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Hi, I don't know if your requests are open, but I was wondering if you can do a fluff headcannon with the monster trio (luffy, zoro and sanji), ace and law with a selective mute reader hearing them talk a little for the first time as they are getting comfortable with them please.
Hellooo thanks for stopping by!!!
A/N: I'm pretty sure I wasn't able to embody? the selective mutism condition better but I tried.. Soo yeah i hope you enjoy?
Selective mutism
Selective mutism is a complex anxiety disorder that affects an individual’s ability to speak in certain social situations, despite being able to communicate freely in other settings. It is not a matter of “choosing” to speak or remain silent, but rather a phobic response to specific people or environments.
Luffy
You joined the crew during the Alabasta arc, being the younger sister of Vivi and the second princess of the kingdom.
Responsibilities were piled on you when your sister had left making you too busy to do anything.
Sir Crocodile's rule and the Rebel army were giving you a headache and on top of that you had to protect the kingdom.
You had offered yourself to crocodile as exchange to letting your sister go and he agreed.
He left scares, deep scars both emotional and physical, Robin did try to help you but there was only so much she could do.
When your sister returned and recued you, she was horrified seeing your condition, malnourished, abused and littered with wounds. The eyes that once shone lost all their light.
It didn't help that the Marine put bounty on you for god knows what reason.
This caused Vivi to make a difficult choice... To send you away with the Straw Hat crew.
She already spoke to all of them and the reluctantly agreed.
You joined the crew and you helped out in the brains department but never spoke, making the crew believe that you were mute.
Which didn't add up since Vivi told them you used to make speeches often in place of your father.
You on the other had were scared shitless because even if your sister trusted these people you didn't. They were pirates just like Crocodile.
Slowly you started trusting them but still not enough to speak. You also started to develop feeling for your goofy and idiotic captain.
It wasn't long after that your captain popped the question asking you to be his girlfriend, Kudos to Nami who explained to the idiot that he was in love with you.
He never pushed you to speak since he genuinely believed you were mute.
You still didn't speak. Even in Sabaody when you were sent away by Kuma. Leaving an absolutely heartbroken Luffy behind.
Then came the Marine Ford incident and you were absolutely devastated for Your boyfriend and completely ignored his wish to stay away for two years and made your way back.
You met Raylight who took you to Luffy after much begging and practically bowing and holding his feet. He was going to take you to Luffy anyway and panicked hard when you knelt and grabbed his feet.
You arrived at the Island where Luffy was supposed to be training and the moment you saw him, you bolted towards him bringing him into tight hug.
Leaving him in surprise when you started to whisper apologise and and 'I love you-s'
He looked at you shocked and then soon crashes his lips in yours. After the kiss, broke down in your arms while you whispered sweet nothings in his ears.
It was the first time he heard your angelic voice but it certainly won't be his last.
Now he always asked you questions and would not sleep until your whispering in his ears
He had became addicted to your voice and he was also glad that he was the first one to hear it.
P.s. He worked even hared to hear you praise him.
Zoro
You were rescued by Zoro.
You were a slave to the celestial dragon, who would punish you f you spoke making you afraid of speaking in front of them.
There were a few fellow slaves you conversed with but with them to it was only a few words and at most a few sentences.
Zoro had taken you away when his captain punched your master.
He brought you back to the ship and took care of you. Feed you, made you drink water and even bathed you but was stopped by Sanji along with Robin and Nami.
The two women were the one who washed and dressed you.
It took you a while to understand that you can do whatever you wanted and not have to wait around to be ordered.
You finally started to feel comfortable enough to ask the crew members for thing, in writing since you were still scared to speak up.
You stuck with Zoro, following him everywhere. Which at first he found annoying but later he thought you were absolutely adorable.
He developed feeling soon enough, And confessed which you accepted since you felt comfortable with him.
You still didn't speak and relied on writing.
But one day you craved the Sundae that Sanji had made for Nami A few weeks back.
So you asked Zoro to bend down a little and softly spoke that you wanted "that weird thing that Sanji gave to Nami"
He looked at you dumbfounded and when he finally processed what happened, he picked you up and spun you around with a huge smile on his face.
You were surprised when he did that and also confused, he soon bought you closer placing his lips softly on yours, still smiling.
He boasts about how you only talk to him and no one else till you actually start to everyone ( with the help of Zoro).
He loves hearing you praising him and sometimes flexes even more just to hear your soft voice excitetly tell him about how cool he is.
Also loves it when you call him nicknames like "honey" and "darling".
P.s. He also forced Sanji to Make like 5-6 Sundaes for you and double the food you ask Sanji to prepare. Also buys you alot of things ranging from clothes to jewels with Nami or Robin's help.
Sanji
You met him before he joined the crew,
Stranded and starved without money you stumbled across the Baratie Restaurant, they were kind enough to give you food and refuge.
You joined work there soon enough.
Sanji was kind but he was also flirty with other women hence you didn't read much into it.
But feeling develop and you fell, often found yourself jealous of the women he flirted with.
Then came the incident that made him join The Straw Hats pirates.
You were scared that if he left, he wouldn't come back. But all those worries dwindled into nothingness after Luffy asked you to join them, curtsy to Sanji who had kept it as a condition for joining the crew.
Sanji loved you, there was nothing anyone could say to deny that fact. He flirted with women after meeting you, but it was only to see your reaction to confirm if you had feeling for him too.
You were asked to be his girlfriend soon after joining the crew, but yo were hesitent given his history of him fliting but you accepted none the less.
Sanji did a complete 180 after he started dating you, meaning no flirting with other women or simping for them. You were the apple of his eyes, his goddess.
