#i'm gonna watch the video i took and try and learn the new beat heheh

[awlumii]

i'm trying to write a xiao fic but my inspiration fairies left right after hitting me upside the head with an idea ;-;

how about you?? how have you been??

mmh, i understand that completely.. usually, i try to redo the things that inspired the idea — kinda like retracing my steps! i know that's not a foolproof methd, but regardless, i hope the inspiration fairies pay you another visit and stay for a while! :D

as for me, i'm feeling pretty good! i'm a little bitter bc i can see just how much has changed over the years — kids these days are just so... eugh. i take solace in the fact that my siblings are normal. but other than that, i reconnected with the family i started a drumline with, and made plans to come back and play again! i love drumming so much; it was hard to just watch this time since i could be doing it with them, but it's whatever — they're willing to welcome me back at any time and i'm super grateful for it 🥰

i hope you've eaten at least two meals and had lots of water today! ♡♡