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all I wanted, and all I needed...

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@moonieisms

01. thru these tears by lany

“ in the end I'm gonna be alright but it might take a hundred sleepless nights to make the memories of you disappear but right now I can't see nothing through these tears. out of sight but you're not out of my mind, so it might take somebody else at night to make it feel like you were never here but right now I can't see nothing through these tears. ”

02. someone you loved by lewis capaldi

“ but now the day bleeds into nightfall and you’re not here to get me through it all. I let my guard down and then you pulled the rug. I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved. ”

03. all I want by kodaline

“ when you said your last goodbye, I died a little bit inside. I lay in tears in bed all night, alone without you by my side. but If you loved me, why did you leave me? ”

04. jealous by labrinth

“ 'cause I wished you the best of all this world could give. and I told you when you left me there's nothing to forgive but I always thought you'd come back, tell me all you found was heartbreak and misery. it's hard for me to say, I'm jealous of the way you're happy without me. ”

05. break my heart again by finneas

“ you can’t help it if your mind has changed, so go ahead and break my heart again, leave me wonderin’ why the hell I ever let you in. are you the definition of insanity? or am I? ”

06. bruises by lewis capaldi

“ counting days since my love up and got lost on me. and every breath that I've been takin' since you left feels like a waste on me. I've been holding on to hope that you'll come back when you can find some peace ‘cause every word that I've heard spoken since you left feels like a hollow street. ”

07. you could be happy by snow patrol

“ most of what I remember makes me sure; I should have stopped you from walking out the door. you could be happy; I hope you are. you made me happier than I'd been by far. somehow everything I own smells of you and for the tiniest moment it's all not true. ”

08. in my veins by andrew belle

“ oh, you’re in my veins and I cannot get you out. oh, you’re all I taste at night inside of my mouth. oh, you run away 'cause I am not what you found. oh, you’re in my veins and I cannot get you out. ”

09. I can’t make you love me by dave thomas junior

“ cause I can't make you love me if you don't. you can't make your heart feel something it won't. here in the dark, in these final hours, I will lay down my heart and I'll feel the power but you won't, no you won't. 'cause I can't make you love me, if you don't. ”

10. hurts like hell by fleurie

“ how can I say this without breaking? how can I say this without taking over? how can I put it down into words when it's almost too much for my soul alone? I loved, and I loved and I lost you. and it hurts like hell. ”

11. breathe by taylor swift

“ I see your face in my mind as I drive away, 'cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way. people are people, and sometimes we change our minds but it's killing me to see you go after all this time. music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie, it's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see. 'cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down, now I don't know what to be without you around. ”

12. lonely again by gnash

“ you said you would care, you said you'd be there. you said you'd be here, so how come you're not here? lonely again , I said I’m lonely again. how'd I get so lonely again? I think I’m lonely again. would you come hold me again? ”

13. need you now ( acoustic ) by dean lewis

“ but I don’t need your love, I just need you talking next to me when I wake up. talking next to me when I wake up next to you. when I’m hungover too because you’re the only one who comes when I’m lonely. you’re the only one who comes when I’m lonely for you. ”

14. what a time by matt johnson ( cover of niall horan & julia michaels )

“ I feel a little nauseous and my hands are shaking. I guess I need you close by. my throat is getting dry and my heart is racing. I haven't been by your side in a minute, but I think about it sometimes even though I know it's not so distant. oh, no, I still wanna reminisce it. ”

15. two ghosts by harry styles

“ the fridge light washes this room white, moon dances over your good side; this was all we used to need. tongue-tied like we've never known, telling those stories we already told 'cause we don't say what we really mean. we're not who we used to be, we're just two ghosts standing in the place of you and me. we're not who we used to be, we're just two ghosts swimming in a glass half empty trying to remember how it feels to have a heartbeat. ”

16. lose my mind ( acoustic vers. ) by dean lewis

“ oh, now you're looking at me and I'm looking at you like a fool but you don't know what it feels like to fall in love with you. no, you don't know what it's like when you can't go back. ”

17. i’m so tired by lauv & troye sivan ( stripped vers. )

