#i'm already 0.2 seconds from crying most days over how behind i am
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miodiodavinci · 8 months ago
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regarding the morning
(laying down) ah lads it's bad
#to make a long story short#i had to visit a local museum i've already been to recently that's popular with kids to get credit for an assignment#but it was super super busy and i got really overstimulated#and my partner couldn't come because he's seriously sick right now#so instead i just kind of hung out in the quietest locations i could#but i kept running into a group of my peers that included a person who just. Will Not Stop Interrupting Me.#like. as in one of my peers was asking me about my portfolio project and expressing concern because they knew the trouble i was having#and about 10 seconds into me explaining why i'm so stressed and what my game plan is to survive#this other person interrupts and just. starts talking about their own portfolio and how it's nearly done :)#and they kind of just pulled that similar thing most of the time to the point that i just gave up trying to answer or participate#in any conversations ksjdhfgljkdf#and at one point the topic of our ages came up and a friend asked mine#and this person was like. 'wow! so....[age] huh?? what went wrong there haha'#because they're fresh out of high school and i'm in my mid twenties and it was like#'yeah i've only been doing college part-time or less because i've had to work and take care of both myself and my siblings since#my dad passed away and my mom had 3 major strokes and effectively had to be placed in our care until she recovered :)'#and they left the conversation after that but#ughg . . . . . .#i'm already 0.2 seconds from crying most days over how behind i am#and how i'm not going to be able to get hired until august at the Absolute earliest#assuming something doesn't go terribly wrong#i didn't need to get shamed for my age or have to sit through 8+ people talking about how they're nearly done with everything yipee :)#i can't imagine not being done by now :) what are you even going to do :) do you think you'll have to retake the semester :)#that would suck :) for you :)
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