#i'll never feel good about that but i still dont kno how 2 say goodbye to u for real

[aarix]

,

[doehash328]

all the bright places 

are fulla spaceships

 & i hate this

 take this

 

how u want

cause i dont give a fuck

i live on the edge of a

bridge

 & im ready 2 jump

 but 

if the fall dont kill me

 im looking 2 lUv

 i kno that'll do it 

cause the 2 of us

 have been thru so much 

if i lose it 

you lose it 

the truth is 

im just loosing touch 

wit reality 

so actually 

now i see 

how i need

 to quit all this stalling 

& go all in 

take the leap 

& start falling

 i aint calling 

no lUved one

 or people that hurt me

 2 confront um

 fuck unfinished business

 i aint got none

 but i do got some

 demons

 inside screaming 

they want blood

 but so what 

i dont know much 

but what i do know

 is im going thru 

a blue hole

 feeling a pain few know

but even fewer show 

so

 before i lose control

 & take it further 

then i ever have 

i hope U kno

 what ever past 

U think i have 

didn't make me

 the way i am

 in a sence im not even sad

im glad 

U dont understand 

i mean why would U 

so U get another chance

 2 tell me what i should do

or could do

if i would move 

on

 if i did that 

i would already be gone

but whats wierd is 

i swear

 U dont even kno 

so U think im here

 U hear

 my voice & make the

choice 2 care

 but please 

dont waste a tear 

2 me 

that only means 

i took the pain in me

 & gave U a piece 2 eat 

i hate 2 see

U kno what it takes 2 be

afraid of sleep 

cause even awake

 all U do is dream 

it seems 

so strange its 

like im talking 

another language 

even as i say it

 i kno 

i dont have a way

 2 explain this 

nothing changed its 

i just

 i cant take it 

anymore 

i dont even know 

why in the beginning 

i even did it for 

why go to war 

with anyone else

 when im already at war

with my self 

what goods

 finding

 heaven on earth 

when inside

 im still burning in hell

 oh well

 there no cure 

for wellness

 i can tell its 

never gonna end

 till it does 

but I'll be damed

 if whats killing me becUms 

whats killing us 

but 

dont think that doesn't

mean i dont feel your lUv

cause i do 

because of U 

i seen who i really am 

and i cant take that 

i hate that

 U lUv me 

U find beauty

 in whats ugly 

so much we 

lost touch im running from

something 

thats nothing 

but me 

fuck please

 just let it go

 & move on

 im too gone

 im not trying 2 do wrong

or even do right

 i aint trying 2 live

 i aint trying 2 die

 im not trying 2 laugh

 im not trying 2 cry

 im not even asking why im

just saying goodbye

 2 everyone 

ive ever lUv3d 

in my life 

cause i dont want 

U 2 feel like 

U coulda made a

difference 

with this 

it isn't about U

 even though 

i kno 

i could never exist 

without U...

[doehash328]

all the bright places 

are fulla spaceships

 & i hate this

 take this

 

how u want

cause i dont give a fuck

i live on the edge of a

bridge

 & im ready 2 jump

 but 

if the fall dont kill me

 im looking 2 lUv

 i kno that'll do it 

cause the 2 of us

 have been thru so much 

if i lose it 

you lose it 

the truth is 

im just loosing touch 

wit reality 

so actually 

now i see 

how i need

 to quit all this stalling 

& go all in 

take the leap 

& start falling

 i aint calling 

no lUved one

 or people that hurt me

 2 confront um

 fuck unfinished business

 i aint got none

 but i do got some

 demons

 inside screaming 

they want blood

 but so what 

i dont know much 

but what i do know

 is im going thru 

a blue hole

 feeling a pain few know

but even fewer show 

so

 before i lose control

 & take it further 

then i ever have 

i hope U kno

 what ever past 

U think i have 

didn't make me

 the way i am

 in a sence im not even sad

im glad 

U dont understand 

i mean why would U 

so U get another chance

 2 tell me what i should do

or could do

if i would move 

on

 if i did that 

i would already be gone

but whats wierd is 

i swear

 U dont even kno 

so U think im here

 U hear

 my voice & make the

choice 2 care

 but please 

dont waste a tear 

2 me 

that only means 

i took the pain in me

 & gave U a piece 2 eat 

i hate 2 see

U kno what it takes 2 be

afraid of sleep 

cause even awake

 all U do is dream 

it seems 

so strange its 

like im talking 

another language 

even as i say it

 i kno 

i dont have a way

 2 explain this 

nothing changed its 

i just

 i cant take it 

anymore 

i dont even know 

why in the beginning 

i even did it for 

why go to war 

with anyone else

 when im already at war

with my self 

what goods

 finding

 heaven on earth 

when inside

 im still burning in hell

 oh well

 there no cure 

for wellness

 i can tell its 

never gonna end

 till it does 

but I'll be damed

 if whats killing me becUms 

whats killing us 

but 

dont think that doesn't

mean i dont feel your lUv

cause i do 

because of U 

i seen who i really am 

and i cant take that 

i hate that

 U lUv me 

U find beauty

 in whats ugly 

so much we 

lost touch im running from

something 

thats nothing 

but me 

fuck please

 just let it go

 & move on

 im too gone

 im not trying 2 do wrong

or even do right

 i aint trying 2 live

 i aint trying 2 die

 im not trying 2 laugh

 im not trying 2 cry

 im not even asking why im

just saying goodbye

 2 everyone 

ive ever lUv3d 

in my life 

cause i dont want 

U 2 feel like 

U coulda made a

difference 

with this 

it isn't about U

 even though 

i kno 

i could never exist 

without U...