He too never forced you to speak, because he believed that you were mute, and the reason you comunicated through writing sometimes.
The first time you spoke to him was when you both were enjoying the beautiful moon alone, accompanied with comfortable silence.
It was a simple "I Love you" and " Thank you for being patient with me"
After he heard you speak he actually thought that it was his mind playing games considering he believed you couldn't speak. But when you repeated your words again with a soft smile, He brought you close initiating a soft and passionate kiss.
Safe to say he cried but reassured you that it was happy tears since you were panicking thinking you did something wrong.
He noticed that you only spoke when you were both alone or soft whispers if you couldn't get Sanji in privacy.
He was overjoyed and even helped you open up to others with futile effort but he was patient
He would whisper praises and reminding you how much he loved you and you reciprocating.
P.s. The first time the crew heard your voice was on the Whole Cake Island when Sanji was said to marry Pudding. Oh the colorful words you said sent shivers down every one's spines, and not in a good way. It took Sanji a long time to be forgiven.
I literally cannot come up with scenarios for Ace and Law right now for some reason. So I'm posting for these three right now and will post for the other when I do get an Idea worth posting.
And I'm sorry if I got the selective mutism wrong.
I still hope you will enjoy.
Stay Safe Heathy and Hydrated!
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Hi there! I just recently discovered your page but I already love your writing style! Can I request a oneshot with poly Sinclair brothers (either just Bo and Vincent or all three, whichever you like better) and gn reader? Maybe the reader usually doesn't get involved when people come to Ambrose, and just stays at the house while the boys do their thing, but this time things get a bit out of control and they have to step in to help? Like prevent one of the victims from getting away or one of the boys from getting hurt?
Feel free to ignore this though, no pressure. Have a nice day! 😊
omg hiii i see you in the comments on a lot of my posts!! i'm so glad you like my writing, you're very sweet :) i loooove writing the Sinclair boys so i hope you enjoy!! sorry this took so long, lots of things kept popping up in my life
SINCLAIR BROTHERS x GN!READER (they/them)
SUMMARY: "There are people! A-A truck! Headin' towards town! They- They have guns, and, and!" Words spilled out of your mouth and you felt your heartrate skyrocketing. The idea of anything bad happening to Bo and Vincent just made you feel...
WARNING: graphic death/violence
Living in Ambrose had not been exactly your choice.
Bo had found you and a few of your friends on the side of the road and Vincent had convinced him to let him "keep" you once they had killed your friends. Not as a wax figure but as a real, living person. At first you'd kept to yourself, staying in the workshop to avoid Bo's anger and pretended you didn't hear the screams. You'd turn your back to Vincent when he worked, sitting and sobbing in the corner of the workshop with your hands over your ears to block out the sound of screams.
Now? It was perfectly normal to you.
"Hey Sweetpea!" Lester called to you, snapping you back to the present. Right, you were helping Lester this morning. Bo had tried to keep you inside to clean the house but the youngest Sinclair had begged to have you help him collect roadkill.
You liked Lester. He'd been sweet with you since the moment you'd arrived and, despite Bo and Vincent's constant arguments on the topic, you'd started a relationship with Lester before either of them. The two of you had just clicked and you'd been attached at the hip ever since. He was big on physical affection and would often make you little charms to hang in your bedroom - you had your own room, something you'd put your foot down after Bo had pitched the idea you just ocellate between sleeping in all their rooms. You wanted your own space.
Giving you choices wasn't always Bo's go-to. He'd been the toughest to wear down, always high-strung and he didn't exactly have a great role model as to what a good partner should be. Your relationship with Bo always felt rocky and unsteady. But he was sweet in his own way. He was terribly possessive of you - often to the detriment of everyone in the house - and wasn't afraid to flaunt you in front of guests. It always made your face flush hot when he did.
Vincent was the complete opposite. Shy and quiet, even after he'd insisted on you staying with them. He never tried to push you to do anything and always expressed his gratitude even for something as simple as doing the dishes. He liked to spend time with you, even if you were doing separate tasks. Vincent made you little wax figurines for your room - no people statues, you'd told him one afternoon - and they sat proudly on your windowsill beside a deer skull Lester had got you.
The term "dating" didn't really fall on any one particular brother. You were sort of "dating" all of them, in your own way. They knew this, you'd all talked about it, but it was still a relatively new shift in the dynamic.
"Gosh, you're awfully far away, huh?" Lester said with a warm chuckle and you startled a bit. He was much closer up now, dirt smudged on his cheeks and work gloves that he was careful not to touch you with.
"Sorry, yeah, must be." You trailed off, not meeting his eyes.
He tilted his head curiously and raised an eyebrow. "Good things?"
You hummed approval and pressed a gentle kiss to his cheek, relishing in the way he blushed. "Thinkin' 'bout you, if you can believe it."
Lester barked out a laugh. "Sometimes it still ain't feel real, Sweetpea. Flattered though, 'm always thinkin' 'bout you. But you know that."
The evening was calm, a beautiful pink-purple sunset and a cool breeze to offset the exhausting heat of the day. Cleaning the roads wasn't exactly your idea of a fun time but it beat cleaning the house for the fifth time in the past two weeks. The three weren't exactly the cleanest people but even they weren't that bad. Besides, you knew that some new "guests" were going to be coming to town in the next day or two and you wanted some time outside the town before Bo cracked down on you.
Sometimes it felt like he still didn't trust you.
You were climbing back into the truck with Lester when you both heard gunshots coming from down the road. "The hell?" He mumbled, squinting as he tried to get a good view of what was going on. "Are they headin' this way?"
