#i'm also suddenly actively thinking about making yelan the face of this blog. but i think that's just an urge. guizhong just... /is/ it. | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

iniziare · 7 months ago

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I desperately want to do something here tonight now that work is finally done for the night, especially as I think I'll be gone for most of the weekend. But man, is it meta, is it that first reply that I want to do on this blog (to the ones who know me, they can see this one coming from a mile away), or do I want to chip away at numerous replies/making notes, is this more organizing? Time will tell, let us see what the night brings.

#my mood did such a drop earlier over tiny things. i'm tired. i think it's just fatigue. as much as i love being in this house.#it's so mentally exhausting when my cousin's kids are here. her young one of 4 years old i just a prime example of...#'let me not give a /single/ boundary to my child'. not with food. not with independence. not with the /volume that comes out of him/. jesus #i also would like to crawl out of this dip of a mood please and thank you.#i'm also suddenly actively thinking about making yelan the face of this blog. but i think that's just an urge. guizhong just... /is/ it.#[ out of character. ] don't bend or water it down. don't try to make it logical. rather: follow your most intense obsessions mercilessly.

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