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Draw bluestar being happy plzzz!!
not exactly what you asked for buuut,, i wanted an excuse to draw these guys :3
greeeeen
#ask#my art#warrior cats#warrior cats fanart#bluestar#yellowfang#blueyellow#green#<- lol#old lady yuri my beloved#guys i got my shit together and drew smth!!!#this might be my last for today cause woahhgh#every time i move my head i get dizzy so uh#rip#i'll try my best cause i dont want to waste my free time!!! :(#but i dunno#ouchie
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Mr. Gentleman
I DECIDED TO TRY DO LONGER SMUT FICS AS A PRACTICE SHHSHS LMK HOW I DIDDDDD
Written by a minor! Block if uncomfortable 🫶🏻
Kazuha x afab reader! Cunillingus, p to v sex, creampie, breeding i think petnames, passinoate sex , Kazuha aski g for consent!, established relationship, reader kinda gets fucked dumb i think?, not proofread
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Kazuha was a gentleman with a kind heart and a personality as calming as the ocean in by the bay of Inazuma.
Being with him was never a rush, everything with him was slow and nice, you get to feel everything with him, one step at a time, and that included nights together in the bedroom.
Kazuha doesnt have sex with you, he makes love with you. For him it was 2 different things.
Making love with him was slow and passionate. However, he does his best fufilling your deepest desires. Feeling his lips lightly kiss your neck all the way down to your stomach and down to your inner thighs.
His gaze reaches yours as he placed 1 final kiss on your innee thigh, asking ever so slightly for your approval to go further.
You nodded slightly, and that was all he needed to proceed further. While having an intimate moment with you, he'd focus on making you feel good first, because to him, that would be the greatest gift of all.
His fingers pushes away your panties and taps lightly on your clit, teasing you a bit causing you to hiss
"Does your pussy feel neglected my love..? Dont worry, I'll make sure it will recieve all the love it can get from me tonight" he smirked a bit, before swiftly placing his tounge between your folds.
You moaned out a bit before covering your mouth.
Kazuha let you cover your mouth for a while longer, before he started lapping up your juices "My love, please don't cover your mouth. I'd like to hear your sweet sounds as I drink up your delicious taste"
The ronin always had a way with his words, because as soon as he madr that request, you uncovered your mouth and started moaning louder. "K-kazuha... it feels so go..good. mmhm"
He chuckled, which made you feel more pleasure through the vibration. "Would you like me to go faster dear?"
You nodded eagerly "please... please give me more.."
After you gave your consent he started moving his tongue faster and moans between your folds
"Ohh~ Kazuha! Fuck...! I think Im g-gonna cum...!"
You moaned out, grabbing his hair and pushing him further into your pussy.
"Cum for me love! Cum on my tongue... I know you can do it" he said, muffled as he was pressed between your thighs, still lapping up your pussy like no tomorrow causing you to cum.
Kazuha wasted no time to lick up all the juice that came out, while you panted, letting go of his hair that you took ahold of as you reached your high.
"S-sorry...did I hurt your hair?" You asked shyly eyes following his as he made his way up to your body "dont worry dear, Im quite alright.. may I put it in now?"
You once again nodded, spreading your legs wider for him to enter in causing him to chuckle a bit "you sure are eager... please, feel free to scratch or claw on my back if you want to"
Slowly but surely, Kazuha steadied himself before pushing his girth between your folds slowly.
"I-is this okay..?" He said while moaning a bit
"Y-yes.. fuck youre so big..!" You moaned out, grabbing a hold of his back
"And youre so tight my love, youre taking my cock in so nicely like I was made for your sweet little pussy" he smiled before starting to move slowly.
You pant out with every thrust and asked him to go faster, and when he did you started to see stars
In and out in and out,
The faster he went the more lewd erotic sounds you let out. Begging him to go faster and fuck your pussy full of his cum. "Ohhh! Kazuha fuck me! Your cock is so big please go faster! Aahhhh~~"
"As you wish my love" he'd whine out, eyes shut as he grabs a hold of your waist and thrusts in faster.
