#i'll keep eating up the same old shit cuz ill never get tired of it.

[rikunih]

I know this has been talked about like a million times already but i just can't stop thinking about it, and I'm losing sleep. Sooo i'll just keep parroting the same old stuff to get it out of my system, hehe.

The whole talking with Anna scene is so potent in its soriku parallels it's crazy. Even Sora himself brings attention to this. I want to bring up Anna singing this very specific part of do you wanna build a snowman. It gives such a good insight on how sora feels about Riku.

Sora wants to be close to Riku just like they used to, but he can't quite reach him.

Riku won't let him in. He keeps a wall between them. Sora doesn't understand why he does this. Which makes him confused and even a bit sad.

Sora wants to be there for him, to reach him and understand why Riku is so sad, but is unable to. due to a lot of stuff...like Riku having his guard up, a war and...uhh a romance fruit?? Little things like that. He also tends to forget a lot of things and keeps fucking dying or falling into a coma. Not helping his case at all unfortunately.

This sort of distance between them has been there since the 1st game but to me it seems to have grown especially by the end of Kingdom hearts 3. They still are in much better terms now. They fight along each other and are besties again after all. Two reeds are stronger than one or whatever the emperor of China said.

There's still a lot of unspoken things between them that need to be said, so a conversation is long over due. (Nomura please just let them talk things over for Christ sake It's been over 20 years!!!).

My train of thought ended here and i don't know how to end this...so uhh soriku kiss in kh4 BYEEE!!!!

Edit: i made so many typos its embarrassing

Ps. Also not to reach or anything (totally reaching) the last few lines of the song reminds me of Sora's breakdown at the keyblade graveyard.