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july-19th-club · 7 days ago

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the actual star is a great book whenever it's in leah's chapters it's just leah going "i NEED to have a violent mystical experience RIGHT. NOW." and then "im so horny right now im gonna piss myself here in the sacred cave. and i need to have a violent mystical experience in ten seconds or else" and then "im so autistic it unsettles everyone around me because of my earnestness and intensity. and i need to have sex and have a violently mystical experience right now before i go another step or somethign drastic is going to happen" and then something drastic does happen

#is she just kind of kooky? is she having a genuine mental break? is she just autistic about a spiritual concept? does she think it's Real?#IS it Real? in the context of the book? out of the context of the book?#do the hot brothers she's aiming her indefatigable horniness at have anything to do with what's going to happen to her?#will i ever finish this book? do i have the fortitude. to read to the next chapter. of this book?#i think the actual star might work better for people who ever had a real spiritual bone in their bodies #like. if you're ex-religious or even religious but not the way you used to be. and you have experience actually BELIEVING.#this book would work incredibly for you #i'm ex-religious but i never really grokked the religion in a tangible way . or for that matter an intangible one. always felt fictional #so reading this book i keep being like. ok but when are they going to tell me if anybody is experiencing anything REAL #which is So not the point. but there u go #the actual star

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