"Ah ah ah! Yes yes yes! Im cumming I- Im cumming!" You moaned as out as you can, clawing his back as you came around his cock. Soon after Kazuha came as well inside your pussy.
He layed down on your chest as you both tried to catch some air, his cock still inside you.
After a while, Kazuha looked at you and kissed you slowly. Only lasted a few seconds before he pulled away, and pulled his cock out from your pussy. Cum dripping out as he did so.
He smiled and kissed your forehead. "Lets get you cleaned up now shall we?" He asked as he picked you up, and went straight to the showers.
My my what a true gentleman he is, and its moments like this, when you truly are greatful.
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#genshin impact#genshin fanfic#x reader#fanfic#genshin x reader#kazuha x you#kazuha x reader#kazuha x y/n#kazuha smut#genshin smut#genshin impact smut#kaedehara x reader#kaedehara kazuha
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Pre-dystopian era truly encapsulates pre 2020 now doesn't it? 😂 The things the last 2 almost 3 years have brought forth in humanity is 👀 disappointing at the best of times.
I'm surprised to see just how the app has changed, as I haven't had the chance to hop on desktop just yet. It seems...almost functioning? No more character limit on asks is nice as now I don't have to break this into 6 different messages 😂 New settings and everything else to try and figure out.
I've turned 24 this last July, and the last time I was truly active on here I was 21 so the personal growth and loss that have come with that is interesting for sure. I've lost both my grandmas in the past year and my living grandfather has already remarried (oh boy the family drama that caused), moved twice and live with my boyfriend of 3 years, have gone NC with his narc family and LC with mine as best as possible, started a job that has me earning the most I ever have financially but definitely have cost a part of my soul 💀😂 and I'm trying my best to get to a place in my life where I'm debt free and in a industry I actually love and care for (cannabis and growing it) and get my boyfriend the disability coverage he needs but I'm sure you're well aware that its a poor joke of trying to get that approved. So on some notes, its been good and I've changed into a better person but also if anything bad happens in 2023 I'm very fragile about it 😂😅
I understand the "striving for mediocrety" as a workplace mentality, and just how exhausting it can feel with wanting to bring better things to the office and just getting shot down. The old dodgers of "this is how we've always done it" dont always seem to realize that doing the same thing for 40+ years only works when the system isn't as broken as it is (or if it even worked in the first place). Is being remote going to give you the chances to take care of your sleep issues and anything else health related thats popped up for you? Ik last I checked you were doing the testing to see if it was more than standard narcolepsy.
(I'll probably message again and finish my thoughts but I am night shift and my break just ended so I gotta head back. It's so nice talking to you again ☺️💕)
I’m sorry to hear about your grandmas. I lost two of mine since 2020 and it’s been really hard on the family. If my grandfather had remarried that quickly, I’d be scratching my head as to how they were able to make it happen. My grandfather doesn’t appear to be dating, but that’s likely because 1) he cooks, and 2) he’s got stage 4 cancer, courtesy of U.S. chemical warfare in Vietnam.
As someone who works in a soul-sucking job that pays well, let me just say: it’s worth it. It is absolutely worth it to have a full belly and warm place to sleep during recession years. When I worked in industries I loved and didn’t have enough to eat, I resented my dreams and hated myself for having them. Letting those dreams go gave me the chance to have other dreams and I’ve been able to forgive myself for being so hard in my early 20s. It can take years to get the life you want, so don’t let anyone shit on you for doing what you have to do to eat in the meantime, especially anyone of the older generations who did their part to suppress our standard of living.
The insistence on clinging to broken systems of the past is one big reason I transferred jobs. There’s a lot of that still going around. My managers were panicking and kept asking why I was leaving; I think they finally understood how far I’m willing to go to make sure “office culture” won’t waste my time anymore. For me, being a remote employee streamlines my workflow and reduces my workplace accommodations for narcolepsy by half. It’s also much easier to manage my ADHD at home where I can remove distractions. In the office, no one was working on our job shit; everyone just gathered around to talk about their kids or health problems or ridiculous work drama they didn’t plan on fixing themselves. I had forgotten how much time people wasted just bitching for nothing. When I hear a complaint, I want to fix the problem and get rid of it, but that wasn’t a good fit. My colleagues wanted free therapy from someone their kid’s age because *surprise* their kid isn’t talking to them anymore.
