#i'll never ever be able to post a picture that doesn't hide/mask the parts of myself i hate
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#yeah whatever i get it i'm not fucking skinny#i'll never ever be able to post a picture that doesn't hide/mask the parts of myself i hate#you will never see how big my tummy actually is when i'm not making every effort to appear smaller#you will never see how obvious my double chin is when i make sure to never post a picture that highlights it#and it makes me feel weird and gross when i visit a new follower's blog and they only reblog thin girls#why did you follow me? i am not a thin girl.#and it hurts knowing some of my moots will like my pics but never reblog them bc they only reblog petite girls#i see you. i notice it.#i KNOW i still don't appear slim in my pictures. bc i'm not. no matter what angle or filter i use.#but i'm bigger irl#and if people don't think i'm good enough in pictures where i think i look my best#then you'd probably think i'm gross in person.#and fuck!!!! i fucking think bigger bitches are hot!!!!!#so why can't i think I'M hot???? I'M a bigger bitch#my body dysmorphia is fucking killing me rn#i wish with every fiber of my being that i could love the skin i'm in#i wish i could be okay with who i am#i wish i didn't feel choked by it every single day.#sorry.#not adding identifying tags to this one.
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