't understand what cold is 🙄😖. So maybe it's a good thing they both chose a little know-it-all who constantly nags them to make sure they're taking care of themselves, and somehow they don't really mind it.) is probably ADHD too, and struggles with depression.

My apologies for the absolute vent. Respond or don't respond however you will. Ig this is my first time interacting with a polyam person who might have a vaguely similar situation. I suppose I was just looking to connect with others. Thank you for your time to even read all for this lol.

Kynthia (idk let's just go with that online name lol)

Well, we are a triad - an equilateral triangle - and not a V, but I'm glad us existing made you happy. :)

[mitsubinyuri]

I actually have a 2nd FE3H OC (Amery) but I don't know if I'll ever share as much about him as I share about Isaque. Because unlike Isaque who is just some nerd with a mildly complicated family life, Amery is your typical Three Houses brand traumababy and like I feel like I'm writing him well enough in practice but when it comes to explaining him he's always gonna come off a bit overly edgy.

I'll explain a little bit though ig 😭 he like... writes emo poetry as a coping mechanism for experiencing Bad Events(tm) but then after a while he started seeking out Bad Events to experience so that he'd have shit to write emo poetry about. He's not like a masochist or anything he's more like uh. That guy who goes around eating all the spicy peppers so that he can rank them. Only with PAIN AND SUFFERING. not clickbait !!!!

See like no matter how I try to explain him he comes across really overly edgy but I promise he's cool. Trust me guys his character has interesting Crest Commentary (tm) and he also has more traits than being some weird pseudo-masochist I'm just too lazy to explain them rn.

Atp I'm just kinda embracing how overly edgy his character sounds cus there is no possible way to explain it (other than through like, actually writing a narrative with him in it) that won't make him sound that way no matter how hard I try

[minevn]

(sorry for mistakes) I know I'm not most people, but I'm incredibly interested in Kei and Yani relationship (for at least a month now)! I have thoughts that either Kei created Yani, or Kei resurrected/saved a life Yani (considering how Yani parents treated them, I wouldn't be surprised if Yani was actually dying at some point). And your words that Kei previously performed medical interventions suggest that these interventions were performed on Yani. (there were also thoughts about the fact that Kei is Yani older brother, but Yani (judging by the sheet “Understand my ship in 5 minutes” Yani is older) (just stupid thoughts out loud)

A lot has actually changed since I made those "Understand my ship in 5 minutes" And they need to be updated, which I do plan of doing when I eventually finish all the refs! For now though, I will say that Kei and Yani are actually the same age! And these aren't stupid thoughts, I LOVE and ADORE theories and love seeing all your questions about the game so thank you for sharing your questions and thoughts!! <333

MAJOR SPOILERS BENEATH(like seriously I basically explain everything about Kei and Yani do not read if you want to figure everything out in the game)

You did get it right! Kei created Yani, Kei created the entirety of "Mine" actually! See Kei is in love with YOU, the player, not the MC, and made "Mine in order to get your attention and communicate with you! I don't have plans to go into how he knows you in the game cause I think it'd be more interesting to see what others come up with(For example maybe he was just an oc you saw online, or maybe Kei's a virus which is personally what I headcanon him as, but once again I'd be really interested in seeing what others come up with for Kei :3) but he's real, he exists and he made "Mine" to get your attention. Kei created Yani based off of Kei's obsession with you, Yani is Kei's obsession with you personalized and therefore Kei and Yani can do anything they want in this world. This does leave a few questions like "Why did Kei make other love interests then?" or "Why doesn't Yani destroy Kei?" for the first question, Kei loves the feeling of his obsession, he loves his extreme love for you and he wants it to grow and grow, he's a bit of a masochist ig LOL. Watching you get with these nobodies that he created, it drives him up a wall. Another reason to it though is to see what kind of person you like so Kei can base himself off of that(Though he has a bit of a hard time copying Hoshi and Habiki since they're so rude to you and you don't deserve that, rather their more so to prove that Kei is better than them and to make you fall in love with him more) Secondly, Yani can't destroy it's creator or the game itself will be destroyed. Truthfully, no matter what route Yani goes for they're bound for misery. They can't get with you or Kei will erase them, you can't get with Kei or Kei will erase them, and Yani can't kill Kei otherwise they both die. So Kei and Yani are the only ones aware they're in a game and they're the only ones that like YOU, the player(Although if the others knew they were in a game they would like you, the player, as well and rather see the blank slate MC as a way to get closer to you and talk to you) Somewhere along the way I realized that Kei and Yani have a lot in common and decided to make them one, they did both start out as their own people though. It's been mentioned that Yani has an older brother before who was good at everything and looked down upon Yani, well that older brother is a manifestation of who Kei used to be before he met you, perfect and studious doing no wrong and being loved by his parents. Yani was ruthlessly abused by their parents, and although I haven't mentioned it yet to avoid spoilers, Kei went through a lot of what Yani did, forced to sleep outside(so Kei could be away from his computer and therefore you), starved and beaten(To try and knock some sense into Kei. Kei's life was on the line so they thought that maybe if he realized that Kei would come to hate you for putting his life at risk) I've even changed Kei's eye color in his new design to be Yani's eye color! That's what the blocked out spoiler is LOL