I’m hopeful for cannabis and glad you’re pursuing the field! It’s not fully legal where I live, but I have many chronically ill family and friends who rely on it because they can’t take meds or afford the healthcare they need. I have some family who are growers in different states where it’s allowed and they’re happy with the work they’re doing. I never had the green thumb for that; I’m the only who would take dead grass and make a basket out of it.
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Talking about a few songs I associate with my favourite aonoex characters bc i enjoy shoving my music taste in people's faces and analysing the shit out of nothing <3
Recent chapter spoiler warning lessgo, also mentions of suicide tw
THE MAIN MANS HIMSELF
Still feel - Half•Alive
"I am not a slave, so pick me from the dark and pull me from the grave"
In my mind, this is his themesong without a doubt. Its reached the point where wherever i hear it it makes me really happy because I associate it with him so strongly :,D might just be because I found it while getting back into the fandom when Ren was kinda transitioning to my favourite so they came up together but either way, absolute banger. The bit at the end when everything drops and the lead singer belts his heart out, I always love to picture Ren doing the same in the illuminati uniform with Yamatanka building around him and I've never wanted to learn how to animate more in my life cause my GOD he's so cool.
My favourite song for my favourite character <3
Preach - Saint Motel
"Oh im down on my knees, mercy"
Its so happy and bouncy?? And the vibes are immaculate?? Matches well with the themes of religion as well, this one definitely shows his flirty loverboy side more, it gives the impression of some lovestruck idiot stumbling over himself every time his crush does anything and honestly, sounds like something he'd do. Good song makes me go :))))
Your Love (Deja Vu) - Glass Animals
"You eat us up, you live like you're on camera"
I feel like this one captures his spy side a little more than the others. The lower notes in the main verses give a secretive feel, like he's halfway through a mission and trying trying stay silent. But it's also flirty in a more smooth way than wholesome crushes like the rest. The lead singer has such a gorgeous voice too i'll praise glass animals until the day i die 🥺🥺 God tier song god tier vibe 1000000/10
Do It All The Time - IDKHOWBUTTHEYFOUNDME
"Now we're so young but we're probably gonna die, it's so fun we're so good at selling lies"
Now THIS is a song for a spy working for a secret deadly organisation, all about world domination and having a great time doing it. Renzou is a free spirit and loves the freedom of his job, and this song really captures that for me. He knows he's in danger, but he's living his best life and he's having a great time doing it baybeeee B)))
Sweet Talk - Saint Motel
"You could yell 'piss off won't you stay away!' And still be sweet talk to my ears"
Ren is a persistent little shit when it comes comes crushes and this song shows it, a song about a guy who's so infatuated he doesn't care if he's hated or laughed at, he just loves hearing their voice. I see this as a bit of a yukishima anthem tbh, I feel like in the early stages of their relationship it would be pretty one sided with Shima trying to win him over and Yukio shutting him down so this matches that pretty well :>
Cant go five minutes without talking about them can i-
Honourable mentions-
Talk too much - COIN - very flirty and cheesy considered it as his themesong for a while
Toxic - Britney Spears - self explanatory :)
Razzmatazz - IDKHBTFM - everything they make shows his spy side imo, good for daydreaming
Van horn - Saint Motel -honestly anything by Saint Motel or Half•Alive reminds me of him, great bands :D
YUKIO MY BELOVED
Yukio was weirdly a lot harder for me to find songs for. For Renzou i have a giant playlist I add to over time, supreme comfort playlist egegegeheh, but Yukio's is a lot shorter for some reason. I guess his vibe is a little difficult to get down but a while scrolling through my main playlist and I think I have a decent few that at least match his character development and plotline.
