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anthropwashere · 6 months ago

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My roommates are gone for several days currently and I'm always a better version of myself when they aren't around but I just had a moment of realization where I took a step back and thought "Oh, wow, yeah, I really AM a better version of myself when they aren't around!"

The moment: I caught myself singing along with a song I love and smiling, two things I never do when they're home

Experiencing joy without judgement is such a goddamn rarity huh

#GOD do i wish i lived alone #one million problems with owning an old house and all #i'm gonna cycle through every stupid song i know the lyrics to and sing along with em today while i can #i deserve it #the song that made me stop and 'huh' at myself is 'The Bones of You' by Elbow #'and I dealt with this years ago/I took a hammer to every memento'#GREAT FUCKING SONG #he was supposed to PCS several times over already but the military is always stupid and his orders keep changing #she'll fuck off alongside him whenever it does finally happen but jeez #how many more times am i going to have to hear my ex-husband fuck his new wife before they're out of my life forever

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