I've really been pushing their similarities for a bit, even if a bit subtly, I've been trying to make them say "Y/N" in recent posts while everyone else says "MC" and everyone else birthday ends in "th" while Kei's ends in "st" and Yani's in "nd" similar in the sense that they're separated from everyone else but different enough to not just be the same person. And the binary in Yani's section for the birthday post being creation date since that's when Kei made Yani.

At first Kei was just interested that he could see you and hear you from your computer, but he also couldn't go anywhere. So he just watched and listened to you and fell in love slowly, you were the first thing, the first person that Kei had ever had any kind of contact with and he fell in love with you HARD. He wants you so badly but he can't leave the computer so he created a "physical" him and made a story and game that suits your tastes, something that would catch your attention and draw you in hence how "Mine" was created by Kei!

[herecirmsims]

Top 23 gameplay moments/fav screenshots

Thank you for the tag, @julesbbsea17 ! I have a bad habit of not saving my gameplay screenies - I put them into annotated slides to share on my spam IG account - but I do have some that I remembered to keep! And the rest are post-Horse Ranch release, as I haven't cleaned my screenshots folder in a while. 😆

I'm hoping Tumblr will do the automatic "see more" cut here, but let me know if this is hogging your feed...

Fen building the treehouse in their Tartosa home. He just looked handsome. 🥹

2. Playing with @dustyratt 's costumes!

3. Sax on the swing one evening. This was my wallpaper for the longest time.

4. Fen and Sax goofing around in the kitchen. With Growing Together, they got the Jokester family trait which surprised me honestly, but I'm here for it!

5. Oh yeah, this was when I first put a beard on Fen and decided I liked beards after all. 🫠 This was also when he went through a phase of only cooking garlic noodles, which always resulted in Sax getting flirty and instigating WW shenanigans, which is... Sax is a vampire? Garlic?? Maybe HE'S the masochist.

6. Fen trying to use the toilet, joined by 2 out of 4 cats and the Roomba. Random thing to take a photo of but the realism cracked me up. 🤣

7. Oh, a two-for-one... after I bought Get To Work and played the doctor career with Fen. It made him angry because he has the Outdoors trait, and every day he'd go and glare at the unicorn in the gift shop and then feel better again. 🤣

8. This Disney moment with one of their mules and a wild bird!!

9. Cari, Sax and Fen's kid, who inexplicably aged up blue.

10. Eleanor came to visit and set herself on fire... Fen was weirdly gleeful about it?!

11. I ADORE the toddler-adult hug. 🥹🥹

12. Winter in Chestnut Ridge.

13. More mules in winter.

14. The adorable blue baby.

15. Bunny 🥹

16. Fen excited because a cat wanted to be friends with him (I can relate)

17. Sax getting WAY too engrossed in Cluedo (a Simblreen gift from @surely-sims).

18. Taking a ride under the Northern Lights 😍

19. Whatever the hell was going on here

20. Sax accidentally breathing fire over his own child

21. And this expression

22. Fen having a Disney prince moment, as he deserves.

23. When Fen caught Sax feeding on someone, and was horrified to discover that he'd married a vampire.

I don't know who else I know on here who does no storyline gameplay! Hmm I guess it does say favourite screenshots, so I'm gonna tag @kevinandthesims , @izayoichan , and @themagicbluefox.