Stressed Out - Twenty one Pilots
"Out of student loans and treehouse homes we all would take the latter"
Pretty self explanatory really, mans was forced to grow up and mature way faster than he shouldve had to, having a high stress job by the age of 13 studying for two meister all while studying to be a normal doctor as well. Not much of a surprise he has so many mental issues by the beginning of the story. I dont listen to much TOP but the few songs I know seem to fit Yukio pretty nicely :)
Oh Klahoma - Jack Stauber
"Those aren't meant to bend, no those arent meant to bend"
Another song based on depression, but with a much quieter feel, much lower energy. I feel like this one more links to his tendencies of delf destruction, and how alone he feels as he faces his battle. Like he's singing into the void hoping for something to reply, but nothing will. Man :(
The Fall - Half•Alive
"I'd jump off and into your arms but i cant trust the fall"
I feel like this one highlight his story to Rin in a really realistic way. Yukio has a good heart, he's kind and wants to love his brother and open up to him he wants to get better. But he's so deep in his pit of depression and conflicting feelings over his brother that he can't bring himself to, he sees no way out. God I wanna write an analysis on his character so bAD-
Baby Hotline - Jack Stauber
"Numb, I've been burning with haste and I'm realising now it's a terrible waste"
We just keep getting darker huh, didn't pick very pleasant tunes for this boy did I. A bouncy, happy song about a girl calling a suicide hotline, lovely. But i feel like it describes his mental state pretty well, outside he seems ok. Sure Rin picks up that somethings off, but once Yukio assures him he doesnt really persist above asking him a couple times. But below the facade he's really reaching his breaking point, and I love how this song contrasts those two tones in a scarily natural way. Absolute banger
Fireflies - Gorillaz
"And if you say goodbye too many times, the sentinels will find me and switch me off this time"
One of my absolute favourite Gorillaz songs by far. The melody is so gorgeous, melancholic in the best kind of way. For Yukio I feel like it signifies how trapped he feels as Satan's son, he's hit his lowest point and he doesnt know how to start moving back up. But the song also has a hopeful feel to it, as if even though he feels lost, he will get better. In the recent chapters we see a moment of reconciliation between Yukio and the people around him, with Suguro forgiving him and tye two brothers finally getting a chance to to things out. Before everything went to shit lmaoo. But with that i really hope that after all the fighting is done, Yukio will finally get the chance to see how bad things have gotten, and reach out to get better. And this song shows that for me :D
Honourable mentions!!
Creature - Half•Alive - the first song I ever added to his playlist, there for sentimentality tbh
Cane shuga - Glass Animals - the plonky noises make the happy chemical go buckwild, not sure why it reminds me of him it just kinda does really
I Earn My Life - Lemon Demon - mans is overworked give him a break :( ngl i don't associate it with him much but i wanted to edge a lemon demon song in somewhere-
Dead inside - Younger Hunger - whenever I hear this I always imagine a really cool animation of him and it always plays out the same way and MAN I wanna animate so baDD
Absolute wordvomit woohoo, hypervocused on this instead if doing the assignment due this evening I'm a fantastic student. This was kinda fun tho!!! I might do other characters at somepoint, these guys are my favourites but i have a bunch of playlists for other characters like Amaimon and Shura, recommendations are welcome too!!
#blue exorcist#yukio okumura#shima renzou#aonoex#ao no exorcist#seriously i love Still Feel so much im losing my shit over that song#half alive#i put way too mucn effort into this#day 38372974838 of hyperfixating on these boys
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Okay so my playlist!
I'll write them and some parts that remind me of icrl ?
