#i'm gonna make one for my mutals as a follow forever

[lokisivy]

HATING LOVE - Klaus Mikaelson part 5

part 5

DISCLAIMER This isn't lined up with the tvd verse plot just read it as a story

Your pov

It's been 2 weeks since I've seen Klaus.

I decided not to let him confuse me. I'm going to start uni in spring. I don't need him to distract me. What happened at the gym cost me my life, and being close to someone like that isn't going to be good.

I found an apartment near campus it was nice it had a nice view of the city, I didn't find a place to turn in, so I guess I'll have to drive to mystic falls for Turing.

I have this feeling that someone is watching me, I don't know if I'm being paranoid or if someone is actually watching me.

i heard rumours of vampires and witches living here. I could smell the vampire odour from a guy named marcel. I met him at a bar and he bought me a drink.

now as charming and lovable as he is I'm not going to fall for vampires.

He invited me to a masquerade Gala where we dressed up into stuff?

I dont think i will go, but maybe it would be an opportunity to make friends.

A part of me wants to be a part of the supernatural because it defines me. Putting it away in a little box under the bed won't bring me any closure.

...

Here I am saying I won't go but standing in front of the mirror, adding the last touches to my makeup.

I put away my mascara and run my hands to smooth my silk dress

It is a medium-length black with a slit on the side. It's not too tight.

I started heading to the location on the invitation it was close to my apartment so I didn't need a cab.

I Entered this beautiful compound it was decorated in blue, and confetti was falling. Dancers swinging.

Damn, that's too formal I should've dressed up more. I went in deeper into the compound trying to find Marcel he was standing with a Vampire when he caught me in sight he started walking toward me with a grin on his face.

"Y/N, I'm so glad you could make it!" He approached me and gave me a small hug.

"What do we have here." A deep accent said behind Marcel.

you know when people say their heart drops when something scary happens. well, that's one of them.

was he following me?

why did he come here?

is he after me?

"This is my friend Klaus." he introduced me to the man that I already know.

"I know.."

I'm sure I look like a ghost took my soul.

"Yeah, mutal friends she is friends with Rebekah."

I just stood there too stunned to speak.

"Y/N are you okay?" Marcel asked

"Yeah, I'm gonna go say hi to Rebekah."

i walk blinded by my thoughts i honestly don't know where I'm walking too.

how does he know I'm here?

why is he here?

is he gonna torment me like he did with Kathrine?

the air stuck in my throat I couldn't breathe properly my head is foggy I can't see anything I try to find the bathroom but I can't the panic keeps rising I tried to get air in my lungs but I can't it is like I'm slowly suffocating to death.

I find a small dark corner in the compound trying to calm myself down.

Inhale 1 2 3 exhale 3 2 1. i repeat those to prevent any panic attacks from rising.

I go back to the party trying to enjoy myself ignoring Klaus's existence, drinking and getting wasted. definitely not the place for it but I need this.

Rebekah Met me at the bar while I was getting my 10th drink

"You know you can't get drunk on champagne. Especially with your immune system."

"Well, your brother is coming to hunt me forever, so I might as well make the most of it."

She looks at me not saying a single word

"Oh my god, he is coming here to kill me."

"I tried to stop him but he seems to not understand the difference between love and hate."

"Come on Rebekah he isn't capable of love he is a monster." chugging on the rest of the drink.

"Okay go easy on the drinks." she takes the cup from me

she takes me far away from the party into a dark hallway. Isn't this where witches stay

"He can't hear us now," she said

"I have a plan I just need you to trust me please," she said pleading

"How can I trust you Rebekah you stood there next to him while he killed my friend and he almost did that to me too."

"I know but trust me, and Elijah has a plan."

"Oh god, another Original in the mix and you think that would make me trust you more." I scoff

"I know it's hard for you to trust anyone now but when I give my word to you that I mean you no harm." another voice chimes in, Elijah.

"Why?"

this was all weird I had this feeling this wasn't about me there was something they were not telling me.

"Why do you guys care about my well-being I'm just a normal mortal who you snack on on Sundays."

they both stayed silent making me more irritated.

"We think you are carrying Klaus's child," she said in utter seriousness

"Vampires can't procreate what are you on?" I laughed at her

"I heard 2 heartbeats while I was with Klaus that night at the school gym."

"You must have heard it wrong I can't be pregnant it is impossible."

"We can hear it right now," Elijah said.

"But there is no way-"

"We are here so these witches can help you find out."

As much as I was not believing any of this, the witches confirmed it was Klaus's by drawing blood from me and Elijah. It means that they are helping me just for this miracle, baby. I'm carrying

"It must've been the wolf DNA in both of them that made this happen."