[finniestoncrane]

[dale gribble king of the hill voice:] you don’t know me but I know youuu

⭐️

I’ve never been so comfortable (or ig comfy at all) confessing my (kink) atrocities and sins and I’ve never felt so forgiven for all of them. Call that. Call that…Dashboard…dashboard confessional anyway

Additionally, I think myself an impossible demographic to please in terms of fics and smut fics. As a… [reviews psychiatric profile; looks at it like I’m high; clicks tongue like a dad looking at an unsalvageable car engine]…uh…heterosexual female….domme*********…aheem…I may be a little difficult to. Please.

*Masochist; into being degraded; pleasure dom; service dom; stone-ish dom but dollar store edition bc the lesbianism wasn’t included; too masc to fem but with stints of nothing but fem; sadism not included; impact play not included; generally into being stepped on and muzzled and almost doesn’t actually want the sex and [the rest is indiscernible due to the ink being hurriedly smudged but not erased with what seems to be holy water]

But alas! I like your fics and I don’t just like them, I can relate to them! A lot of em. Which. Which as expressed before, I’m certain Is. Is An Achievement. You can have that if you want it. The trophy is made out of paper bc of budget issues, bc it’s literally just me here in the Domme [sixteen footnotes] Facility™️, but we (I) put your name on it, there’s like..glitter glue—

And the fics I don’t “relate” to, I still enjoy <3333 you’re talented, I like your style, I like your guys, I like your sonas, you’re the sweetest, I wish you the best, okay I gotta GO I’ve been here too long, ily Finnie-

ANON dashboard confessional lmaooooooo

there are no sins over here in the land of two or more consenting adults getting it on u-u i am so touched though that you like my stuff ;-; and if i can ever write you something with a specific thing then my requests are always open ;-;

I LOVE GLITTER GLUE :3c

but thank you!! ily!! and i'm glad you like my boys and my sonas and my style, i don't even think of myself as having a style!! but my gosh you are a sweetie and i hope you have the nicest day!! 💚💚💚

[dailydoseofsluttythoughts]

The Masochism Tango

♡

"Cut me… please.." He begged, moving my hand to press the switch blade against his collarbone. His body shifts slightly from his kneeling position, his legs were most likely numb right now, but then again, he'd probably enjoy that.

"And may I ask why?" I antagonized him, teasing him was fun like no other.

"I want your name to be permanently scarred over my heart" His begging became more desperate with every word.

I took a drag of my cigarette, inhaling the toxins, and somehow putting myself at more ease with this situation.

"As you wish, Mon Amour '' I gave in to him almost too quickly. He let out a choked sob of relief, and tilted his neck to the right, giving me more space to leave my mark.

I took control of the knife once more and dug it into his flesh light enough so not to hurt him badly, but hard enough to leave a scar.

The farther I got into carving my name, the more pretty he looked, the blood from his wounds seeping out and leaving red hot trials of ichor to stain his abdomen.

Placing the knife down on the bed beside me, I moved my forgotten cigarette to my right hand and steadily burned a heart at the end of my name.

(Y/n)♡

He looked beautiful.

His head fell backwards with masochistic pleasure and his, now closed, eyes leaked silent tears. His teeth captured his bottom lip, drawing it into his mouth.

His head moved back to the front, only to look up at me through his wet eyelashes.

"Cara mia, bite me.. Please - I need to know that I'm going to be yours until the day I die" his begging was more persistent now, but he needn't even ask, turning him was always a part of the plan.

Tossed my burnt out cigarette on the finished wooden floor somewhere, and motioned him closer with the sloth curl from my pointer and middle finger.

He sat up onto his knees, from his posture of sitting back on his feet. Shuffling closer to my spread legs he placed both of his hands on either of my knee-caps.

Grasping his chin with my right hand I lifted his head up to mine, letting go after, knowing he would keep his head still for me. I grazed my lips against his and trailed feather-like kisses down his neck on his right side.

Once I reached the spot slightly above his artery, my lips pulled back and my canines extended. My right hand came to support the other side of his neck.

"Are you ready, Mon cher?" I questioned.

He nodded quickly and I felt his hand grip my knees harder, in preparation.

Opening my mouth wider, and letting it hang open a few seconds longer than needed, just to make him squirm as he felt the heat of my breath on his warm skin; before biting down on his supple flesh, feeling his whole body shudder.