Used to - Avalon young
"It still ain't the same If I got somebody She will never be you there"
" I'm thinking about summer 2012 yh we went through hell and back, .... your still the best I ever had "
( like the reminiscing, the yearning man, even if they move on, it's just neevr the same. Nothing will amount to the feelings that they had )
Time lapse - taeyeon
" The seasons are still the same
Though many have passed
Now it’s time that
I got used to being without you
But still, when I think of your name
Tears well up and when I close my eyes
I see you and even though everything changed
You’re always at the same place, looking the same
Making me cry "
( the season thing and then oc feelings and jungkooks that although many have passed theres still that feeling that love there, so strong that it transports them back to that time (?) )
Almost is never enough - ariana grande
" bc almost , almost is neevr enough so close to being in love " 💔
( I put more before but this really just fits so well )
Always I'll care - Jeremy Zucker
" Listening to self control
Those feelings that you'll never know" -
protecting from the heartbreak or whatever he thought he was protecting himself from.
Never not - lauv
" I will neevr not think abt u
From the moment I loved I knew you were the one "
The realisation that came to late. The realisation that he loved her, but ran out of time.
He realised when the ink had ran out in their love story.
" for as long as I live and as long as I love "
" we were so beautiful we were so tragic , no other magic could ever compare " 💔💔
12.45 - etham
" Oh, baby, you gotta stop, I see that you're calling
I told you that I ain't picking up
I know that you wanna start
'Cause we got our problems
I love you, but I just need a night off"
There were so many factors that lead to their downfall , but they both didnt fight harder to see past their own selfishness. They loved eo, but it just wasn't enough. So they put up shields, they built versions of eo that neither wanted.
You were good to me - jeremy zucker
"And I'm so used to lettin' go
But I don't wanna be alone
You were good to me"
Kind of like jungkook realising that he doesnt want to live alone, he needs to love. But he acknowledges that only oc could love him. Like love him. Be good to him. He grew and he matured and he found the answers to love in the memories he shared wth her 💔
300am
" Baby, if I could tell you, if I could tell you
How much I care
I'm in despair
Are you still there? "
I imagine this to be from jks pov in the years he spent growing up, thinking abt the possibilities to go back and start over, the agonising moments on the am hrs of the night.
Like strangers do - AJ Mitchell
" You and me, what are we if we not together?
It could be nothing 'cause nothing last forever
If you saw me on the train would you look the other way?
Like strangers do"
I think of this of jk from the time after period too !
More and more - finding hope
So many things I try to say to you
Then I don't feel too well
Get so close and then I bail
From that time too, jk wanted to run back but he ultimately put her first, and the happiness she was like searching and in pursuit of didnt include him.
I like to think that this is like the process of jk falling in love , or realising his feelings.
Also the yearning in this song is also soo yn imo
2 soon - keshi
Same crew but another mistress
Every day, every night getting wasted
But I miss you, what did I do?
Fuck it up, laugh it off and I lost you
I love you but I'm letting go - pamungkas
Cause you know what they say
If you love somebody
Gotta set them free
I love you but I'm letting go
Mean it - lauv and lany
But I'm all, I'm all in
I'm fallin' faster
But if you're looking at me with a
Heart of doubt
Don't kiss me right now
Don't tell me that you need me
Don't show up at my house
All caught up in your feelings
Fuck u goodluck - suggi
No one compares
Nothin' compares
I've never loved and loved so deeply
But how the hell could I argue a "no"?
'Cause you'll never change
For anyone's sake
I could've gave, and paid, and saved, and killed
But I guess no is a no
" Hope you learned how not to break a heart
So fuck you, and good luck too "
Iris - goo goo dolls
Dancing with a stranger- Sam Smith
Fire on fire- Sam Smith
Willow - Taylor swift.
Dont watch me cry- alex porat
Wrong direction - hailee Steinfield
Blue- taeyeon
" the words ' I love you ' which resemble you "
Us - keshi
" Maybe we've been
A little too guarded
From things that have hurt us
A bit more than we thought"
💔💔💔
There are more but I think this is so long alr 😭😭💛
I hope u have the best day ♡
omg thank you for telling me!! i think it's so cool that people get reminded of songs when reading my stuff so i appreciate it <3
#the lyrics for these :(((#and i listened to keshi soooo much while writing omg#gonna eventually make a playlist and add all these!!#ask#anon#icrlr
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