A large truck was speeding towards you, bright headlights the only indication of where it was. The headlights were getting closer and you could hear people shouting as the truck picked up speed.
They were trying to hit you two.
You grabbed Lester's arm and yanked him off the road, the two of you falling over into the grass with the force of it. The people in the truck cheered and mocked you as they passed by, flinging an empty beer can at you and soaking through your shirt. It stunk but you were just glad it wasn't a glass bottle.
"Shit- Are you okay?!" Lester sat up with a wince as he rubbed his arm. You two hadn't landed gracefully, you were just happy he wasn't really hurt. "Jesus, Sweetpea, did they throw a-?"
"They're headin' towards Ambrose." You gasped, watching the blinding red taillights disappear down the road. "Bo and Vinny, they don't-!"
You both shot into action, scrambling to your feet and tossing your gloves in the back of the truck with the carcasses. It didn't matter, all that mattered was warning the twins. You winced at the stink of beer as you reached into your pocket to pull out your cell phone. It was old, something Bo stole from one of his many victims, and you only ever really used it to call Lester if you needed something at the store.
But you punched in Bo's phone number despite shaking fingers as you and Lester got in the truck. You took off after the truck, Lester's anxious fingers drumming on the wheel as you held the phone to your ear.
It felt like an eternity in between each thrum of the dial tone.
Bo picked up after the third ring.
"Hey, what's goin'-"
You cut him off. "There are people! A-A truck! Headin' towards town! They- They have guns, and, and!" Words spilled out of your mouth and you felt your heartrate skyrocketing. The idea of anything bad happening to Bo and Vincent just made you feel...
"Shit, fuck, didja see how many?"
"No! I- They sped right past, they, uh, they threw beer at me and-"
You could hear the sound of what must've been a wrench clanging to the floor. So he was in the autoshop. Okay. At least he wasn't far. "Like hell they did, I'll kick their asses when they get here!"
You swallowed around a dry throat and a tearless sob wracked your body. "Guns! They have guns, Bo."
"So do I." And he hung up before you could say anything else.
Lester could tell you were scared, reaching gingerly across the center console to over you his hand. You took it and squeezed tight, trying to hold in your anxiety and fear. "Shh, hey, it's alrigh' Sweetpea. We've done this all before, Bo'll be fine."
You just nodded, swallowing back the feeling that this felt different. More dangerous.
You wanted your boys to come out of this okay...
The truck was parked outside the entrance to town and you felt your heart sink at the sight. Lester hadn't even come to a complete stop before you were out the door and grabbing the old rusty shovel from the back of the truck. Usually, you'd never even dream of touching that thing without gloves on.
Now, you didn't even care.
You started your march towards the house, shovel tight in your hands and Lester's footsteps close behind. He must've grabbed his shotgun from the backseat since you heard him reload it. "Stay close, Sweetpea. Ain't no tellin' what those folks'll do."
"Okay," you mumbled, slowing only enough for him to catch up.
Screaming could be heard from inside the house. You and Lester shared a look before you both took off running. The front door was wide open and a dead body lay sprawled out on the porch, blood leaking from the back of it's head. You didn't even give it thought as you pushed inside.
Some guy was loading up his shotgun as Bo held a knife dangerously close to the throat of some girl, one arm around her squirming body as he shouted at the guy to drop the gun. The girl was begging the man not to shoot and you locked eyes with her for a brief, fleeting second.
Then you descended upon the man with ferocity you didn't even know you had. You slammed the shovel into the back of his head and sent him tumbling to the floor but you didn't let up. You swung over and over, the floor splattering with blood as you began to chip away at his flesh and skull. Bits of bone and brain began to splatter across the hardwood floor and you felt tears rolling down your cheeks.
With a final swing, you lodged the shovel into the guys head, his dead eyes lolling at nothing.
Both you and the girl were screaming and crying.
You fell to your knees with a heavy thud, sobbing openly over the dead body. You'd never had to kill anyone before, the brothers never made you, and you felt horrified with how angry you were. How afraid you'd felt at the idea of the man firing on Bo.
And, more importantly, how you didn't even regret killing him.
"Sh, shhh, it's okay," Lester's words washed over you as he wrapped an arm around your back. You sobbed into his chest as he rubbed your back, trying to soothe as best he could. Your ears were ringing and everything felt as though it were underwater.
Footsteps bounded up the stairs and you looked up to see Vincent. He was kneeling between you and the body, looking you over as though expecting to find injuries.
When Vincent helped you stand up, you could finally process the rest of the house.
The place was in shambles, the pool table flipped over as some poor attempt at cover and a few picture frames had fallen and broken. Glass scattered across the rug and a few more bodies littered the downstairs. Bo must've shot most of them and Vincent may have chased down the others.
You felt silly, in retrospect. Obviously they could handle themselves. But you'd just felt so scared. There'd never been an ambush before, nothing like this. Or, at least, not while you'd been living there.
Vincent and Lester helped you stand, your feet crunching in glass. Without hesitation, you slumped forwards and wrapped your arms around Vincent in a tight hug, hiding away your face as you tried to steady your breathing. His fingers traced gentle patterns on the back of your shirt that helped to steady you.
Bo had knocked the girl out, her limp body laying across the floor inelegantly. You suspected you'd see a polaroid or two of her on Bo's basement walls in the next few days, when he'd had his fun torturing her.
"Hey, doll," Bo's voice was close and you lifted your eyes to see him. He looked concerned but there was pride there. "Got 'em real good, huh?"
You gave a glance down at the man with a shovel lodged in his head and shrugged. "I was... worried."
"Well, shit, if that's what you do when yer worried, remind me to never miss yer calls." Lester huffed with a playful grin. Vincent grabbed his hat and smacked him with it, making the younger brother laugh.