"I drank a lot. Doesn't this kill babies?"

"Well, it's okay to consume some early in the first trimester." the witch says

I get up fast to home I really wanna get out of here as fast as I can

"Y/N where are you going?" Rebekah chased me

"Home Rebekah this is bullshit that isn't gonna stop him from killing me ill go pack a bag and run away I can't do this I just started my life I'm not one thousand years old like you guys!" tears started to form in my eyes

"I can't do this I cant-"

"You are not alone we are here for you we won't let anyone harm you, darling," Elijah says

"Just breath don't panic."

"Klaus is on his way we can all discuss this without killing."

[malcolmbrights-a]

HAPPY NEW YEAR, GUYS, DOLLS, AND FRIENDS!

i’m awful at these, but i wanted to show my love to the people who write with me in some sort of way since i appreciate you guys so so much. i hope in the new year everyone has a great year and that you get lucky in some shape or form, and that sadness hits you a little less hard. LOVE YOU ALL!!!

people i write with:

@yagirlbrit-writes 

i love you so so so so much!!!!!!!!!!! i am so glad that we’ve been friends for so long!!!!!!!!!! i honestly would’ve never been the person i am today without some of your positive influence!!!!!!! like the fact that i’m so open about being a lesbian now is because of you and i’m so thankful that you gave me the power of self love because of that!!!!!! anyways, i love all of your characters and i’m so happy that i get to interact with them and get to read your writing because you are so fucking talented. have a happy new year sis!

@engeljjk

we’ve been talking for years and i’m so appreciative of you and our friendship!!! it makes me so glad to know that we met in a random ass roleplay years ago and we still talk after all of these years. i love you and i love how brillian you are. like some of the stuff you talk about makes me feel dumb because you are crazy smart but i learn so much from you too. headcanoning with you and discussing ships and characters has truly been a gift and  i’m so glad that you still do it with me. have a happy new year boo!

@outfromthesea

i’m pretty sure i have more plots with you than i have with anyone else lmfao. so that should say how much i love writing and headcanoning with you. you honestly light up my life kayla and are truly one of the sweetest, most brillian people i’ve ever met. next ever change. i hope that going into the new year that life treats you well and that you have a good one!!! but omg all of your characters are so fucking developed and i love that you give me monster headcanons and are patient with my dumb of ass

@shutuprhian 

i’ve only known you for a year but i love you so fucking much girl! you’re always making me laugh and you always have something interesting to say. like you truly are the queen of taking my cursed plots and making them more awesome with your brilliant as fuck ideas. the way your brain works when it comes to visuals has honestly helped me imagine things so much better and has helped make roleplay fun for me again. here’s hoping for a happy new year to you and a good year for our friendship! 

@coolgirlwrites

lol me and you always come back to each other even when we disappear and our ships are like some of the longest running ships i’ve ever had. i love our babies but i love you even more and i’m so blessed that we met each other all those years ago on that stupid ass forum where we both were young and had no idea how to write. 

@sweetwinewrites

tee, the tea is that i love you and you’re my girl. i love sending you things that will traumatize you but i mostly send them because i know deep down they will make you laugh and i love the idea of you laughing, soooooo. but yeah, i hope you have a happy new year! i love you and your characters and you mean so much to me!

@fayelistic

faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyeee. you are my best forum friend!!! i’m so happy you reached out to plot with me 2 (or was it 3 years ago) on ignite because you have quickly became a best friend to me. i love you so fucking much and our threads and comms are always super fucking exciting to me. thanks for humoring me all the time and telling me about your life. i love hearing about it. and i love you. happy new year!

@shesuperlit​

ma’am! i must confess that i love everything you have ever produced and i see you as writing god soooooo uhm, yes. thanks for sharing your characters with me and like making me laugh my ass off with our ridiculous headcanon scenes and threads. and tbh making me laugh as  a whole jkfhskjdhsf have a happy new year!!!!!!!!!

@leiaskywclker

omg omg omg i’ve basically known you ages and have followed you for ages but haven’t really spoken to you until now? like i’m surprised since we had the og brotp maura x mia but like we never really talked. you were always liking and commenting on my self threads and that always made me feel really good tho, so thanks. and i’m glad we talk now because you’re cool and have such brilliant characters and ideas and i’m so glad that i’m getting to know them! happy new year!