“ strangers, killing my lonely nights with strangers. and when they leave, I go back to our song, I hold on. hurts like heaven, lost in the sound. buzzcut season like you’re still around. can’t unmiss you and I need you now. yeah, I’m so tired of love songs, tired of love songs, tired of love songs, tired of love. just wanna go home, wanna go home. ”

18. too much to ask by niall horan ( acoustic vers. )

“ my shadow's dancing without you for the first time. my heart is hoping you'll walk right in tonight, tell me there are things that you regret. 'cause if I'm being honest I ain't over you yet. that's all I'm asking. is it too much to ask? ”

19. ex by jamestw ( acoustic vers. )

“ they think they're trying to help, introducing me to someone else. I play along 'cause I haven't got the heart to tell 'em that if I dance with somebody, I might want somebody else. and if I want somebody, I might fall in love and forget what it was to be wrapped in your arms so tightly, to be your man. so tonight I'll be dancing alone 'cause I'm afraid if I forget then you'll just become an ex. ”

20. i miss you by clean bandit & julia michaels ( acoustic vers. )

“ and I know we're not supposed to talk but I'm getting ahead of myself. I get scared when we're not  'cause I'm scared you're with somebody else. so I guess that it is gone and I just keep lying to myself, I can't believe it. ”

21. looking for you again by matthew perryman jones

“ sifting through mishaps and photographs, I think of you much more than I should. and I’m falling down like it’s holy ground. I’m looking for you again. ”

22. golden leaves by passenger ( acoustic vers. )

“ do you remember how this first begun? teeth were white and our skin was young. eyes as bright as the Spanish Sun, we had nothing we could hide. now, my dear, we are two golden leaves clinging desperately to winter trees. got up here like a pair of thieves while the sirens blare outside. what's left to say when every word's been spoken? what's left to see when our eyes won't open? what's left to do when we've lost all hope and what's left to break when our hearts are broken? ”

23. bloodstream by stateless

“ wake up, look me in the eyes again. I need to feel your hand upon my face. words can be like knives, they can cut you open, but the silence surrounds you and hunts you. ”

24. tell me that you love me by james smith

“ no more lazy mornings with you lying next to me, no more late night talking before we lay our heads to sleep, no more looking in the mirror with you stepping on my feet. without your arms around my shoulders, I've lost the strength to be. ”

25. paper hearts by tori kelly

“ trying to remember all the good times, our life was cutting through so loud. memories are playing in my dull mind. I hate this part, paper hearts. and I'll hold a piece of yours, don't think I would just forget about it. hoping that you won't forget. I live through pictures as if I was right there by your side but you'll be good without me. ”

26. what if i never get over you by lady antebellum

“ what if I'm trying, but then I close my eyes and then I'm right back, lost in the last goodbye? and what if time doesn't do what it's supposed to do? what if I never get over you? ”

27. reason to hate you by rhys lewis

“ can you just lie to me and ruin these memories? 'cause I've gotta forget somehow so I'm begging you, burn us to the ground. 'cause I know it's over but I don't know what to do. so help me get over, help me get over you. ”

28. surrender by natalie taylor

“ we let the waters rise, we drifted to survive. I needed you to stay but I let you drift away. my love, where are you? whenever you’re ready, can we surrender? I surrender. no one will win this time, I just want you back. ”

29. leave a message gnash

“ sorry I lost you but I got something to say before I leave. I'm sorry that I miss you but it's cool, get to see you in my dreams. thanks for showing me how love feels, thanks for showing me how loss feels too. thanks for making me strong when things fall apart. thanks for the try, at least we had a good start. just wanted to hold you down, but you put me on hold. and I gave you all my heart and I gave you my soul. baby every little thing is going to be all right. you'll always be on my mind, can't always be in my life. I know one day you'll smile with all the happy you need, I hope one day you'll smile with all that happy at me . ”

30. p.s. by gnash

“ some days I feel like givin' up, givin' in. losin' hope, losin' friends. I've been trying hard not to lose my breath ever since you left, but if this is the end. when good ain't good enough, the road is ridin' rough, you'll always be alright with me. if you ever feel alone, I just wanted you to know I wrote you this song to sing, it goes like p.s., I miss you when you feel alone. p.s., I'm with you, wherever you go. p.s., I get you, so, p.s., come home. p.s., I love you, that's all that I know. ”