Bo rolled his eyes and pressed a soft kiss to the top of your head. "Awful sweet of ya to come protect us, doll." He said as Vincent and Lester bickered. "I do appreciate it."
You hugged him and felt yourself finally relax. The bickering, the soft affection, everything seemed to be back to normal. Perfect.
Though it seems like you'll need to be cleaning the house again this week...
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hi. i just need you to know you've been driving me insane with sqh content. it lives rent-free in my mind. i spaced out in the middle of what i was doing to think about that qqq/sqh post and then i stared at it for 5 minutes straight. that awkward ineffectually grumpy blushing face. that zoom in on sqh's mouth. that gulp. exquisite. if i stay too long i'll scroll down to the other sqh/everyone content here and then i'll die. i'm deeply inspired and also dying. thank you for your service
AAA! I am glad!! I'll be honest I'm really proud of that comic and i was getting a lil bummed cause it didn't seem many people liked it as much as i did BUT I'M BEING PROVEN WRONG, I GUESS EVERYONE WAS ASLEEP WHEN I POSTED-
I've had so much fun drawing it, glad it's an inspiration for u :>>>
and btw!!! i LOVE your writing!! i really enjoy the lqg/sqh fake dating fic you're writing!! <3 gives me brainrot whenever i see a bit of it ahshs
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Hai guys, thank you all so much for enjoying my Mr Puzzles cosplay, I've been working on him tirelessly all month so I'm so glad to see so many people enjoying what I put together, it's means so much to me <3
In the corner of shame where he belongs
I'll be going through how I made him as well as what materials I used once I'm back from my holiday, since I'm getting a lot of questions on how I made him and I'd love to share my methods with everyone, please be patient with me until I get back!
He's falling apart a little bit but that's okay, the parts that are falling apart were meant to be temporary anyway. I'd love to do more with him so I'll be sure to fix him up a lil (without the crunch time of a convention because that was hell), so don't worry, y'all haven't seen the last of him just yet!
Anyway, peace and love again, y'all are so epic <3
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ASK COMPILATION: just answering to some sweet messages and casual questions!
I'm not sure what you mean 😅 I just started talking about DU drow and my thoughts on BG3 because I got bit with the writing bug. I figured out how to best tag things as I went!
Thank you! I use the Artemus brushes from CSP assets to do my lines, and I'm a huge fan of many of the brushes from the DAUB packs, especially the PIGMENTO set.
Thank you so much! I've been drawing since I was a child, but I started taking it seriously in my late teens. How long a drawing takes depends on many factors and varies a lot, but much of stuff in this blog took anywhere from a few hours to 1-2 days to complete.
So glad you've been enjoying the patreon, thank you so much for your support!
I'm crafty by necessity, mostly LOL I'm a cheapsteak so I have some minor skill in a few areas like carpentry, sewing, general home-upkeep, that kind of thing. It's not as artistic as it is just practical knowledge, though I'm sure you could argue that there's a lot about it that overlaps with the way I approach art. Drawing has indeed always been something I did, and I was definitely the "kid that draws" of the class growing up.
The concepts for Sad Sack and Sortie were the brainchildren of my partner, @barbatusart, so I'm afraid I can't really speak to that question specifically. BUT I would say you pretty much nailed it already: you have to do whatever you're passionate about in that moment and hopefully that will attract the attention of others with similar interests. Overthinking whether or not something will be well received when it has barely been conceived yet is kind of a creativity killer, in my personal opinion. Dance like nobody can see you and you are bound to impress at least a couple of people with confidence alone.
You're incredibly sweet 😭😭😭 I'm just trying to have fun here! The BG3 community in general is incredibly chill, to be fair, which makes it easy to follow suit. We're all adults trying to ponder the orb and the five million different universes where we romanced the same 2-to-3 people, you need a level head to deal with that, I guess!
The visuals here are a little dated, but perhaps it being from a time when I was drawing more realistically could actually be helpful in this case! Either way I think the written advice is much more helpful and it holds up to the way I learned/do things still.
LOL, minus the body scars that I add in my art DU drow is 100% all larian homebrew, so I always figured someone, somewhere, would eventually make an exact carbon copy of him by accident except name him Greg or something. It's totally fine and I would be crazy to get upset about it 😂😂😂Frankly, I'm surprised it isn't more common! When I made him I really felt like I was just playing Generic Beefsteak Generator 2000.
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No Tears for Traitors [Rafayel]
Content: Character Death, Angst, Hurt No Comfort, Reader-Insert
Pronouns: None
Reblogs: Let me know that you enjoy my work and want to see more, so don’t forget to like and reblog (and comment in the tags. I love seeing people’s rambles in the tags)!
This work’s concepts, plot and original characters are my own which means I do not allow any sort of creative theft nor do I allow my work to be entered into any sort of A.I. bots. Thank you for respecting my space and boundaries.
Born in the sea, return to the sea. Rafayel had learned this well after feeling Lumurian after Lumurian return to his sea.
And now it was finally his turn.
There was nothing left for him on land.
Nothing but love, hurt
And betrayal.
“Rafayel, when are you going to clean this place?” You asked him with a frown, a clear sign of your displeasure.
“Haven’t you heard the saying: ‘Beauty in chaos.’”
You nodded, but there was still that pesky frown on your face. “Yes, but—”
“No buts! This is how it’s supposed to be.” He grabbed your hand, pulling you further into his chaos for the second time in your lifetimes.
“You can’t keep checking yourself into the hospital just because you want to see me, Rafayel.”
He looked away from your sharp gaze. “It works, doesn’t it?”