@theycallmeloveless​

lmfao we’ve only known each other a few months but honestly i love talking to you. like sure we both started talking because we were obsessed with the clown movie and richie tozier but now i’ve noticed we have more in common and i think that’s pretty fucking neat. i am so happy that we have so many plots together and can’t wait to plot more with you. BUT REMEMBER, PENNY THIGHS THE ASS CLAPPING CLOWN ;) wonk djfhdjksfs

@lostghoul​

grimm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! uhm, hello grimm!!!!!!!!!!! everytime we talk i always get so much out of you. we don’t talk too much but i know so fucking much about georgia and victoria due to what you’ve told me and i love them and our ships so much. you can tell you put a lot of thought into them and your work and it makes me honored to write with you. also also also our ooc conversations are fucking awesome always. so there’s that too. lots of love and happy new year!

@leftlipstick​

honestly, jess!!! i am so fucking thankful that you write with me because you are truly such a fantastic writer!!! i feel like every thread we have together i learn something new and i’m in awe of everything you do and every character i’ve gotten to write with!!!  i’m so fucking happy that we talk, whether it’s about ooc things or ic things. and i’m so happy that you’re patient with me because sometimes i am so slow. but i hope that the new year is good for you and i can’t wait to write with you in this new year and maybe grow closer to you as a friend!

@undermyanumbrella​

THE QUEEN OF BEAUTIFUL HEADCANONS. seriously, it is so hard to find people who headcanon as much as i do, but i found you and it was like recieving the best birthday gift ever. xD i love our girls and i love that you headcanon with me because you can tell you put so much work into abigail. also i think you’re just pretty cool as a whole, so i hope that our friendship can develop in the new future and that we can add some extra muses to our roster. but omg happy new year, queen!

@pretendsweetly

abby you are such a sweetheart and i’m so happy to have known you. you are such a talented writer and every time you post a response to one of our threads, i’m like “!!!!” because your responses are always so good. i also enjoy hearing from you whenever you message me because you always have something interesting to say. oh and you share my love of ladies loving ladies so i’m like aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. happy new years!! i hope our friendship flourishes in the new year!

@bvckywrites​

uhm hello adrian! ameezing, bad bitch adrian! hope you have a happy new year and i hope it treats you well. i feel like everytime we’ve spoken it’s been an absolute treat and i’m so fucking happy that you’re patient with me even though i can sometimes be a goddamn slowpoke. but holy shit. i love all of your characters so much. they are all differenet and all have lots of depth, so i’m happy that you let them interact with my muses. and i’m happy for any conversations that we have!

@sircnss

we don’t talk because i’m a shy dumbass who’s a bit intimidated by you because you seem cool and i’m dumb of ass. but you are such a good writer! i love our little ship thing with claudia and holly! their relationship is refreshing and it’s interesting to see where it goes. have a happy new year!!

@pmbrlys

i don’t even know if you’re around anymore, but honestly, headcanoning with you was truly one of the best headcanoning experiences ever. like you know so much about your boys and any scenario i threw at you you threw something cool back at me and i was so in awe of it. our ooc conversations were cool too and i’m so happy that we got to talk in general because you seem great!

@aholywrathincurred

angie, we’ve been talking for ages. i love our ships and i love you even more. we might not talk as much as we used to but i’m so thankful to have met you and i feel like you’ve made some of my rather boring years a lot of fun. so thank you for being my pal and happy new year!!

@nastyevilgirl

we haven’t known each other too long but you are talented and lovely and yeeeeeeeeeeeah we have a lot of plots already because we vibe so well. have a good year and i hope we continue being friends and developing our boos!

[overly-b]

Love Letters to Jade

This has been in the works for a while now, but Jade is back on tumblr so I thought there’s no better time to post this!!

Hi Jade, Bri here. Lex @marvelrose01 and I wanted to do this for you to show you how loved and appreciated you are by your friend on tumblr. We know that you’ve been going through a hard time, and we wanted to prove just how special and fantastic you are. These are for you to have, to read whenever you want, and for you to remember when you’re feeling low.

Thank you to all of those who sent in their letters! You guys truly made this special!

If you are a friend of Jades and wish to add on, please reblog this with your letter and tag it “love letters to jade”

Without further adieu, here are our love letters to Jade

@midnightmagicmusings @midnightmagicmusingsmain I love you!