That taste of iron flooded my mouth for a few seconds, as I heard his breath hitch. Once he relaxed the taste in my mouth got much sweeter. Almost too saccharine for my liking.

Before I knew it I was pulling away from his neck slightly and licking the excess blood from spilling down.

As I pulled further back I was finally able to see the dreamy look in his eyes. He was breathing heavily and was blinking slowly, but at least he was still conscious.

"Are you alright, love?" I asked, and I could tell my voice brought him back from whatever trance he was in.

He nodded once again and nuzzled his face into my left thigh. His obedientes gave time for the state of affairs to settle in. He was in pain, but he would be safe once I cleaned him up: but most of all he was now mine. Forever.

He belongs to me,

And I finally broke him.

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Uhmmm, idk why I wrote this or y I'm putting my thoughts at the bottom. But ig I just rly wanted to write about a masochist lover getting turned into a vampire willingly by his vampire lover.

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(maggotnizer) Donovan x male human reader

Donovan brought the hammer to my leg again. I would have screamed in pain, but there's one tiny problem. I cannot feel any type of pain. The white/tan and black furred well built strong black utonagan husky mix had been doing this for 2 days so far, trying to make me fess up about a casino owner that was a childhood friend of mine.

I don't really know what he's up to these days, and frankly I don't care. I have no doubt that Donovan is a sadomasochistic, apathetic being, with no regards for his actions. I knew his name from the other mercenaries here, specifically the deer doctor they have patch me up everytime Donovan is done with me.

"This is so goddamn pointless Donovan, and you fucking know it. I can't feel it."

"That so? Why don't you just answer my damn question and we could be done...you aren't leaving us anytime soon."

I stare at his shirtless furry strong well built blood covered body....he seemed done. For now.

"Dr. Hagen! Got a returning patient for you!"

Dr. Hagen entered the blood covered room....

"What did you do now Donovan...."

"Patch this shitter up....I'm going shower....."

And with that, Donovan left...and Hagen carried me to his doctors office that was dirtier than the torture chamber.

"Lets get you patched up kid...tell me what happened this time."

"You know...the usual Donovan....but he still doesn't know I cant feel pain.

"Interesting....that can dangerous...for you aswell..."

"I know."

I told him the story about how me and Dominic were childhood friends...and nothing more....I was visiting him the other day...and one of the mercenaries...bagged me...and took me here. To this so called abandoned building.

Hagen said he'd talk to their Edgar (their leader) about letting me go...I'd stay in his extra bedroom for now, recovering. I lay there for a bit in only my boxer briefs...then something....strange had to happen. of course I can't get peace here, feeling weak as shit from Hagen's meds.

A cold bayonet was pressed against my throat. I knew who it was immediately as I saw the blood stained green tactical pants and black utility belt on the floor......I felt that utonagan husky mix fur...Donovan...in my bed....in only his boxer briefs...what...fucking...fun.

"Not one noise. You'll get your chance to talk. Nod if you understand."

I nodded alright.

"You weren't lying about that pain shit huh?"

I nodded. I wasn't.

"Let's say that story you told Hagen is true, but something kept calling me towards you....so I kept inflicting pain...but it's something different."

Don put his knife down...and actually started to snuggle me...and neck me up with his bloody furry muzzle.

"D-Donovan?"

"Hm?"

"Can I stay here with you?"

"Wasn't planning on letting you go."

"Good."

"Sorry for that torture...I had to try and get you out my head....didn't work so damn good."

"You snuggle good for a big, scary, sadomasochistic utonagan husky mix buddy....''

"Yeah sure...my little masochist..."

"Someones a softie under that tough guy exterior of yours..."

"Sure....someones fucking clingy...."

"Okay pookie..."

"Shut up and sleep. I love you."

"Love you too pookie."

"One more world I'm cutting your tongue off."

"Ugh...meanie."

"That's more like it."

"I love you too dumbass...

We kissed for a while....I ended sleeping on a sadomasochist's furry chiseled chest that night....wasn't....bad....it actually...felt good.

don'scannon stats from maggot's toyhouse.

homosexual

age 37

white/tan and black furred utonagan husky mix

sadomasochistic, apathetic, odaxelagnia, cannibal?

loves his shotguns

cannon theme - the hollow - a perfect circle

my dumbass non cannon theme...

my chemical romance - I'm not okay (I promise.)

maggots ty link above thanks for reading ig!