“At the cost of the nurses’ precious time.”
“Then what should I do?”
You smiled at him warmly. “Just be honest. Say that you just want to see me, and I'll come.”
He stopped abruptly, grimacing at the sudden intrusion that was you. Why were you plaguing him—after all these years…
“I wasn’t expecting you to come and find me, Rafayel…” You didn’t look at him, your eyes were glued to the floor. Hell, you didn’t even open the door all the way, just enough that you could address him.
But that didn’t matter, because he had seen enough. “You’re hurt.” Your arms were wrapped in bandages, and with how bad the news said the battle was, he was sure other parts of you were covered in gauze.
“It’s not too bad, not the worse I’ve had.”
“You’ve had worse?!”
You shrugged, gaze finally reaching his.“…Well, of course, I’m a Hunter, after all.”
“I’m not gonna lie to you, Rafayel.” You paused, trying your damnedest not to cry. “I’m not going to make it.”
He didn’t say anything, however, the hand holding yours gripped it a little tighter.
“So, you’re going to have to take care of yourself from now on, okay? No more all-nighters, and make sure to eat something—”
“You’re dying, and all you can do is nag me. That’s so like you.”
It was quiet for a moment after that, then you placed your other hand on top of his, signaling him to look up at you. Once you had his attention, you spoke softly.
“I love you, Rafayel. So, even after I’m gone, please keep my love for you safe, okay?”
“…I will keep your love for me safe”
He didn’t need to look down to know that the vow had been blessed, and he’s glad he didn’t because he would have missed the warmest, brightest smile you had ever given him.
“thank you, my love…
…i’ll be going first.”
He angrily scrubbed his hands over his face, then let them rest on his chest.
He would not cry. In no way would he shed any more tears for traitors.
Not for you,
nor himself.
Despite all that you did to you and his people, he still loved you.
And he hated that.
Hated that he loved you so much that he would still cup his hand over his mouth and—
“I love you, too, you know. And I swear…that I won’t let anything tarnish our love.”
His love for you was true, but tarnished that of his people who had fallen that day.
Your love for him was true, but the actions of the past could never be rewritten.
No matter how hard either of you tried to look away, it was still there.
So, as selfish as he’d always been, he swallowed the vow.
A bright blue vow of love and betrayal.
I'm going to hurt you all so much worse once his story branch comes out.
Please be excited :)
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Ngl I used to be a Charlastor hater but then I saw your art and AHHHH
Like, before if you asked me for any ships I hated I immediately would've said Charlastor but now I don't really hate any ships (except the absolutely disgusting ones like Charcifer ect.)
As a Radioapple shipper, I personally must ask all others why they hate it so much, because tbh the only reason I used to hate it wasn't even such a big deal.
So long story short YOU got me to kinda like Charlastor, and I honestly don't understand why other Radioapple shippers would go through all the effort to comment on a Charlastor post why they hate it.
I love you're art <3
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I'm very flattered to hear that my art managed to change your mind!!!
I'm ngl I genuinely don't care what other people like ship-wise, if it's something I don't like I'll just mute tags so I don't need to see it and let them enjoy it in peace.
I don't understand the need to be so vocal about hating a pairing bc honestly? Doing that in public posts is just so painfully performative...
I think actually that most people who go out of their way to be assholes about shipping usually look at shipping as a form of activism and try to make it a morality issue so they can look superior and by "calling it out" and feel like a protective pillar of the community or whatever by trying to bully people out of ships they deem bad -
("charlastors are homophobic and hate Vaggie bc she gets in the way of the ship and mistreat her!!!" - most charlastor fanworks these days either have them break up amicably or never date to begin with, this argument usually references a few niche older fanworks that got popular in the pilot days or a couple of toxic individuals that we also hate and don't want here but neither reflect the ship community at large)
("charlastors are homophobic bc Charlie is canonically a lesbian and putting her with a man is weird" - that's bi erasure, actually)
("Alastor wants to be her dad that's basically incest" - 1) Alastor only said that bc he knew it'd get under Lucifer's skin the fastest 2) what a mental gymnastics silver medal winner conclusion to equate what's essentially a sugar daddy joke to incest like do words just not mean anything anymore?)
("the age gap is weird" - this argument never means the fact that Charlie is basically twice Alastor's age and just goes off of vibes which is imo weirder and speaks volumes abt how much Charlie gets infantilized in this fandom)
- And bc they like the "funny old man yaoi" ship instead that also obviously makes them superior by default and thus in a position to judge over the het ship filth /s
Like. My friend you are allowed to just not like something without putting all that energy into making sure everyone knows how morally superior you are by invading spaces that are clearly not meant for you and making up reasons to be mad 😅
(It's an especially bad look when they're being hypocritical about it and don't practice what they preach but the hypocrisy of ship haters like these is another can of worms entirely)
Ah well.
I'm honestly very glad that I've not had to really deal with much of that hateful nonsense directly - I've seen more than enough bullshit happen to others qwq
I just genuinely don't understand why we've got to argue so much all the time
I just wanna play with my dolls and make them smooch in my little corner without bothering anyone lmfao
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MCL NG Halloween event day 1 yapping 🎃
I really like the new event and how it works, so let's skip to the parts I DON'T like first!
I hateee that the different colors are limited to the event... Let me buy it whenever I want once it's unlocked omg!!! Especially since they're all SOOO expensive individually!! I definitely won't be able to play the next episode and I don't know for how long (Also because I'll be gone that weekend so even if I had the AP and Gems, I still would have to wait,, I'm consoled since the next EP for The Sims 4 is coming out Thursday and I'm eating that pack up but now we're going offtopic...)