Dear Jade,

hiii bb!! just wanted to let you know how spectacular you are! you’ve got so much sunshine in you (literally) and it shines so bright everyday! you’re one of the sweetest, strongest people i have ever encountered and i’m so thankful to call you my friend! i love when you send me jj concepts that always make me soft 🥺🥺 and i love your positive energy! i love that you connect me and my acc with palm trees and i hope it stays that way forever!! you’re a QUEEN don’t let anyone ever tell you otherwise!! 💗👑

Love Abby @softstarkey

Dear Jade,

You have no idea how much I love an appreciate you. You became friends with me when a lot of people weren’t anymore. I know you don’t really know about that but I had lost a lot of friends before you started talking to me. I was getting pretty sad and I started watching obx. After that, I joined the fandom and you were my first friend. When we got to talking we had so much in common and I was so glad to have met you. You helped me through more than you realize and I’m so happy to call you my friend. You’re by far the sweetest, most kind person I have ever met. You’re like a big sister to me and I’ve never had someone like they before so I’m very gratful. I love and appreciate you so much, remember that.

—

Brie <3

Dear Jade,

You are one of my closest friends on here and I am so happy I bet you!!! I cant believe how easily we fell into a friendship once I dropped into your messages randomly. You were so chill and rolled with it and we just talked about concepts. I loved that night so much and I cant believe I didn’t know you sooner. You are so so sweet to me, a better friend than I deserve. And as you know, I am always here for you, but your always there for me too. Asking about my day and begin interested in what I have to say. You are amazing and I love you to death. Your writing is amazing, and you mean so much to me babes.

Love, Maggie

Dear Jade!!!

you’re one of the bestest people i’ve ever met and i always want to help you and protect you and when i hear you’re having a bad day i go into attack mode because you should never have to have a bad day. you deserve all the good days in the world and i think you deserve more than that even, only the best, because you’re such an amazing friend even if i dont interact with you too much, and thank u for staying my friend cause i know that i dont message or tag you lots but you still are so happy to interact when i do and sometimes you tag me in things and i think thats so amazing and i love iti’ve said it before and i’ll say it again, i dont care what i have to do for you, i’ll do it in a heartbeat with no questions if it means helping you out of a tough situation or protecting you from a meaniehead. you deal with so much everyday and i’m so proud of you for getting up the next day again and again and still continuing to stay positive and post no matter how many mean anons say you shouldn’t, and im proud that i can say you’re my friend and it makes me happy every-time i see an ask from you in my inbox

you’re the best, jade, and you’re dandy and nice and caring!

and in the spirit of the “Jade, you’re cancelled” anon:

Jade, you’re Squid-approved

and i love u🥺💕

-from squiddy”

Dear Jade,

Hello beautiful how are you? I love your work and just some of your post. I know we aren’t close but if you ever need someone to talk to I’m your girl I promise I’m not a middle aged man who got out of a divorce and living in his ex wife’s basement. Now I have t been following you for very long but I have stalked you a few times and you seem amazing just some people are dickheads and don’t know how to be nice but send them my way I’ll hurt em good. I can’t wait for the Swim School series with JJ it’s gonna be great.

Love, Kelsey aka @k-k0129

hi jade!! it’s me amy(kissessforharryyy)

and i just wanted to let you know how important you mean to me and many people on this app. i love you very much!! i’m so happy we became mutals on your main account!! if you ever wanna talk about anything and i mean anything we can!! i love you very much and i hope you have a great day everyday💝💖💗💘💓💞

@verified-dumbass

Jade,

you are the sweetest person I've ever known. I know the times we interact are few, but everytime we talk you manage to uplift my mood simply by being so genuinely nice. The positivity you radiate is immeasurable and I know it sources from your kind soul. Even though the world has shown you hardships and you've gone through so many challenges- more then I can imagine- you never have taken out your emotions through hate and I have such admiration for you for that. You are so beautiful, (both inside and out,) you are so strong, and you are so loved. Never forget how much you mean to the world. ❤

Hey Jade,

so I know the past few months have been hard on you and I just wanted to let you know how loved and appreciated you are. You're one of the best friends a person could ask for and I'm overjoyed that I was one of the lucky persons who had the chance to meet you. I hope you enjoy the rest of the summer and know that our conversations are one of the things I will miss the most at basic. I love you bunches babe 💜@marvelrose01

Dear Jade, 

How insane is it that something as simple as a show can bring two people like us together. Two people who live so far away from each other, and who would have never known each other other wise if it wasn’t for their crazy stupid love for a show and their tumblr blogs. We became friends over a comment about being short, and a second comment about being hard of hearing. I have never been so thankful for a dumb app because that dumb app lead me to you. The friendship and love that you and I have developed in the past two months is truly one and a million and I am consistently amazed by your strength and will. We talk every single day and I wouldn’t change a single thing!! I’ve been with you through some good times and some bad times, and honestly all I can say is that shit gets better, it truly does. Sometimes it has to get worse first, which sucks, but it always always always will get better, and you always have a friend in me. I love you, I appreciate you, I value you and what you have to say, I am thankful for you, and I am lucky to know you and have you be my friend. From Bri+JSquared, to the serious life conversations that we have and the struggles we go through, I wouldn’t give it up for a single thing. I love you to the ends of the earth Jady Baby.