[doehash328]

all the bright places 

are fulla spaceships

 & i hate this

 take this

 

how u want

cause i dont give a fuck

i live on the edge of a

bridge

 & im ready 2 jump

 but 

if the fall dont kill me

 im looking 2 lUv

 i kno that'll do it 

cause the 2 of us

 have been thru so much 

if i lose it 

you lose it 

the truth is 

im just loosing touch 

wit reality 

so actually 

now i see 

how i need

 to quit all this stalling 

& go all in 

take the leap 

& start falling

 i aint calling 

no lUved one

 or people that hurt me

 2 confront um

 fuck unfinished business

 i aint got none

 but i do got some

 demons

 inside screaming 

they want blood

 but so what 

i dont know much 

but what i do know

 is im going thru 

a blue hole

 feeling a pain few know

but even fewer show 

so

 before i lose control

 & take it further 

then i ever have 

i hope U kno

 what ever past 

U think i have 

didn't make me

 the way i am

 in a sence im not even sad

im glad 

U dont understand 

i mean why would U 

so U get another chance

 2 tell me what i should do

or could do

if i would move 

on

 if i did that 

i would already be gone

but whats wierd is 

i swear

 U dont even kno 

so U think im here

 U hear

 my voice & make the

choice 2 care

 but please 

dont waste a tear 

2 me 

that only means 

i took the pain in me

 & gave U a piece 2 eat 

i hate 2 see

U kno what it takes 2 be

afraid of sleep 

cause even awake

 all U do is dream 

it seems 

so strange its 

like im talking 

another language 

even as i say it

 i kno 

i dont have a way

 2 explain this 

nothing changed its 

i just

 i cant take it 

anymore 

i dont even know 

why in the beginning 

i even did it for 

why go to war 

with anyone else

 when im already at war

with my self 

what goods

 finding

 heaven on earth 

when inside

 im still burning in hell

 oh well

 there no cure 

for wellness

 i can tell its 

never gonna end

 till it does 

but I'll be damed

 if whats killing me becUms 

whats killing us 

but 

dont think that doesn't

mean i dont feel your lUv

cause i do 

because of U 

i seen who i really am 

and i cant take that 

i hate that

 U lUv me 

U find beauty

 in whats ugly 

so much we 

lost touch im running from

something 

thats nothing 

but me 

fuck please

 just let it go

 & move on

 im too gone

 im not trying 2 do wrong

or even do right

 i aint trying 2 live

 i aint trying 2 die

 im not trying 2 laugh

 im not trying 2 cry

 im not even asking why im

just saying goodbye

 2 everyone 

ive ever lUv3d 

in my life 

cause i dont want 

U 2 feel like 

U coulda made a

difference 

with this 

it isn't about U

 even though 

i kno 

i could never exist 

without U...

[doehash328]

all the bright places 

are fulla spaceships

 & i hate this

 take this

 

how u want

cause i dont give a fuck

i live on the edge of a

bridge

 & im ready 2 jump

 but 

if the fall dont kill me

 im looking 2 lUv

 i kno that'll do it 

cause the 2 of us

 have been thru so much 

if i lose it 

you lose it 

the truth is 

im just loosing touch 

wit reality 

so actually 

now i see 

how i need

 to quit all this stalling 

& go all in 

take the leap 

& start falling

 i aint calling 

no lUved one

 or people that hurt me

 2 confront um

 fuck unfinished business

 i aint got none

 but i do got some

 demons

 inside screaming 

they want blood

 but so what 

i dont know much 

but what i do know

 is im going thru 

a blue hole

 feeling a pain few know

but even fewer show 

so

 before i lose control

 & take it further 

then i ever have 

i hope U kno

 what ever past 

U think i have 

didn't make me

 the way i am

 in a sence im not even sad

im glad 

U dont understand 

i mean why would U 

so U get another chance

 2 tell me what i should do

or could do

if i would move 

on

 if i did that 

i would already be gone

but whats wierd is 

i swear

 U dont even kno 

so U think im here

 U hear

 my voice & make the

choice 2 care

 but please 

dont waste a tear 

2 me 

that only means 

i took the pain in me

 & gave U a piece 2 eat 

i hate 2 see

U kno what it takes 2 be

afraid of sleep 

cause even awake

 all U do is dream 

it seems 

so strange its 

like im talking 

another language 

even as i say it

 i kno 

i dont have a way

 2 explain this 

nothing changed its 

i just

 i cant take it 

anymore 

i dont even know 

why in the beginning 

i even did it for 

why go to war 

with anyone else

 when im already at war

with my self 

what goods

 finding

 heaven on earth 

when inside

 im still burning in hell

 oh well

 there no cure 

for wellness

 i can tell its 

never gonna end

 till it does 

but I'll be damed

 if whats killing me becUms 

whats killing us 

but 

dont think that doesn't

mean i dont feel your lUv

cause i do 

because of U 

i seen who i really am 

and i cant take that 

i hate that

 U lUv me 

U find beauty

 in whats ugly 

so much we 

lost touch im running from

something 

thats nothing 

but me 

fuck please

 just let it go

 & move on

 im too gone

 im not trying 2 do wrong

or even do right

 i aint trying 2 live

 i aint trying 2 die

 im not trying 2 laugh

 im not trying 2 cry

 im not even asking why im

just saying goodbye

 2 everyone 

ive ever lUv3d 

in my life 

cause i dont want 

U 2 feel like 

U coulda made a

difference 

with this 

it isn't about U

 even though 

i kno 

i could never exist 

without U...