I guess that it makes sense that they're "exclusive"... Since that's like the main way to get money
🐝: "Oh, you want different colors for this item? Too bad you either spend ALMOST 200 AP for something (which we know you dont have❤️ so pay us up❤️) or you have to wait another year!!"
Put me in jail for hoping and being delusional ig😔🙏🏻
I'm also just joking right now so don't take me too seriously but yeah,, I wasn't expecting everything to be cheap, BUT OMG !!! So EXPENSIVE and for WHAT?!? (I say, again, as if I don't know why already)
I also don't like how we only have two outfits and one paid outfit, I guess I should count the free gift as well since that makes it 4 and I'm okay with that?
It's also nice, we get a free outfit, then we get two more from the event and there's another extra for those who want to pay the price (me...)
I love the new eyes and mouth! Was really looking forward to getting more and these did not disappoint!! I also love how the bats have different variants... I got many... And they're priced 77AP so yeah don't ask me how I'm doing
I don't really like how the doll outfit's dress is only one piece tho :( It'll be hard to style that with other things but I shall do it anyway...
I was also hoping to get more short haircuts but the ones we got aren't bad at all and we definitely don't have anything like those already! I knew people wanted a longer curly wig so I hope you all enjoy it!!
And since I've moved from the things I hate let me pass to the things I've enjoyed (again?)
Like I said at the beginning, I like the new minigame and how it works, it's fun and quick too? I also like the way the points are given out (because it's easier to get many points than just a few)
The site's layout is nice, I like the new colors and I also really like the new rooms we get!! (Somewhat offtopic from the layout but I just remembered lol) I haven't unlocked anything so far from the F2P room, but I love the vampire-themed one! (oh well of course I do, I'm one myself after all...)
Last thing that comes to mind are the Illustrations and scenes! I've only played Amanda's and Jason's so far, but I enjoyed both (Amanda's more too!!)
The illustrations are MESMERIZING (I'm looking at you again, Amanda!!!!) I've only seen the other ones quickly from other people's posts and the third one that looked really good to me was Thomas's! Roy's and Devon's didn't particularly catch my interest, IDK what's going on in those so I'll have to wait and see!
I love all of the LI's costumes so much too!! My favorites probably being Thomas and Devon because they fit surprisingly well!
I wasn't that sure about Vampire!Amanda but she's sooo gorgeous like!! Her platinum blonde hair fits very well... I'm glad I'm getting back into her 😭❤️🙏🏻
Honestly you can't be surprised that I like almost everything since it's an Halloween event, I'm also cutting this short (as if it's not a long af post already) because I have to get ready for work...
Let me know what you all think of it so far! I'm always going in with 0 expectations so that's my trick to never get disappointed (See where the only thing I wish we had was the permanent items in the wardrobe and that's like the main thing I was disappointed in? That's what I mean)
#mcl new gen#my candy love new gen#my candy love#amour sucre#mcl ng#mclng#mcl ng event#mclng halloween#halloween event#beemoov#beemoov games#corazon de melon#dolce flirt#mcl
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Undertale Month Day 6: Home
Reading together! :)
#utmonth2023#safeutdr#my art#undertale#toriel undertale#toriel#frisk#frisk dreemurr#frisk undertale#undertale month#ut month 2023#I'm having a lot of fun with my art recently! I keep impressing myself and it's super awesome! I missed enjoying art this much!#I like this one. :) I think I captured the atmosphere well. it's got like a warm and comforting feel and I'm glad I could create that :)#also fun fact I utilized Clip Studio's record timelapse feature with this one so I might also put together a little speedpaint video#just for fun. I haven't uploaded to youtube in like. 4 years lol. i used to do speedpaints a lot. do people even still do those....?#I don't care I'm doing it anyway#anyway. after this one the art might be simpler/lower quality because I still need to catch up with the day we're on lol#🌼
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i'm so glad i did this summer internship :)
#i walked into the cafe today to do my shift and they all shouted and waved#like its been just over a month n i didn't think i would enjoy this internship that much or people would be so lovely but i genuinely feel#changed like not fully bc of the internship but just this phase of my life i feel very me even if that self is subject to change :)#but also this internship has been very rewarding n i'm glad i've been able to acc get involved w a lot n work w so many different kinds of#people#diary#tiyas thoughts
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Me: //brushing up on my old Paperhat fanfics to make sure I'm getting details right for the new one//
Me @ my past readers:
#paperhat#villainous#OP#HOW DID ANYBODY ENJOY THESE??? LMFAO#THE GRAMMAR IS AWFUL I REPEATED SO MANY PHRASES WAY TOO MUCH WTF#SO MANY UNNECESSARY EPITHETS#THE CRINGE DIALOGUE#WTF#THE AMOUNT OF BULLFUCKINGSHITTERY THAT PPL LET ME GET AWAY WITH BACK THEN. ASTOUNDING.#IF I DIDNT HAVE SUCH A HARD TIME LOOKING BACK ON THESE DUMB THINGS ID GO BACK AND REWRITE THE SHIT OUTTA EM#GOD#AWFUL#Like sure I get that the concepts themselves work fine but wow reading these back makes me physically cringe#Just from like... how bad on a technical level that the writing //itself// is#Look I know that cringe culture is dead but THAT DOESN'T HELP STOP ME FROM FUCKING CRINGING AT THIS GARBAGE#Yeesh. Oh well. I guess I was never a professional or anything lol. But WOW#I mean I'm glad that people enjoyed them back then regardless of the flaws but man. MANNNNN......#I can do better#One day I will prove it lmao#Whenever I get around to finishing another goddamn fic lol
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i have thoughts about your most recent fic and tumblr’s comment character limit has brought me to your ask box again 🙈
omgggg it’s so good to know sylus’s POV during that wine night!! and i don’t know why and how, but sylus’s thoughts about mc here, esp how he feels about her selfless tendencies (to her detriment), makes me feel vulnerable and seen. when i read reader-insert fics, i tend to imagine a separate character for mc even though it’s technically supposed to be me in my head. perhaps the character i made up resembles me (but better lmao), but different enough that she’s like an individual on her own. but when i read this fic, it’s like sylus was talking about me, as in the real me, which made me emotional. it could be that the way mc handles herself poorly in here resonates with me due to some irl stuff, but honestly it’s primarily how good you write about a character’s emotions and thoughts. it’s like the words reached across my screen and tugged at my heart. you’re such a great writer when it comes to expressing a character’s innermost thoughts. it’s like i’ve been placed inside a character’s mind to bare witness their raw self.