Bri, @overly-b

[ohhmyheart5678]

1k followers 🎉🎉🎉

So I reached 1k followers which is insane because I honestly didn't think that I would make it past 100 followers but in honor of 1k I'm gonna make a mutal appreciation post!! This is legit going from my heart I didn't plan what I was going to say so excuse me if Its a little random😂😂💗 if I tag you in this just find your name

@smol-blueberry-girl you came to me when I felt like I had no one to talk to. I was feeling down and you sent me picture of your super adorable cat and your dog to make me feel better and now we talk all the time. You know me way too well now. I know I can always hit you up and whenever I do you normally ask me that one question "can't sleep?" And I usually respond with yes because you know I'm an insomniac you're always super happy when I get rest which is so sweet. You have to be one of the funniest people I know and you always have me laughing uncontrollably so hard. You are a great friend, a literal genius, a low-key comedian, and an amazing person that always makes sure I'm doing ok. I'm so happy I've met you! I can go on and on but this would be so long and I have to do other people so that's it for now😚😚💖

@taepups-words you came to me out of nowhere (which I'm definitely not complaining) and we talked and we realized we both have a love for scary movies. We shared movies for eachother to watch and bonded off of that. You watch my videos and support me and my sissy! I haven't talked to you in a while but I love you girl and I miss you and I hope we get to just bench watch scary movies together one day or maybe even in another life!! I hope your doing well at your new school my love!!💖💖💖

@alien-the-magician I miss youuu we Dont talk anymore but you're legit amazing!! We bonded off of music and your short hair hehe and I'm just glad you talked to me I hope we start talking again!!💕

@baehyukng Girlllll! my homie that probably freezing her butt off right nkw in new Zealand! We haven't talked much but when we did omg it was great! We talked about alot of things in the few conversations we shared and I'm happy I messaged you because you're a great person! We should chat again soon!😊💖

@casuallydylan We haven't really talked besides that one time but it was super short but I hope we do one day. My friends say your amazing and from what I've seen and heard from them I think you are too. Hopefully we can talk soon you seem super cool!💞💞💞

@kkooksthighs you were my very first mutal that I've ever talked to and you and hit me up When I had first made my account and we've been friends ever since. We haven't talked in forever though I don't know if you use Tumblr as much anymore but if you do hit me up let's catch up!🤗🤗

@swweetlikesuga & @yyoongibearr I tagged you guys together because I feel like you guys go hand and hand. You guys are the cutest and although we haven't messaged eachother I feel like I know you guys. I think you guys are the cutest couple on tumblr and you guys are so adorable and funny! We should chat sometime guys hit me up!💖💖💖

@happy-dweeber hiiiii! I miss you I hope you're doing ok! I know we've only talked once but we should definetely change that. I wanna thank you for checking up on me that one night you're the sweetest for that! Hit me up fam💖💖

@mellontaz we started talking about how hard it was choosing between yoongi and jimin because believe me the struggle is real and from there we became friends. I miss talking to you but I really hope all is well you're honestly great !!💞💞💖

@forestyoongs EVAAAAAAA! You already know I love you. We bonded so long ago and I'm forever grateful that you messaged me. You have legit been one of my beigget supporters you're always rooting for me all the way in Germany and I thank you so much for that. When I feel sad I come to you and we have the best conversations. I'm glad I found someone who likes my music and someone I can share it with. Whenever I listen to better not by louis the child I think of my amazing friend!! Youre truly special and you have a great heart because you care so much for everyone. Love youuuu!!🤗💖💖

@sugasprinceisme you check up on me every once in a while to see how I am and I thank you for that. You're such a caring person and I love talking to you. We definetely should talk more often because you're fantastic!! I'm glad we started messaging eachother fam❤❤

@koyabap hey fammmmm! I miss you kia we haven't talked in forever but I really hope you're ok!! Youre so sweet and I enjoy talking to you so I hope we talk again😊❤😊❤

@itsmyyseoul my only homie on here that's in the same time zone as me. I hope you're fine. I hope you test/exams with great I truly believe you're gonna be a doctor because when you want something bad and you work hard for it i truly believe it pays off plus your super smart. I'm glad you messaged me because you're super dope and sweet. You're makeup skills are legit A1 you need to teach because I suck at makeup!! Youre the best my love😊💖💖

If I missed anyone I'm sorry just let me know and I will message you my appreciation towards you!!

I love you alll💖💖