again, i love how your sylus x mc dynamics, at least for this series, revolve around an mc oblivious to how much sylus cares about her. it seems she doesn’t even believe she’s deserving of such affection, nor is she fitting to be the object of such primal desires. in a way, she’s kind of self-sabotaging in the sense that she thinks she doesn’t deserve kindness, help, and affection. she’s genuinely fine with taking the brunt of the pain and suffering – and not even in the hero, martyr kind of way. it seems it’s how she’s always been, such behavioral tendencies of hers seem to be as normal as the sky is blue, which is sad and concerning because she deserves so much. i’m honestly excited to see sylus try to knock down her hardened walls and have her realize how deserving she is of so many things. i hope she realizes she can relax, rest, take it easy, and feel safe. especially with him.
i actually laughed out loud about how unhinged sylus can be about his sexual desires for her. like the man is blue-balled to heck, but he isn’t the kind to succumb to his base urges. he really respects and loves mc. i think i would even say he reveres her, given the fan theories around their past. it’s like his urges are just something that come with his intense adoration and care for mc, which is so so admirable and attractive.
maybe i’m just a tad sensitive today, but i completely zeroed in on the emotional aspects of this fic – quite a difference as to how i salivated over your previous fic in your ask box LMAO. coincidence is such a funny thing because i feel like i really needed to read this fic today. i feel much better and more ready to face the day. this has been such a good read, and i humbly offer my apologies for yapping at your ask box yet again 🧎♀️🫣
First off, you never have to apologize for sending me your thoughts. I'm so happy every time I receive an ask, it's always an unexpected surprise. And your asks are always really thoughtful and fun to read! I wasn't just patronizing you when I said last time that it was really fun to receive such a spicy ask about the NSFW aspects of Sylus's character and dynamic with mc in these stories. A huge part of his appeal is his physicality and how he shows his affection through actions. Hot, hot, actions.
To be honest, this message from you is really reassuring, because I've noticed that a lot of the fanfic that gets a lot of traction in (any) fandom is of the NSFW variety (which, duh, I totally understand and appreciate and consume happily), and I worry that because I'm not currently focusing purely on that aspect of Sylus that people will be less interested in reading what I'm sharing, especially the installments that are so mc POV heavy. So to hear that you also like being in this mc's head, and can relate to this mc, that how I have Sylus respond to this mc's issues and hangups and trauma brings you comfort, is amazing for me as a wannabe writer. Although I also want to give you a hug (with your consent of course) if you can really relate to this mc because no one should ever have to feel what you so accurately point out about what this mc feels: that whatever pain you're experiencing is normal, and expected, and you can hardly imagine that someone would be so dedicated to helping relieve it for and with you. Because everyone deserves to feel cherished and demand more than the bare minimum from the world and the people in their life. I'm hoping that I can keep writing this story as an exploration of Sylus teaching mc that, and that you continue to derive comfort from it. Because in the end, fanfic can serve many purposes. And just like it can be a vehicle for exploring incredibly dark and disturbing and cathartic themes using our favorite characters, I think it can also be the ultimate comfort food, and sometimes you should just be able to feel fucking good reading it. I'm so happy to hear that this part did that for you. Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts.
#love and deepspace#sara answers#seriously if you can't tell by now#that i look forward to hearing responses like yours like sylus looks forward to hearing mc enjoy food#then i'm just going to have to step up my game and scream over and over that i love hearing your and other readers' thoughts#my ask box is always open#and clearly i am an insufferable pedantic shit who is happy to listen to other people and then dump my thoughts on them to the point that#they probably regret reaching out to me :)))))#thank you again for reading and for sharing your thoughts!!#also so glad the worshipful devotion i think that sylus harbors toward mc came through#i do think that his feral horniness is deeply linked to how much he cares about and is devoted to mc and i want that to be obvious#in the fic#dude this 140 character limit IS annoying af#oh and if you like being in mc's head#the next part of the story is mc's POV and it ran on for so much longer than intended#i had hoped to resolve the misunderstanding in the next part#but the resolution will be in the part after that and hopefully in a way that doesn't break romantic tension#i'm done writing a novel#mmmkay bye
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Idk why the fucken... Divide between "it was alternate universes" & "Paul is just trans" ideas for Petscop has to be torn into a cavern. Paul being trans DOES make sense, but requires you to ignore huge details that immediately make it not work. The alternate universes DO kind of make sense, but require you to extrapolate out a lot of info purposefully left unshown.
It's hard to describe what i want to say, here -- i do think Paul being trans makes sense, 'splains why he & Care "look eeriely similar," you could argue he's just thoroughly blocked out that part of his life enough to have forgotten Care entirely, etc. I like it, & i keep it as i also say "Yeah, it's that & the universes theory." It's not two switches that demand you can only flip on one of them -- you can have both. You can have neither. Do whatever
#em.txt#petscop#i think my big thing is just that. I don't think it was intended#& it is not my job as a queer person to sweep up crumbs from under the rug for proof that is not there#if a creator wished to create a trans character i would enjoy if they would say as such. but mr. petscop has not said as such#& while i love the theory. if i see one more mfer say 'this is OBVIOUSLY canon & if u say otherwise ur LYING'#or 'omg ppl gotta make up crazy theories before they believe a queer story is queer 🙄' i will bite you.#i understand you are used to no queer rep so you take these scraps of dust as truth.#but do not mock people that don't agree with the plate of nothing you're serving.#discourse#yeah i think I'm being petty enough to deserve this tag. i am sorry for being mean#paul transgender is inherently based but u r stretching as much as me#I don't think the universe theory is canon or intended. I don't think there is an answer to petscop#i think it just exists & doesn't matter what it was abf#the plot of it is chasing windmills & ending up nowhere forever & ever to waste your time & be miserable#why do we want a conclusive answer from that? the explanation of petscop is this:#idk wtf was going on here. but i sure am glad Paul got tf outta there
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MITCHELL AKUTAGAWA EPISODE!!!!!!!!!!
#MITCHELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#///AND/// AKUTAGAWA EPISODE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And Yosano and Kenji spotlight too. Episode written precisely for my personal liking#Too bad no Atsushi then it would have been perfect (╥﹏╥) At least we got his voice in the episdoe preview#Alright I **LOVE** Mitchell. This is not the space to talk about it properly but I just really like how flawed she is‚#but also in a way that results funny and endearing. And I love love love how much she cares about her family and is loyal to it!!!#It makes her so noble and virtuous. I know she has so little screentime but really the way she's so harsh and in apparence self-absorbed–#But in reality so kind and altruistic... The way her hearsh ways are implied to be only a consequence of a life of struggles and her will–#to save her family's name through a noble behavior and appearance too... It makes her so complex and multilayered imo#AND just how her innate tendency to defend people spans out of her family too!!!!#In my interpretation she did NOT care for Hawthorne or like him. But she still gave her life for him because she just instinctively–#protects the people around her. I don't have any strong feelings for haw/mitch but like how to blame Hawthorne I would have–#fallen for her right that istant too.#Now to Akutagawa. I'm really endeared by this episode because I'm pretty sure that's when I started sympathizing with / liking him :')#Like that's the moment when the things Dark Era showed us and the canon Akutagawa behavior click together and the watcher goes “Oh. OH.”#At least I'm pretty sure it was for me. It's bittersweet but especially sweet.#One more thing is... Wow bsd really has been like *that* since the beginning hasn't it. It's kinda silly to think back to all the criticism#the latest arc got now.#The criticism regarding how the ridiculously high stakes have been solved seemingly effortlessly in a way that resulted very anticlimatic??#That's ALWAYS been there. “Oh no the ada is done for if they found out our base!!” *holds literally ZERO consequences*#“Oh no the Guild is done for if they destruct Zelda!!” *holds literally ZERO consequences*#“Oh no the Guild knows were our clerk is!!” *holds near to ZERO consequences*#And#“Oh no Akutagawa died!” “Oh no half world population was tuned in vampires!” “Oh no Fukuchi obtained One Order!”#“Oh no Chuuya is a vampire siding against Dazai!”#It's really the same‚ isn't it?#But like‚ we're still glad all of it happened right? Because it makes the experience enjoyable lol.#It's really about enjoying the ride I suppose.#I have more to ramble about but I've ran out of tags so I'll be doing it on my main blog reblog later#random rambles
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I woke up and shed the happiest tears of my life. I'm so glad I posted that guitar cover, people were overwhelmingly supportive. And I feel like, even people who don't know about Acchan, they thought about him yesterday, that makes my heart so warm wtf 😭😭😭😭
#multiple people told me they are proud of me and that I motivate them#this is all I need tbh. If there's one person that gets inspired by me making a fool of myself. then i'm more than satisfied. 😊#and like wow. I truly feel proud of myself for the first time in my life damn. I know it's not perfect. I've done better things#skillwise. But#I did this all by myself? And I planned everything and executed everything by myself? Like wow business woman. Sorry people for praising#myself so much. It feels kinda good. Ofc I will stay humble#Like I know I have a lotttt of things I have to improve. But I feel so motivated to do so as long as I enjoy it. 🥰🥰🥰🥰#I don't know man. It feels so nice. It's as if Atsushi is really just around as is holding my hand on this uncomfortable but fun journey. I#love you so much. I'm so glad to have met you. 🤍🤍🤍#also still happy birthday clown man. I truly hope he had the bestest happiest bday of all time. He truly deserves it. 😿🤍🤍🤍
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my "and they were famous" google doc already has over 2,500 words of just thinking through ideas 👍 and it's not even anything actually full sentence plot related stuff help
#speaking#this is so fun i'm having so much fun#sometimes a random idea pops into my brain and i'm like write it down write it down!#the hard part's the actual writing 😭#plus i really really really like doing research cause i just enjoy working through logistics of stuff#and how it would actually work and look like#but i usually end up getting stuck there too 😭 or just straight up confusing myself out of the fun#so glad i already know some of basic small scale film production stuff#i think the one thing i'll have to research the most cause i'm ignoring most of cellbit's writing side of things#is roier's music industry stuff and that's not even for the story itself i dont think that's mainly fun world building and backstory#anyway point is i'm having fun MAYBE just maybe in a million years this will be something people can actually read#edited this with an increased word count cause i added more#and they were famous
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